Thursday, June 30, 2005
<<头文字D>>
Name: Takumi Fujiwara (Jay Chow)
Car: Toyota AE86 Sprinter Trueno
Description:Takumi Fujiwara is the son of Bunta Fujiwara, a former formula driver, who has now became the owner of a Tofu shop in Akina.Takumi doesn't show much expressions on his face. Takumi has extremely amazing skills at controlling drifts and driving cars but no one ever notice until the day the Redsuns team come challenging the Akina Speedstars team to a race...!!
Name: Takeshi Nakazato (Shawn Yu)
Car: Nissan Skyline GT-R R32
Team: Night Kids
Name: Ryousuke Takahashi (Edison Chen)
Car: Mazda RX-7 FC3S
Team: RedSuns / Project D.
I like Shawn Yu e most i guess...so suave, so cool that can made u pengz on e spot...!! tsk tsk. AE86 does look attractive after looking at it for quite some time. I sat it one before too!!! haha, a friend whom i never keep in contact anymore has it!!!
一路向北 (《头文字D》电影插曲)
周杰伦
后视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
后视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
方向盘周围 回转着我的后悔
我加速超越 却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
停止狼狈 就让错纯粹
后视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
后视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
方向盘周围 回转着我的后悔
我加速超越 却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
停止狼狈 就让错纯粹
Fate is really a funny thing. As though the final destination is made, and we are only given e choice to choose how we wanna get there. Cos e way things goes at times, its just too much of a coincidence.
Like today, i met Chris. So coincidentally, we went for lunch late and so coincidentally i decided to settle e lunch at e food court. So coincidentally that i passed by that doorway at that particular time. We met and chat. Though never seen her for almost 2 years , besides her outfit, she still looks exactly e same. But, there's something different. The way she manages herself. Very nice and proper, as though not wishing to disclose too much. No, how should i say it... hmm, forget it.
I guess i should take back what i said. Though we decided not to have that person along in our life, but we still care for that person. So, i shall rephrase what i said. If that person did leave an imprint in our lives before, then sometime in e future, when we do bump into them, to say casual things like " how have you been...." that's okay. Cos, we do really care for them and it isnt say for e sake of saying kinda thing. Ermm, i shant elaborate, e idea is there, but its kinda hard to put into words and what i just said, isnt exactly what i meant too. Bahhhh~
Decisions.. that's what i hate to make most. I hate to decide cos all seems equally important to me. Yet, i'm faced with e situation where i have to decide on something soon..~
To say or not to, to go or not to. .
If only i can toss a coin, and accept whatever decision that e coin comes out with.
Inital D, is really a very nice one. As i listen to e ending theme of it, e song which is played when Takumi saw everything and ran off. I cant helped but recalled e part where he sat in his car, droving home. Trying to be strong, but, tears just stream down his cheeks. I really felt like crying too. But, i fought my tears back. This song, it really brought back e emotions he experienced at that time. He cant helped it but have tears rolling down. Its like you've totally lost it, and no matter how much self control you have, nothing can hold it back.
I feel that I do resemble Takumi in some way. Dont show much emotions, and a man of little words. He dont express his feelings much too.
我不笨 我是有福。。。。。。。。。time for shows!!!~
Like today, i met Chris. So coincidentally, we went for lunch late and so coincidentally i decided to settle e lunch at e food court. So coincidentally that i passed by that doorway at that particular time. We met and chat. Though never seen her for almost 2 years , besides her outfit, she still looks exactly e same. But, there's something different. The way she manages herself. Very nice and proper, as though not wishing to disclose too much. No, how should i say it... hmm, forget it.
I guess i should take back what i said. Though we decided not to have that person along in our life, but we still care for that person. So, i shall rephrase what i said. If that person did leave an imprint in our lives before, then sometime in e future, when we do bump into them, to say casual things like " how have you been...." that's okay. Cos, we do really care for them and it isnt say for e sake of saying kinda thing. Ermm, i shant elaborate, e idea is there, but its kinda hard to put into words and what i just said, isnt exactly what i meant too. Bahhhh~
Decisions.. that's what i hate to make most. I hate to decide cos all seems equally important to me. Yet, i'm faced with e situation where i have to decide on something soon..~
To say or not to, to go or not to. .
If only i can toss a coin, and accept whatever decision that e coin comes out with.
Inital D, is really a very nice one. As i listen to e ending theme of it, e song which is played when Takumi saw everything and ran off. I cant helped but recalled e part where he sat in his car, droving home. Trying to be strong, but, tears just stream down his cheeks. I really felt like crying too. But, i fought my tears back. This song, it really brought back e emotions he experienced at that time. He cant helped it but have tears rolling down. Its like you've totally lost it, and no matter how much self control you have, nothing can hold it back.
I feel that I do resemble Takumi in some way. Dont show much emotions, and a man of little words. He dont express his feelings much too.
我不笨 我是有福。。。。。。。。。time for shows!!!~
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
pissed...!! Firstly, i slept late yesterday. When one sleeps little, you cant expect that person to be in a good mood. Secondly, i send my handphone in for repair. Yes, e problems were fixed, but, there is a new problem. . That's why i dont trust sending my phone in for repairs. It just gets me all so nervvy, cos behind those closed doors, god knows what happens to e phone. I insisted that there's this problem and i want to fix it. But, e counter staff tried to say its just a minor problem and wont affect e overall efficiency. But, hey, I dont send a phone in expecting more problems when i come back!! E last time i send it in, similar stuff happen, as e staff was e one placing my battery etc back into e phone, its only till i got home that i realised something is broken inside my phone!! bahh.....!!!~ If i can live w e problems, i rather live w them than send to e service centres.
Finally, tomorrow is e time to catch Inital D!!~ The much talked about show.
Both yesterday and today, i had e earphones on while at work. Yes, i do listen to songs in e past too. But, these two days, its slightly different, i'm listening to radio 933. Then, there's 音乐日记 . Yeah, those were e days. While mugging in e library, i'll excitedly look forward to this program every night. The sadder e story, e more i like. I wonder why too, i just love listening to those sad love stories and wrench at how ArrrgggHH e situation is . .
Listening to 933 these 2 days made me realised how big a fan i was of 933 in e past. Those days when i used to tune in to 933. How long ago? i dont remember. . or rather, i couldnt remember when did i started listening to 987 or power 98. Probably e timing where i tuned in was not e peak period, that's why there were so many hits from few years back?? Like leon lai, kelly chan, Chen Qi Zhen etc.
Hearing singers "live" really is impactful. Ermm, is there such a word? Anyway, i remember Edwin bringing us to this mini live session of Chen Qi Zhen and Chen Sheng. Thereafter, Chen Qi Zhen is on my playlist for so so long. Same goes for Fish Leong and Guang Liang.
Bahhh...i side track.... i wanna talked about 音乐日记 . Yesterday's one was on this girl who despite 3 years has passed. But, upon bumping into her ex, she cant helped but having all those emotions sprung upon her again. So much so that upon spotting him, she made a immediate turnover so he wont see him. Yup, to forget someone whom you're one so close to, someone who shared a period of good and bad memories. Someone who occupied your entire mind for a certain period in your life. To forget, 谈何容易. . Somemore, that girl spend an entire 6 years with him!
As for today, this lady wrote a letter whom she could never send out, nor show anyone. Her husband left her in an accident and when she went to recover his body, she didnt drop a single tear. Too shocked i guess. When i heard that, i guess momentarily, my nose felt kinda hot and my eyes watery. . I pitied this lady, not because she had 2 little ones to take care of, but just like that, she lost her love, someone she wanted to spend her life with.
Wonder if i said this before. But, in the recent show 有福. There's this girl from indonesia. . a pitiful girl who was sold off as a bride. But it wasnt that bad, cos her husband did appear to dote on her. But alas, fate really makes sport of her, she suffered from cancer and her husband treat her like trash. I felt really sad for her, really really, though its just a show.
Just when you thought your worser days are over, it is taken away from you all at one go. Just went you're at e peak, you were given a hard push. . It must have hurt, real bad.
Finally, tomorrow is e time to catch Inital D!!~ The much talked about show.
Both yesterday and today, i had e earphones on while at work. Yes, i do listen to songs in e past too. But, these two days, its slightly different, i'm listening to radio 933. Then, there's 音乐日记 . Yeah, those were e days. While mugging in e library, i'll excitedly look forward to this program every night. The sadder e story, e more i like. I wonder why too, i just love listening to those sad love stories and wrench at how ArrrgggHH e situation is . .
Listening to 933 these 2 days made me realised how big a fan i was of 933 in e past. Those days when i used to tune in to 933. How long ago? i dont remember. . or rather, i couldnt remember when did i started listening to 987 or power 98. Probably e timing where i tuned in was not e peak period, that's why there were so many hits from few years back?? Like leon lai, kelly chan, Chen Qi Zhen etc.
Hearing singers "live" really is impactful. Ermm, is there such a word? Anyway, i remember Edwin bringing us to this mini live session of Chen Qi Zhen and Chen Sheng. Thereafter, Chen Qi Zhen is on my playlist for so so long. Same goes for Fish Leong and Guang Liang.
Bahhh...i side track.... i wanna talked about 音乐日记 . Yesterday's one was on this girl who despite 3 years has passed. But, upon bumping into her ex, she cant helped but having all those emotions sprung upon her again. So much so that upon spotting him, she made a immediate turnover so he wont see him. Yup, to forget someone whom you're one so close to, someone who shared a period of good and bad memories. Someone who occupied your entire mind for a certain period in your life. To forget, 谈何容易. . Somemore, that girl spend an entire 6 years with him!
As for today, this lady wrote a letter whom she could never send out, nor show anyone. Her husband left her in an accident and when she went to recover his body, she didnt drop a single tear. Too shocked i guess. When i heard that, i guess momentarily, my nose felt kinda hot and my eyes watery. . I pitied this lady, not because she had 2 little ones to take care of, but just like that, she lost her love, someone she wanted to spend her life with.
Wonder if i said this before. But, in the recent show 有福. There's this girl from indonesia. . a pitiful girl who was sold off as a bride. But it wasnt that bad, cos her husband did appear to dote on her. But alas, fate really makes sport of her, she suffered from cancer and her husband treat her like trash. I felt really sad for her, really really, though its just a show.
Just when you thought your worser days are over, it is taken away from you all at one go. Just went you're at e peak, you were given a hard push. . It must have hurt, real bad.
Monday, June 27, 2005
Gaaahh..e whole world is asking me to go drink!! Just when i thought no one would be free to accompany to go drink this wed, up comes WP. Just when i was about to answered OK! excitedly, then, i realised i'm supposed to go catch Initial D this wednesday. Supposely it was last thursday, but i requested for it to be postponed. Though xy havent book e tickets as yet, but xl is going off on e 1st, so i dont think we can postpone it again!Bahhh... dont you just hate it when things clashes? At one end, you wanna do this, at e other end, this matter has to be done. . But then, this might be e last time i'll be able to go on wednesdays to get free drinks!!
Talking about xl going away....she's going to Australia!!!! Arrrgghhh, i wanna go on a trip too!!
Am at e living room using computer, while kor is inside. Then, i heard this all so familiar song, Ting Bu Dao...Ni Zhou diao...!! Why? of cos, its Li sheng Jie's song.
Zzzzzzzzzzz....
Listening to Guo Mei Mei - Lao Shu Ai Da Mi, a song from JUE DUI SUPERSTAR!!
-Wo ai ni, ai zhe ni , jiu xiang lao shu ai da ni.....lalalaaa!!
Talking about xl going away....she's going to Australia!!!! Arrrgghhh, i wanna go on a trip too!!
Am at e living room using computer, while kor is inside. Then, i heard this all so familiar song, Ting Bu Dao...Ni Zhou diao...!! Why? of cos, its Li sheng Jie's song.
Zzzzzzzzzzz....
Listening to Guo Mei Mei - Lao Shu Ai Da Mi, a song from JUE DUI SUPERSTAR!!
-Wo ai ni, ai zhe ni , jiu xiang lao shu ai da ni.....lalalaaa!!
Sunday, June 26, 2005
10
REal amused by e southbirds from ONE PIECE. . Luffy and gang were out in e jungle trying to catch them. According to e ossan, they make real weird sounds. As usopp was complaining how they would know what kind of sounds would be considered weird, they heard a " Chuuuuuu!~...." So funny, i nearly pengz on e spot.
I remembered ages ago, in this particular episode of KARA KYOU MAOU, there's these bee bears who produce nonsensical sounds like" nogisu" and now there's e southbirds!~ bleah!!
Watched Attack No. 1 episode 7 and 8 just now. Bahhh....that guy, he didnt managed to pick up e courage to express his feelings for Ayuhara and met an accident. Sighs...this kinda of shows are always as such. Make us stamp our feets and throw tables at how silly things goes. . I cant to see e next episode!!
Nothing much to do today. . supposed to go SL's house, but was called off. Have been busily chasing shows all day, time to take a break and do something else. .
Some exercises to cool down and relax and remove all e cluttering thoughts.....
1. Take in 3 deep breaths
2. Counting backwards
Above was some stuff i read from the book titled HOW TO CALM DOWN - THREE DEEP BREATHS TO PEACE OF MIND by FRED L.MILLER.
Hmm, a real omoshiroi book! According to him, our mind loves to think, so if its given a task to do, it would quiet down for a while and once it has learned e task, it would give it back for me to do and continue thinking. <<<----Baka... it makes sense, but what e heck is he trying to say?
Below are some stuff i extracted from his book....
HEAD TREATS -Exercise III
1. 3 deep breaths
2. Imagine you're at e beach
3. Visualise e waves, feel e sand and e warm sun on our back. Feel e coold breeze rolling past our face.
4. Smile, let this pleasant scene relax me.
5. Get more and more scenes in..
A WALK IN THE WOODS - Exercise V
1. close eyes
2.Imagine waking through woods. Feel e breeze, touch e tree barks, hear the chirping of e bird and twig snap under our feet.
3. REach a cabin, entered and saw a fireplace with orange flames. Cosy place. At one side there's a comfortable bed. Cuddling under e blanket, drifting off into sleep
FINDING A FOCUS .....
Sometimes, if we follow our initiuton, things are done easier. If we allow our mind to be part of it, things might get out of hand with all those unnecessary thoughts. 4 ways to focus, through touch, smell, taste,hear and see.Imagine a smell of something, or e sound of it. Or imagine seeing it, and e its details or simply holding something. Focus on them, and anytime our thoughts run, gently nudge it back.
E other way is through BREATH. Feel e breath through nostril, feel its temperature or e sound it makes.
"Our mind is like a wild horse. Trying to concentrate resembles taming a horse, if we try to confine it with a saddle, it is apt to run away..."
I remembered ages ago, in this particular episode of KARA KYOU MAOU, there's these bee bears who produce nonsensical sounds like" nogisu" and now there's e southbirds!~ bleah!!
Watched Attack No. 1 episode 7 and 8 just now. Bahhh....that guy, he didnt managed to pick up e courage to express his feelings for Ayuhara and met an accident. Sighs...this kinda of shows are always as such. Make us stamp our feets and throw tables at how silly things goes. . I cant to see e next episode!!
Nothing much to do today. . supposed to go SL's house, but was called off. Have been busily chasing shows all day, time to take a break and do something else. .
Some exercises to cool down and relax and remove all e cluttering thoughts.....
1. Take in 3 deep breaths
2. Counting backwards
Above was some stuff i read from the book titled HOW TO CALM DOWN - THREE DEEP BREATHS TO PEACE OF MIND by FRED L.MILLER.
Hmm, a real omoshiroi book! According to him, our mind loves to think, so if its given a task to do, it would quiet down for a while and once it has learned e task, it would give it back for me to do and continue thinking. <<<----Baka... it makes sense, but what e heck is he trying to say?
Below are some stuff i extracted from his book....
HEAD TREATS -Exercise III
1. 3 deep breaths
2. Imagine you're at e beach
3. Visualise e waves, feel e sand and e warm sun on our back. Feel e coold breeze rolling past our face.
4. Smile, let this pleasant scene relax me.
5. Get more and more scenes in..
A WALK IN THE WOODS - Exercise V
1. close eyes
2.Imagine waking through woods. Feel e breeze, touch e tree barks, hear the chirping of e bird and twig snap under our feet.
3. REach a cabin, entered and saw a fireplace with orange flames. Cosy place. At one side there's a comfortable bed. Cuddling under e blanket, drifting off into sleep
FINDING A FOCUS .....
Sometimes, if we follow our initiuton, things are done easier. If we allow our mind to be part of it, things might get out of hand with all those unnecessary thoughts. 4 ways to focus, through touch, smell, taste,hear and see.Imagine a smell of something, or e sound of it. Or imagine seeing it, and e its details or simply holding something. Focus on them, and anytime our thoughts run, gently nudge it back.
E other way is through BREATH. Feel e breath through nostril, feel its temperature or e sound it makes.
"Our mind is like a wild horse. Trying to concentrate resembles taming a horse, if we try to confine it with a saddle, it is apt to run away..."
Supposed to meet xh and eileen for lunch today. But was real late, cos was glued to e com. No idea what was thinking on e bus, but was too absorbed in it that i missed e stop. Ended up walking quite a bit. Duh!~ But, its like a walk down e memory lane. Lots of things, many times, i remembered only bits of it, while forgot e rest. Like yesterday, i remembered having been to e mini terminal before, but i cant recalled why.
Yesterday, due to WG bringing us through e long route, we passed by e tennis courts, swimming complexs, jogging track cum football field. No high rise buildings in sight and in a distance, there's a grass patch and slopy ground. The wind was blowing gently and e sky just gotten dark. What a pleasant feeling.
Anyway, e reason for meeting up today was to book our stuff for Bangkok trip, but it was put on hold. Sheesh...i wanted so much to go and was really looking forward to it!
Back home in e evening and started watching e loads of shows awaiting me. Caught Attack No 1 and Ruri no Shima.
Attack No 1 is all about volleyball. Ayuhara is this character that's ever lively, cheerful and optimistic. She's e soul of e show, though people dislike her at times or even hostile towards her. But, i felt it wasnt her fault at all. Just like when she was e one chosen to enter e national team though her skills aint that good. People turned hostile towards her because of that. She's also e same person who starred in the recent movie INSTALL. Hmm, install's trailer looks nice, but it turned out to be not my cup of tea. Besides that Ueto Aya also acted in a tennis based drama. This show...it just gets better and better!! keke...especially e part after Ayuhara got back to Fujimi. Cos the part where she undergoes training in e national team just weird. I meant e national coach is kinda weird and its fustrating in trying to guess what he is up to.
Sanjou is another character in e show. She's got a black face initally and was mean towards Ayuhara. She refuse to acknowledge Ayuhara as she felt that she's more competent than her, yet Ayuhara got e position of captain in e national team. She resembles someone i know. .
Sammuel Chan
Yesterday, due to WG bringing us through e long route, we passed by e tennis courts, swimming complexs, jogging track cum football field. No high rise buildings in sight and in a distance, there's a grass patch and slopy ground. The wind was blowing gently and e sky just gotten dark. What a pleasant feeling.
Anyway, e reason for meeting up today was to book our stuff for Bangkok trip, but it was put on hold. Sheesh...i wanted so much to go and was really looking forward to it!
Back home in e evening and started watching e loads of shows awaiting me. Caught Attack No 1 and Ruri no Shima.
Attack No 1 is all about volleyball. Ayuhara is this character that's ever lively, cheerful and optimistic. She's e soul of e show, though people dislike her at times or even hostile towards her. But, i felt it wasnt her fault at all. Just like when she was e one chosen to enter e national team though her skills aint that good. People turned hostile towards her because of that. She's also e same person who starred in the recent movie INSTALL. Hmm, install's trailer looks nice, but it turned out to be not my cup of tea. Besides that Ueto Aya also acted in a tennis based drama. This show...it just gets better and better!! keke...especially e part after Ayuhara got back to Fujimi. Cos the part where she undergoes training in e national team just weird. I meant e national coach is kinda weird and its fustrating in trying to guess what he is up to.
Sanjou is another character in e show. She's got a black face initally and was mean towards Ayuhara. She refuse to acknowledge Ayuhara as she felt that she's more competent than her, yet Ayuhara got e position of captain in e national team. She resembles someone i know. .
Yagisawa is a superb player who is kinda famous among her peers and stayed in e same room as Ayuhara. She appears clear headed and strong and hardly shows her emotions. Hmm, i find her cool and in some ways, her characters resembles mine. 
Of cos , there's this cute guy who works in ramen shop and is Midori's friend since young. Didnt find him that attractive initially but as he starts to appear more in e later episodes, find him cute. Like e way he smiles too. He kinda resembles Sammuel (who acted in Triumph in e skies as Donald).Yaah, i like Donald too. He's kinda naive and in order to get e girl he likes, he joined as a pilot. Just 傻傻的跟随她的佐右..hoping that 1 day e girl would like him too! In 1 of e picures, when he peek from e doorway, he looks just like Takizawa!! He's just like this perfect guy any girl would fall for. Jouzu in soccer, could have made it big if not for his dad's poor health. He stopped school so that he could temporary took over e ramen shop while his dad recuperate. Always cheerful and posses a friendly disposition towards people. I had a peek of episode 8. I think he fell in love with Ayuhara? Kekek..perfect couple!! Midori, hmph... she can just 靠边站!!
Midori, is this pretty lady and Ayuhara's best friend. But, i dont like her. Eeek.. 
Shunsuke is e coach of fujimi high and hates e coach of national team. He frown so often in e show as he's often worried if Ayuhara would face e same fate as his team mate, when he was in e man's national team ages ago.
Ruri no shima is about this island with a aging population of 50 and apparently no kids. This old geezer Nakama, tried to bring a kid back so next time, e island wont become deserted. Ruri, was e one he brought back. I dont really like this show but carried on cos of e actors. The show is boring, but some parts brought me to tears. Like e part where Ruri wronged nakama(thinking he went off to find a kid to replace her, when in actual fact, he went to work to repay e damages Ruri caused). The part where Nakama, who became Ruri's foster father, cared so much about Ruri, even more than her natural mother.Hmm, e reason i watch? cos of familiar actors like Takenouchi Yutaka.
Sammuel Chan
Friday, June 24, 2005
Eeekkk.. saw this real disgusting fella on my way home on e bus. He is sitting right at e head of e bus and busily occupied in nose digging. Well, he got guts i say. . Everyone do dig their nose, but ermmm, this kinda of thing dont have to do infront of others right? He alighted at e same stop as me, i kept observing e places he touched. Of cos!!~ No way am i going to touch those places.
Was at Symphonic Sojourn 2005 just now. Its a concert done jointly by nyp and ntu. Hmm, both bands played couple pieces, but somehow, i find nyp's way nicer. Probably it's due to e pieces they chose. When i'm listening to them, its like i'm lost in a little fantasy adventure of mine. or Titanic kinda movies come into my mind..Hehe, i managed to record most of e pieces, and it eat into 99% of my phone's memory?!
My favorite pieces would be
1. And We proceeded on the journey of Lewis and Clark-Ed Huckeby
2. Puszta (1st movement)-Jan Van der Roost
3. Impressions of Japan - James Barnes
4. Russian Chrismas Music-Alfred Reed
5. Encore piece - pity i have null information of this piece(and guess i like this e best!!!)
The piece we missed partially(cos we were late) was Festa Paesana Folkloristic Sketches for band - Jacob de Haan . This piece really caught my attention. REally pleasant to e ears.
I guess i cant stand those pieces from long time ago aka those we often heard on 92.4. So, according to Steve, Jacob de Haan are those composers who are still alive. So, i guess i prefer modern age stuff better?
Hmm, i realised i like those portions that are more soothing, rather than those noisy parts which seems to depicts danger and "trying to escape" kinda scenario.
Spotted this pretty comical scene this morning on e bus. Well, there's this lady seated at one of e seats beside e window. Then, there was this picture of a thinking bubble on e window..real funny... cos this lady had kinda cute expression. Its just like other bus ads i come across. There's one showing many diff clothings and e heads are those of e passengers.
Another random thought came into my mind. There's a bird among those dried up leaves, then a breeze blows, and those leaves started moving. Hmm , suppose one goes straight for e bird, how would it react? Would it just stand there and get hit?
Some pics i took on my way to work this morning. . The wind was going strong, e sky is partially dark, and trees shed their leaves. What a beautiful sight. Its a real pity my phone wasnt able to capture that moment.
Yesterday too, e sky was kinda peculiar too! Clusters of little clouds with tinge of darkness at their bottoms. .
This morning
Yesterday afternoon/evening
Zzzzzz...
Was at Symphonic Sojourn 2005 just now. Its a concert done jointly by nyp and ntu. Hmm, both bands played couple pieces, but somehow, i find nyp's way nicer. Probably it's due to e pieces they chose. When i'm listening to them, its like i'm lost in a little fantasy adventure of mine. or Titanic kinda movies come into my mind..Hehe, i managed to record most of e pieces, and it eat into 99% of my phone's memory?!
My favorite pieces would be
1. And We proceeded on the journey of Lewis and Clark-Ed Huckeby
2. Puszta (1st movement)-Jan Van der Roost
3. Impressions of Japan - James Barnes
4. Russian Chrismas Music-Alfred Reed
5. Encore piece - pity i have null information of this piece(and guess i like this e best!!!)
The piece we missed partially(cos we were late) was Festa Paesana Folkloristic Sketches for band - Jacob de Haan . This piece really caught my attention. REally pleasant to e ears.
I guess i cant stand those pieces from long time ago aka those we often heard on 92.4. So, according to Steve, Jacob de Haan are those composers who are still alive. So, i guess i prefer modern age stuff better?
Hmm, i realised i like those portions that are more soothing, rather than those noisy parts which seems to depicts danger and "trying to escape" kinda scenario.
Spotted this pretty comical scene this morning on e bus. Well, there's this lady seated at one of e seats beside e window. Then, there was this picture of a thinking bubble on e window..real funny... cos this lady had kinda cute expression. Its just like other bus ads i come across. There's one showing many diff clothings and e heads are those of e passengers.
Another random thought came into my mind. There's a bird among those dried up leaves, then a breeze blows, and those leaves started moving. Hmm , suppose one goes straight for e bird, how would it react? Would it just stand there and get hit?
Some pics i took on my way to work this morning. . The wind was going strong, e sky is partially dark, and trees shed their leaves. What a beautiful sight. Its a real pity my phone wasnt able to capture that moment.
Yesterday too, e sky was kinda peculiar too! Clusters of little clouds with tinge of darkness at their bottoms. .
This morning
Yesterday afternoon/evening
Zzzzzz...
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Lotsa stuffs...so little time
Lotsa thoughts but so little time!! bahhh...time to Zzzz....
1. The recent gruesome case of a woman chopped into many parts - many puzzling points i dont understand
2. The surveying job i did yesterday...bus,cabs,cargo,airplane,fries,fish,nuggets,breeze,sun,numbers
3. Some random thoughts like Do you believe in love at first sight!
4.That super bumpy bus i sat on this morning, its as though i'm on a thrill ride...was bouncing up and down e seat 90% of e time
5. Inital D movie - what exactly am I head over heels over for?
6. First real life experience at an acupucture shop .. errrr..i witness a lady having needles at various parts of body!! yikes
7. Saw Huang Wen Yong, a TCS actor
8. Playstation. Capcom and puzzle fighters.
9. Those SILLY toll lines we have to put up with. We just need to get our message across or enquire about something, yet we spend half e time pressing e phone, directed all over e place and listening to more " For blahh blah, press 1 ...for blahh, press 2......" Grrrrrr.....silly systems. bahhh!~ i give up. Didnt get what i wanted in e end.
Time for bed ... Zzzzzzzzz
1. The recent gruesome case of a woman chopped into many parts - many puzzling points i dont understand
2. The surveying job i did yesterday...bus,cabs,cargo,airplane,fries,fish,nuggets,breeze,sun,numbers
3. Some random thoughts like Do you believe in love at first sight!
4.That super bumpy bus i sat on this morning, its as though i'm on a thrill ride...was bouncing up and down e seat 90% of e time
5. Inital D movie - what exactly am I head over heels over for?
6. First real life experience at an acupucture shop .. errrr..i witness a lady having needles at various parts of body!! yikes
7. Saw Huang Wen Yong, a TCS actor
8. Playstation. Capcom and puzzle fighters.
9. Those SILLY toll lines we have to put up with. We just need to get our message across or enquire about something, yet we spend half e time pressing e phone, directed all over e place and listening to more " For blahh blah, press 1 ...for blahh, press 2......" Grrrrrr.....silly systems. bahhh!~ i give up. Didnt get what i wanted in e end.
Time for bed ... Zzzzzzzzz
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Kinda bored so went to take a look at fai and wg's blogs. Haah, fai finally wrote something. . Dunno since when, i had e habit of checking up his blog to see if there's any updates of it and gets kinda disappointed if i dont get anything. I wonder if others do it like me, bookmarking their friend's blogs and keep going back to read them regularly. But still, despite me here trying to visualise what he is doing, from e way he describe it, its still pretty hard to picture it. The way things goes, e exact view he sees or the feelings he experiences. Its only when you're there and then would you be able to capture it.
WG does gives some interesting stuffs at times. Often, he thought of things which came to my mind too. Like his latest post, he mentioned about avoidance. About people seeing other people they know, yet decided to avoid them instead of approaching to say hi!
Well, i'm one of those kind of people. To me, approaching people whom you dont really know well is kinda .... Just like what he said, we end up having nothing much to say to them, but e usuals such as "so how have you been" etc. Then, we have to try hard to keep e conversation going. To me, sometimes, that person is just a passer-by in our lives. We had chose to handle other things rather than keeping that person in contact with us. We have chose not to have that person in our lives. So, what's up with all that talking to find out how that person have been (just because we happen to meet them). True, we'll get to know about their happenings, but after that? We're back to our lives without them, but probably mentioning to a couple that we had bump into them. If that's e case, why bother in e first place? But many will disagree with me, calling me whatever. . But, to me, its like, why bother ask if you dont intend to keep that person in view. Why bother acting like you care when you dont even intend to have that person in your life. Why bother doing all those when you only decided that this person shall be a passer-by in your life. Its like why bother finding out more about me if you chose to remember none of it in e end.
He mentioned about blogging too. How some people are so eager to perfect their blogs, to make it as interesting as possible. So, many people would come view it etc. I do admit i want to make my blog sounds interesting at times. After all, i'm aware that friends are viewing this. Probably its bcos of this fact, that e objective of me blogging blurs at times. Its suppose to serve as an avenue to vent my fustrations, share my joys but i turned out to be kinda restrained. At times, i might want to say more, but realising that i'm not e only one reading this, made me hold my reins. Its kinda fustrating as i couldnt really give a complete account of how it happen or how i felt. Since i prefer writing down events in a more emotional manner, stating my thoughts and feelings of it, rather than e physical aspect, what happen etc. It turn out to be a real thorn at times. I'm better off writing a diary. So, what keeps me blogging here? i wonder.
I've been wanting to say this, i wonder where WG gets his source of quotes from, cos it damn interesting. Gaahh...
WG does gives some interesting stuffs at times. Often, he thought of things which came to my mind too. Like his latest post, he mentioned about avoidance. About people seeing other people they know, yet decided to avoid them instead of approaching to say hi!
Well, i'm one of those kind of people. To me, approaching people whom you dont really know well is kinda .... Just like what he said, we end up having nothing much to say to them, but e usuals such as "so how have you been" etc. Then, we have to try hard to keep e conversation going. To me, sometimes, that person is just a passer-by in our lives. We had chose to handle other things rather than keeping that person in contact with us. We have chose not to have that person in our lives. So, what's up with all that talking to find out how that person have been (just because we happen to meet them). True, we'll get to know about their happenings, but after that? We're back to our lives without them, but probably mentioning to a couple that we had bump into them. If that's e case, why bother in e first place? But many will disagree with me, calling me whatever. . But, to me, its like, why bother ask if you dont intend to keep that person in view. Why bother acting like you care when you dont even intend to have that person in your life. Why bother doing all those when you only decided that this person shall be a passer-by in your life. Its like why bother finding out more about me if you chose to remember none of it in e end.
He mentioned about blogging too. How some people are so eager to perfect their blogs, to make it as interesting as possible. So, many people would come view it etc. I do admit i want to make my blog sounds interesting at times. After all, i'm aware that friends are viewing this. Probably its bcos of this fact, that e objective of me blogging blurs at times. Its suppose to serve as an avenue to vent my fustrations, share my joys but i turned out to be kinda restrained. At times, i might want to say more, but realising that i'm not e only one reading this, made me hold my reins. Its kinda fustrating as i couldnt really give a complete account of how it happen or how i felt. Since i prefer writing down events in a more emotional manner, stating my thoughts and feelings of it, rather than e physical aspect, what happen etc. It turn out to be a real thorn at times. I'm better off writing a diary. So, what keeps me blogging here? i wonder.
I've been wanting to say this, i wonder where WG gets his source of quotes from, cos it damn interesting. Gaahh...
9
Kankuro, haha, that's e name of e character i have on my phone. Cant believe i'm using someone whom i dont even know e name of! Well, i guess i'm just a person whom contradicts myself a lot. Just like that day, i told a friend i'm not interested in an activity as i hate walking. But, guess what, i just signed up for another activity that requires me to walk. Haah, what is this man?! Same here, i'm using this dangler whom everyone would think that's my favorite character but gosh, there're terribly wrong. Its amazing the ways things goes in me. Even i have no idea what do i want and what do i seek at times. So, if even i cant deciper what's up with me, let alone others.
Yeah, been wanting to getting a dangler on my phone but cant bear to use my Gaara collection on my phone. So, went to Comic collection yesterday! wow, got real excited at e Naruto collection they have over there. If i had e money and place to display all those, i'm sure i'll buy each and everyone of those. Its just way cool!! Same goes for One piece stuff too. A friend once gotten me a couple, but hey look. Its in e dump in my room somewhere. Sheesh, i just dont have e place to display them. Well, that's partially a lie, cos there's a place though, just that mum would probably complain of dust and wrap it and dump it back to my pile of things before i know it.
Ohh..talking about Kankuro, he just seems to be e nicest one i've seen at e shop. For this series, it appears Naruto, Kakashi and even e others are all sold out. Only Kankuro and Temari and probably Sasuke is left. That figure of Sasuke seems yucky, and only Kankuro is way cool. Though he is e last in e list of characters i like(even Temari is way better), i decided to get him anyway. I shall repeat again, he's way cool.(Erm...only for this figure.)
Me? feeling kinda down again. Yes, it just came upon me again. I shant probe into e causes, but just felt like blabbering away here.
Was off trekking from labrodor park to west coast park today. Apparently, i didnt realise i'm suppose to wear shoes though i've read e email.. and gotten a bite by a nasty bug. Darn bug!! cos my toe still hurts! But, how was i to know we were to go into a natural trail in e nite!!
Right, back to e walk. It really kick ass! Haah, it brought us to so many places which i've never been before. Labrodor park, yes, i've been there before, but its was ages back. We went to e pier like bridge that stretches out into e sea. The sky and e sea were pretty much of e same color, a purplish bluish color. The sun was almost setting, everything seems so nice. I've managed to capture it with my good old phone. At the stretch of e pier all e way into e sea, i managed to look at singapore in another view. Its as though its been transform to nothing, but a mere island with nothing more than trees.
Next, we were at this trail where we get to see real nice night scenary. Hmm, wonder where's this place, its as though we're at fort canning, but we aint. Before that was e canopy walk and a walk through e park. The park has those trees and plants that make e whole place seems kinda magical. Yes, my imagination has run wild again. But, those kinda feelings, its kinda hard to express with words. Next on e line was this natural trail. Yes, trekking with only my slippers on. But, its kinda scary initally. So much so that i grabbed ym's bag and joey was grabbin my hand from behind! Hah, i guess this kinda contact, knowing there's someone there sorta offers some kind of relief for me. But, at this part, where we're deep inside, with nothing but trees and moonlight and mutterings, provided pleasant feeling. Hmm, limited vocab eh? So, how many times did the words pleasant and nice appear? *shrugs*
Caught One Piece movie 4 today. Haah, it wasnt till e first 10 mins was over did i realise i've seen it somewhere. Why, of cos, i've got e comics of it. Released in this 2 books special which i got in Msia. But, come to think of it, i wonder if i'm did finish e entire book. Geez, its all in chinese after all. So kills half e fun. I used to think english-translated comics is ridiculous, but now, i think likewise. Cos, their names still follows that of original japanese names. Too bad, english ones that are on sale here are so limited and way expensive.
The old geezer in e movie said, " If we live on, good things is bound to happen."
Yeah, been wanting to getting a dangler on my phone but cant bear to use my Gaara collection on my phone. So, went to Comic collection yesterday! wow, got real excited at e Naruto collection they have over there. If i had e money and place to display all those, i'm sure i'll buy each and everyone of those. Its just way cool!! Same goes for One piece stuff too. A friend once gotten me a couple, but hey look. Its in e dump in my room somewhere. Sheesh, i just dont have e place to display them. Well, that's partially a lie, cos there's a place though, just that mum would probably complain of dust and wrap it and dump it back to my pile of things before i know it.
Ohh..talking about Kankuro, he just seems to be e nicest one i've seen at e shop. For this series, it appears Naruto, Kakashi and even e others are all sold out. Only Kankuro and Temari and probably Sasuke is left. That figure of Sasuke seems yucky, and only Kankuro is way cool. Though he is e last in e list of characters i like(even Temari is way better), i decided to get him anyway. I shall repeat again, he's way cool.(Erm...only for this figure.)
Me? feeling kinda down again. Yes, it just came upon me again. I shant probe into e causes, but just felt like blabbering away here.
Was off trekking from labrodor park to west coast park today. Apparently, i didnt realise i'm suppose to wear shoes though i've read e email.. and gotten a bite by a nasty bug. Darn bug!! cos my toe still hurts! But, how was i to know we were to go into a natural trail in e nite!!
Right, back to e walk. It really kick ass! Haah, it brought us to so many places which i've never been before. Labrodor park, yes, i've been there before, but its was ages back. We went to e pier like bridge that stretches out into e sea. The sky and e sea were pretty much of e same color, a purplish bluish color. The sun was almost setting, everything seems so nice. I've managed to capture it with my good old phone. At the stretch of e pier all e way into e sea, i managed to look at singapore in another view. Its as though its been transform to nothing, but a mere island with nothing more than trees.
Next, we were at this trail where we get to see real nice night scenary. Hmm, wonder where's this place, its as though we're at fort canning, but we aint. Before that was e canopy walk and a walk through e park. The park has those trees and plants that make e whole place seems kinda magical. Yes, my imagination has run wild again. But, those kinda feelings, its kinda hard to express with words. Next on e line was this natural trail. Yes, trekking with only my slippers on. But, its kinda scary initally. So much so that i grabbed ym's bag and joey was grabbin my hand from behind! Hah, i guess this kinda contact, knowing there's someone there sorta offers some kind of relief for me. But, at this part, where we're deep inside, with nothing but trees and moonlight and mutterings, provided pleasant feeling. Hmm, limited vocab eh? So, how many times did the words pleasant and nice appear? *shrugs*
Caught One Piece movie 4 today. Haah, it wasnt till e first 10 mins was over did i realise i've seen it somewhere. Why, of cos, i've got e comics of it. Released in this 2 books special which i got in Msia. But, come to think of it, i wonder if i'm did finish e entire book. Geez, its all in chinese after all. So kills half e fun. I used to think english-translated comics is ridiculous, but now, i think likewise. Cos, their names still follows that of original japanese names. Too bad, english ones that are on sale here are so limited and way expensive.
The old geezer in e movie said, " If we live on, good things is bound to happen."
Friday, June 17, 2005
Feel real shitty today. . yes, one of those days where i just felt like being alone. SL once ask me what do i do when i feel real shitty? Well, i guess i wanna be alone. Supposed to meet xh and folks today, but upon reaching home, i just didnt feel like moving an inch. Actually, things just sort of build up along e way. Damn that bus driver, closing e exit door before i had a chance to alight and despite me pressing e bell countless times, he just decided to open e door at e next stop!
I know that if i had managed to drag myself out just now, i might have been better now but i decided likewise. I hate pushing myself too much. Just like wednesday. The girls initally decided to go get some drinks and dance, since its ladies' nite! Managed to call xh and mel along, but e others just decided not to go in e end. Dont you just hate when that happens? When you're all set to do something, someone tells you its off. Even mel decided to give it a miss. Left with a miserable me and xh. I was thinking, what's e fun? But, i badly need a place to unwind, so despite all that headache and what nots.. we went. It was great and I'm certainly glad we went.
Someone once told me that to go clubbing se 堕落. We actually need to go to such an extent to seek pleasure. Using all those booze and blasting loud music to seek that momentaily pleasure. But, i couldnt care less. I just feel like letting go. Got pretty high that night and had a great time. Pity that both of us got to work e next day, so we had to drag our feet. . I guess i like that feeling of not being in control, or rather i didnt bother too much. No, that night, i didnt have much on my mind. My world revolve around music, drinks and happiness? Thinking back, its really amazing how every little thing can set us giggling. At times, xh just started giggling out of nowhere. Sames goes for me.We're like babies, seeing e adults making a face at us is all is required to capture a smile on our faces.
But its real sickening when i got back. I had to force myself to have a shower before Zzzz. How i wish i could just heck it and thump down to Zzz. Next morning, when i still feel that i'm not back totally, i had to force myself to head for work. Why do i have to force myself to so many things i dont like? I JUST HATE IT.
Watching shows on a day like this is good, cos i can just watch 1 touching or sad show, and i can cry my heart out. Or simply listening to an saddening song and cry.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME TODAY?!!
Listening to Hacken Lee 's 月半小乐曲. Hmmpphhh...a song which i dont even understand a word of. Yet, it feels so 悲. Its as though you've just been betrayed by e one you love most. But, you cant do a thing but still pretend to be strong. When people asks you about it, you just laugh it off as if it doesnt matters. Not at all. I guess being a man is tough, you cant really cry as and when you feel like it. But, had to be strong. At least for a girl, its their privilege to cry. But, for me, probably it isnt so. I just hate crying of people. If there's one thing i cant stand, it's people showing their pity for me. No, probably its just showing their concern. But still, i guess i would rather be left alone. I'll rather they didnt say anything or show any concern.
Back to Hacken Lee. His songs, mostly cantonese. Those slow tracks, which i couldnt even make out a word he is singing. All seems so 悲 . Yes, strangely, i guess i have a soft spot for this type of songs. Probably thats why i got to like his songs. But, then again, i do get bored after some time. I mean, I listening to songs which i dont even understand, what do you expect?
I know that if i had managed to drag myself out just now, i might have been better now but i decided likewise. I hate pushing myself too much. Just like wednesday. The girls initally decided to go get some drinks and dance, since its ladies' nite! Managed to call xh and mel along, but e others just decided not to go in e end. Dont you just hate when that happens? When you're all set to do something, someone tells you its off. Even mel decided to give it a miss. Left with a miserable me and xh. I was thinking, what's e fun? But, i badly need a place to unwind, so despite all that headache and what nots.. we went. It was great and I'm certainly glad we went.
Someone once told me that to go clubbing se 堕落. We actually need to go to such an extent to seek pleasure. Using all those booze and blasting loud music to seek that momentaily pleasure. But, i couldnt care less. I just feel like letting go. Got pretty high that night and had a great time. Pity that both of us got to work e next day, so we had to drag our feet. . I guess i like that feeling of not being in control, or rather i didnt bother too much. No, that night, i didnt have much on my mind. My world revolve around music, drinks and happiness? Thinking back, its really amazing how every little thing can set us giggling. At times, xh just started giggling out of nowhere. Sames goes for me.We're like babies, seeing e adults making a face at us is all is required to capture a smile on our faces.
But its real sickening when i got back. I had to force myself to have a shower before Zzzz. How i wish i could just heck it and thump down to Zzz. Next morning, when i still feel that i'm not back totally, i had to force myself to head for work. Why do i have to force myself to so many things i dont like? I JUST HATE IT.
Watching shows on a day like this is good, cos i can just watch 1 touching or sad show, and i can cry my heart out. Or simply listening to an saddening song and cry.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME TODAY?!!
Listening to Hacken Lee 's 月半小乐曲. Hmmpphhh...a song which i dont even understand a word of. Yet, it feels so 悲. Its as though you've just been betrayed by e one you love most. But, you cant do a thing but still pretend to be strong. When people asks you about it, you just laugh it off as if it doesnt matters. Not at all. I guess being a man is tough, you cant really cry as and when you feel like it. But, had to be strong. At least for a girl, its their privilege to cry. But, for me, probably it isnt so. I just hate crying of people. If there's one thing i cant stand, it's people showing their pity for me. No, probably its just showing their concern. But still, i guess i would rather be left alone. I'll rather they didnt say anything or show any concern.
Back to Hacken Lee. His songs, mostly cantonese. Those slow tracks, which i couldnt even make out a word he is singing. All seems so 悲 . Yes, strangely, i guess i have a soft spot for this type of songs. Probably thats why i got to like his songs. But, then again, i do get bored after some time. I mean, I listening to songs which i dont even understand, what do you expect?
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
8
Finally caught Hitchhiker's Guide To e Galaxy!! my verdict? Thumbs up!! ermm, not sure how many though, it wasnt so funny that i was giggling away, but it got my full attention during e entire movie.
Not sure about e lead's name, let's just call him Mike, woke up one day to realise his house is gonna be demolished, and so is earth! Then, his alien friend came by and save him. But, remember, to bring e towel with you always! Besides being able to shoo away those Von Von (ermm, whatever you call those geeks...), why do we have to keep carrying it for?
But, its really absurd, just e way i like it. Hee, e galaxy's president is a good one too.. always giving that smile which he thinks is so charming, and a wink..Reminds me of Austin powers..simply hilarious.
But, half e time, i didnt really catch those jokes, but xl was saying, who cares?! We dont have to be so serious about this. Oh ya, that bit on e ah choo and hankerchief religion, hmm, seems so familiar, hahah, making fun of some religion we're so familiar with? The opening is corny too, what dolphins saying bye bye to us cos they know earth is coming to an end, then, comes a song on it. Its like those indian movie where they happen to come to this topic, and suddenly 30 odd dancers comes running out and started dancing away. Talking about what?! and what?! *Grins*
Oh ya, that bit on e Von Von reciting poems too, kekehehee..
Cant believe i have this book right smack in e cupboard since i was young. Kor has told me its "an hard to understand" kinda book, and whenever i came across this book, this idea surfaces in my mind. To think when i told him about it, he said he never said it before. To think that all because of a comment, i did not even bother scan through e book at all. Hmm, how strangely kor has influence my life in many little little ways, but he claims having not done anything. .
Zzzz....time for bed.
Not sure about e lead's name, let's just call him Mike, woke up one day to realise his house is gonna be demolished, and so is earth! Then, his alien friend came by and save him. But, remember, to bring e towel with you always! Besides being able to shoo away those Von Von (ermm, whatever you call those geeks...), why do we have to keep carrying it for?
But, its really absurd, just e way i like it. Hee, e galaxy's president is a good one too.. always giving that smile which he thinks is so charming, and a wink..Reminds me of Austin powers..simply hilarious.
But, half e time, i didnt really catch those jokes, but xl was saying, who cares?! We dont have to be so serious about this. Oh ya, that bit on e ah choo and hankerchief religion, hmm, seems so familiar, hahah, making fun of some religion we're so familiar with? The opening is corny too, what dolphins saying bye bye to us cos they know earth is coming to an end, then, comes a song on it. Its like those indian movie where they happen to come to this topic, and suddenly 30 odd dancers comes running out and started dancing away. Talking about what?! and what?! *Grins*
Oh ya, that bit on e Von Von reciting poems too, kekehehee..
Cant believe i have this book right smack in e cupboard since i was young. Kor has told me its "an hard to understand" kinda book, and whenever i came across this book, this idea surfaces in my mind. To think when i told him about it, he said he never said it before. To think that all because of a comment, i did not even bother scan through e book at all. Hmm, how strangely kor has influence my life in many little little ways, but he claims having not done anything. .
Zzzz....time for bed.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
I've fallen sick...bzzzzz
keke, guess wat? its almost 12 pm but i'm not at work! Well, a bit asked for it really..sighs. Had flu on monday night. But i had requested off on tues cos i wanna go to sentosa with xh. Well, things had not turned for e better on tues morning. But i was thinking, i dont really want to waste spending e day at home, nor disappointing xh. Well, its only 2 of us going, and its not nice backing out at last min. I meant, where can she find a date at last min. So, i went. But, my nose was running like a tap. REally!! e mucus is so watery..wahahah.
Anyway, we're there tanning at 12 pm. Sheesh..insane..and i guess i paid a dear price for it. Cos i cut short our outing and was home around 4pm. Been zzzing non-stop. But, its freaking fustrating, wasnt sure if its bcos of e tannning earlier on, my body was so hot. Many times, i was awaken by e sheer heat. Anyway, it might be due to e flu that cause e fever. Though i was down e entire time, i didnt slept well, nor had appetite for anything. TErrible.
Well, decided to take a day off today, cos though flu was gone, but my body's still so hot, and i havent been eating much yesterday----Taken from an email i sent to SL.
Perhaps of e flu, i got irritated easily. Was at e checkout counter and my stuff was there, but e cashier went to took e stuff behind mine and went to scan it. What e .... Seems like there were other scenarios too, but i cant recall.
oh ya, as we were on e way out on e bus, we bumped into Ix Shen. He was exactly like on tv. So gentlemenly and soft spoken. Was turning to xh when i saw him, but she was sitting there, so calm and expressionless. No wonder... she hasnt spotted him yet.
Back to monday, i was kinda freaking pissed. A approached me and asked if i'm ok with staying back to help her with some work. I agreed, but she left me to finish it while she went off. Ok, so what if those things used to be done by her assistant(who wasnt around on monday). She should at least stayed on to speed up and finish e work together with me, instead of dumping everything to me. Cos apparently, those stuff used to be done by her assistant. With a lame excuse, husband's waiting downstairs, she left. I realised its pointless being such a goody goody, it just gets you nowhere.
We should really be selective on who we wanna be nice to. Or at least, we're ok with it, when they turned out to be super- unappreciative.
Well, A did thanked me or asked my name etc. But i felt she lacked e sincerity. Though she ask my name, she didnt bother to remember it. Hey, look here, whats e point of asking in e first place?
I really shouldnt grumble that much eh? After all, all i have to do half e time was just sit down and wait for her to get done with her stuff before i can do mine. I even get to read my book in e meantime. But really, that isnt what i want. Many told me, isnt it great, just sit there do nothing and get paid? Not for me ... i rather be doing something to earn it. Even if it meant doing things an office assistant might be doing.
Just as things seems to be getting fun, the students are leaving. . sighs. Without them hovering in my area, it would be so boring going to work.
Arrrgghh... i really hate to be sick. You just seems to miss out a whole load of fun. Be it food or activites. Mouth is tasteless and i'm coughing so hard. Besides that, my body is feeling freaking hot, but my hands and legs are frozen.
Grrrr..so, to cover a blanket or not?
Anyway, we're there tanning at 12 pm. Sheesh..insane..and i guess i paid a dear price for it. Cos i cut short our outing and was home around 4pm. Been zzzing non-stop. But, its freaking fustrating, wasnt sure if its bcos of e tannning earlier on, my body was so hot. Many times, i was awaken by e sheer heat. Anyway, it might be due to e flu that cause e fever. Though i was down e entire time, i didnt slept well, nor had appetite for anything. TErrible.
Well, decided to take a day off today, cos though flu was gone, but my body's still so hot, and i havent been eating much yesterday----Taken from an email i sent to SL.
Perhaps of e flu, i got irritated easily. Was at e checkout counter and my stuff was there, but e cashier went to took e stuff behind mine and went to scan it. What e .... Seems like there were other scenarios too, but i cant recall.
oh ya, as we were on e way out on e bus, we bumped into Ix Shen. He was exactly like on tv. So gentlemenly and soft spoken. Was turning to xh when i saw him, but she was sitting there, so calm and expressionless. No wonder... she hasnt spotted him yet.
Back to monday, i was kinda freaking pissed. A approached me and asked if i'm ok with staying back to help her with some work. I agreed, but she left me to finish it while she went off. Ok, so what if those things used to be done by her assistant(who wasnt around on monday). She should at least stayed on to speed up and finish e work together with me, instead of dumping everything to me. Cos apparently, those stuff used to be done by her assistant. With a lame excuse, husband's waiting downstairs, she left. I realised its pointless being such a goody goody, it just gets you nowhere.
We should really be selective on who we wanna be nice to. Or at least, we're ok with it, when they turned out to be super- unappreciative.
Well, A did thanked me or asked my name etc. But i felt she lacked e sincerity. Though she ask my name, she didnt bother to remember it. Hey, look here, whats e point of asking in e first place?
I really shouldnt grumble that much eh? After all, all i have to do half e time was just sit down and wait for her to get done with her stuff before i can do mine. I even get to read my book in e meantime. But really, that isnt what i want. Many told me, isnt it great, just sit there do nothing and get paid? Not for me ... i rather be doing something to earn it. Even if it meant doing things an office assistant might be doing.
Just as things seems to be getting fun, the students are leaving. . sighs. Without them hovering in my area, it would be so boring going to work.
Arrrgghh... i really hate to be sick. You just seems to miss out a whole load of fun. Be it food or activites. Mouth is tasteless and i'm coughing so hard. Besides that, my body is feeling freaking hot, but my hands and legs are frozen.
Grrrr..so, to cover a blanket or not?
listening to Ocean Ou De Yang - Liu Se Cai Hong (so typical of his song,soothing to listen to, easy to get to love that song)
Saturday, June 04, 2005
7..
Kor really spoil me .. just looked at e stuff he gotten me...
1. Japanese fashion magazine
2.packet of NARUTO crackers (with card attached)
3. A set of NARUTO figures cum candy box (I'm wondering if e figures themselves are candies? Hopefully not!!)
4. 1 keychain(of Gaara in his 2nd set of costume)
5. 1 figure(of "perverted" sama--gosh, cant remember his name!!)
Hmm, its all NARUTO stuff!! He said he wanted to get ONE PIECE stuff as well, but he find it kidish and wasnt sure if i'm like. Those keychains...sigh, i just kept them and dont bare to use them. But, whats e point of just keeping and keeping? Eventually, they just dont get to see e world.
Yesterday was great. Haha, cos e company had sorta excursion thingy, and we are allowed to go to this building tour(supposely, they designed it). Due to security issues, we aint allowed to take photos of e place itself, but it presented us with a nice view of e region and e 3 of us were frantically shooting away. Cos, we're brought to different rooms for a quick view. At 1 point, we got too involved with our snapping that we didnt managed to catch up and got lost.
-pics here-
As the top floor had sort of a slanting roof, and the room had quite a futuristic setting. Its as though we had entered e control room of a spaceship. In e middle, there was a circular glass panel where light could shine in. Hee, we joked that if e criminal is convicted, he'll be suck out through there and thrown into outer space.
The interior of e building has lotsa of glass panels and reminded of e game ONI. keke, as though there's lotsa enemies around and we'll have to go around shooting them.
Talking about marina square. Its been ages since I last step foot in there. I find its deco real nice and it all seems so unfamilar to me. Its as though I'm at a mall in HK or something. *grins*
Had cookies and creme ice-cream and its really really nice!!! Yum~
listening to Li Sheng Jie's album.
Wow, his voice is really nice and e songs' melody awesome too!!. Never seen his photo before and i imagined him to be a young chap with a smiley face. Something like Zhang Dong Liang. But, got a shock when i saw his album cover. A "old" man with beard like those of Zhou Chuan Xiong. Geezz... really dont suit e image he's projecting through his songs.
Anyway, his album consists of lotsa of nice tracks!! certainly deserve a 10/10 rating!!! ~
Tracks i like so far ..
1. Shou Fang Kai
2. Ni Zhou le
3. Yuan Zhou Gao Fei
1. Japanese fashion magazine
2.packet of NARUTO crackers (with card attached)
3. A set of NARUTO figures cum candy box (I'm wondering if e figures themselves are candies? Hopefully not!!)
4. 1 keychain(of Gaara in his 2nd set of costume)
5. 1 figure(of "perverted" sama--gosh, cant remember his name!!)
Hmm, its all NARUTO stuff!! He said he wanted to get ONE PIECE stuff as well, but he find it kidish and wasnt sure if i'm like. Those keychains...sigh, i just kept them and dont bare to use them. But, whats e point of just keeping and keeping? Eventually, they just dont get to see e world.
Yesterday was great. Haha, cos e company had sorta excursion thingy, and we are allowed to go to this building tour(supposely, they designed it). Due to security issues, we aint allowed to take photos of e place itself, but it presented us with a nice view of e region and e 3 of us were frantically shooting away. Cos, we're brought to different rooms for a quick view. At 1 point, we got too involved with our snapping that we didnt managed to catch up and got lost.
-pics here-
As the top floor had sort of a slanting roof, and the room had quite a futuristic setting. Its as though we had entered e control room of a spaceship. In e middle, there was a circular glass panel where light could shine in. Hee, we joked that if e criminal is convicted, he'll be suck out through there and thrown into outer space.
The interior of e building has lotsa of glass panels and reminded of e game ONI. keke, as though there's lotsa enemies around and we'll have to go around shooting them.
Talking about marina square. Its been ages since I last step foot in there. I find its deco real nice and it all seems so unfamilar to me. Its as though I'm at a mall in HK or something. *grins*
Had cookies and creme ice-cream and its really really nice!!! Yum~
listening to Li Sheng Jie's album.
Wow, his voice is really nice and e songs' melody awesome too!!. Never seen his photo before and i imagined him to be a young chap with a smiley face. Something like Zhang Dong Liang. But, got a shock when i saw his album cover. A "old" man with beard like those of Zhou Chuan Xiong. Geezz... really dont suit e image he's projecting through his songs.
Anyway, his album consists of lotsa of nice tracks!! certainly deserve a 10/10 rating!!! ~
Tracks i like so far ..
1. Shou Fang Kai
2. Ni Zhou le
3. Yuan Zhou Gao Fei
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Bleah...guess whats e joke of e day? I'm thinking whether to go down or not? Eventually, told xh i'll be coming down.
Reached suntec and question no. 1 pop into my mind...how come i dont see e signboard for it? Walked on and decided to call her. She said she's at e food court. My heart kinda sighed, but i thought to myself, " Its okie, after all, i initally decided to come alone.. so nevermind, i'll just move on alone..." Then, i came to 4th level and noticed e 6th level was kinda pitch dark. Xh told me over e phone its at hall 6.. Half puzzled, i moved on to take e escalator to level 6. Question no. 2.. hmm, air con's off too? But its only 8 and e exhibition is over for e day? I decided to check out e doors anyway since i'm already here. The signboard shows some other thingy..damn. Conclusion: PC show must be at expo then!! sheesh, i called xh to confirm and told her i wouldnt be going to "food court" to find her after all!
Well, wasnt too disappointed cos i initally wanted to run 2 exhibitions in an hour. But things turned out that i have a full hour for World book fair. Happily went in and realised lotsa chinese books booth. Geez... kinda dampen my spirits a little. Perhaps i should have headed for home after all. Half- heartedly, i strolled on. Then, i spotted what i want. Some english novels going for $3.90. Decided not to choose too long, least losing all interest in getting any book in e end. So, look at a couple and started reading a couple pages here and there. This book.. in a beautifully purple coloured paperback caught my eyes. Patterns of the heart. I glanced through a couple of pages. 1965.. Well, since like quite a nice time frame for a story to develop though i would prefer early 1900s. That's it, i decided to choose no further and buy that book.
Nothing much appeals me after that. Was about to go when i decided to give those chinese section another look, Saw this book on pyschology but its going for 16 bucks. After much consideration, i still felt that i'm not willing to part w the money for that. But in e end, i splurge on a chinese novel which cost 12 bucks. Ermmmm, not much of a difference right? But, i like e way e novel is written. The title?
-别让我一个人撑伞-
Wasnt sure how young i was, that time when i simply loved rainy days
Cos i could put on rain boots
Why would wearing rain boots made me so happy
I have no idea too
Read e first few pages and really really like it. Though i'm couldnt recognise lotsa chinese words, i find reading chinese novels a joy as their sentences are so beautifully structured. Pity half e time, i'm probably guessing e prononciation of e words. Well, if only i has been more diligent in learning chinese in e past, things would be a breeze now.
The other thing was that i picked up some buddhist pamplets. Didnt know that they offer free publications sent directly to our house too. Serves cheapo people like me well. Its a great chance to know more about this religion yet not having to make much effort to sourcing for its materials. The publication is in English, but could imagine how e chinese phrase would be for certain sentences. Such as for
every cause, there's an effect,that's karma
Good deed results in good retribution. Evil deed results in evil retribution. If it is yet to be proven, it is only time hasnt arrive for this to prove itself 善有善报, 恶有恶报。逻无事, 只因时间未到
Time to Zzzzz.....
Reached suntec and question no. 1 pop into my mind...how come i dont see e signboard for it? Walked on and decided to call her. She said she's at e food court. My heart kinda sighed, but i thought to myself, " Its okie, after all, i initally decided to come alone.. so nevermind, i'll just move on alone..." Then, i came to 4th level and noticed e 6th level was kinda pitch dark. Xh told me over e phone its at hall 6.. Half puzzled, i moved on to take e escalator to level 6. Question no. 2.. hmm, air con's off too? But its only 8 and e exhibition is over for e day? I decided to check out e doors anyway since i'm already here. The signboard shows some other thingy..damn. Conclusion: PC show must be at expo then!! sheesh, i called xh to confirm and told her i wouldnt be going to "food court" to find her after all!
Well, wasnt too disappointed cos i initally wanted to run 2 exhibitions in an hour. But things turned out that i have a full hour for World book fair. Happily went in and realised lotsa chinese books booth. Geez... kinda dampen my spirits a little. Perhaps i should have headed for home after all. Half- heartedly, i strolled on. Then, i spotted what i want. Some english novels going for $3.90. Decided not to choose too long, least losing all interest in getting any book in e end. So, look at a couple and started reading a couple pages here and there. This book.. in a beautifully purple coloured paperback caught my eyes. Patterns of the heart. I glanced through a couple of pages. 1965.. Well, since like quite a nice time frame for a story to develop though i would prefer early 1900s. That's it, i decided to choose no further and buy that book.
Nothing much appeals me after that. Was about to go when i decided to give those chinese section another look, Saw this book on pyschology but its going for 16 bucks. After much consideration, i still felt that i'm not willing to part w the money for that. But in e end, i splurge on a chinese novel which cost 12 bucks. Ermmmm, not much of a difference right? But, i like e way e novel is written. The title?
-别让我一个人撑伞-
Wasnt sure how young i was, that time when i simply loved rainy days
Cos i could put on rain boots
Why would wearing rain boots made me so happy
I have no idea too
Read e first few pages and really really like it. Though i'm couldnt recognise lotsa chinese words, i find reading chinese novels a joy as their sentences are so beautifully structured. Pity half e time, i'm probably guessing e prononciation of e words. Well, if only i has been more diligent in learning chinese in e past, things would be a breeze now.
The other thing was that i picked up some buddhist pamplets. Didnt know that they offer free publications sent directly to our house too. Serves cheapo people like me well. Its a great chance to know more about this religion yet not having to make much effort to sourcing for its materials. The publication is in English, but could imagine how e chinese phrase would be for certain sentences. Such as for
every cause, there's an effect,that's karma
Good deed results in good retribution. Evil deed results in evil retribution. If it is yet to be proven, it is only time hasnt arrive for this to prove itself 善有善报, 恶有恶报。逻无事, 只因时间未到
Time to Zzzzz.....
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Simple plan - untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Borrowed Jolene's player today and stumbled upon this song. Sheesh..after a tedious search, i managed to found this song. Its by simple plan titled "untitled". Well, i guess its e melody that caught my attention sometime back on e radio. . But e lyrics, kinda in a state of desperation? Like tired, so tired of life. Hmm, guess if i heard this some time back, i'm sure to repeat this song a million times?
Its already coming to e middle of e week. Soon, it will be week 7 and i'm still floating aimlessly. So, its about another 1 month and fai will be back. Wonder if he'll look real plump.
Results are out for most people and duckie made it, so did YP and a few more people. Well, looks like i'll get to see a number of familiar faces this convocation. If duckie never mentioned it, i didnt even recalled there's YP.
People..they just come and go in your life. At times, they might knock on e door, if you didnt open in time or decide to shoo them away, they move on soon after and you only remembered them as one of e many. Well, there's this phrase, not sure of e exact wording but goes something like this..
That Jesus is at e door, knock and e door opens , seek and thou will find. oppsss..hope i didnt say wrongly.
As i was saying, realised tat WG got a first class honours. . Hah, kinda expected? Since its not him sourcing for company but de other way round? But, felt that its kinda pity for ZX. According to Gwen, he got a 2nd upper, but signed a 6 year bond with army? Real wasted. .
Hmm, kor will b back soon, OHH!!!! just received his message. haha, just thought of him and he messaged me.. Though didnt ask him to get me anything, wonder if i would still get something? Geez..sometimes it isnt e present that really matters, but is e thrill of getting one and knowing that you are remembered.....lalalalala~
time for shower and ZZzzzz... hmm, i wanted to say wait for kor? But, i suddenly had this image of a dog waiting at e door and wagging furiously as kor walked in. Nahh...of cos i dont meant i'm that dog.. tsk tsk
ps:oh yaah..i spotted this saucer like fribee, boomerrang , whatever u called it and i find it way cool. The price is reasonable too, only 12.90. Its kinda like a balloon, and all you have to do is to fill it with air and its ready to rock! I caught e demo and its real cool! You simply throw it and it sorta returns to your hand seconds after.. hmmm, will upload a pic if i managed to find one, that is...
Its already coming to e middle of e week. Soon, it will be week 7 and i'm still floating aimlessly. So, its about another 1 month and fai will be back. Wonder if he'll look real plump.
Results are out for most people and duckie made it, so did YP and a few more people. Well, looks like i'll get to see a number of familiar faces this convocation. If duckie never mentioned it, i didnt even recalled there's YP.
People..they just come and go in your life. At times, they might knock on e door, if you didnt open in time or decide to shoo them away, they move on soon after and you only remembered them as one of e many. Well, there's this phrase, not sure of e exact wording but goes something like this..
That Jesus is at e door, knock and e door opens , seek and thou will find. oppsss..hope i didnt say wrongly.
As i was saying, realised tat WG got a first class honours. . Hah, kinda expected? Since its not him sourcing for company but de other way round? But, felt that its kinda pity for ZX. According to Gwen, he got a 2nd upper, but signed a 6 year bond with army? Real wasted. .
Hmm, kor will b back soon, OHH!!!! just received his message. haha, just thought of him and he messaged me.. Though didnt ask him to get me anything, wonder if i would still get something? Geez..sometimes it isnt e present that really matters, but is e thrill of getting one and knowing that you are remembered.....lalalalala~
time for shower and ZZzzzz... hmm, i wanted to say wait for kor? But, i suddenly had this image of a dog waiting at e door and wagging furiously as kor walked in. Nahh...of cos i dont meant i'm that dog.. tsk tsk
ps:oh yaah..i spotted this saucer like fribee, boomerrang , whatever u called it and i find it way cool. The price is reasonable too, only 12.90. Its kinda like a balloon, and all you have to do is to fill it with air and its ready to rock! I caught e demo and its real cool! You simply throw it and it sorta returns to your hand seconds after.. hmmm, will upload a pic if i managed to find one, that is...
