Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Had some random thoughts as i was on e cab just now.
One of it was how come e rain could have continued for an entire day? I pondered, but it doesnt seems to make some sense. I thought its a repetative cycle and when rain falls to the land, sun dries in the form of vapour and it rises back to square 1. But, er..its been raining the whole day, so the theory of evaporation dont seems to hold?
Two, how about saying that as it rains, the rain clouds are constantly topped up with more rain clouds blown from elsewhere. But, er...if additional rain clouds are blown over at a speed of say 1km/s, doesnt the existing clouds move away at 1km/s? Dead end again.
Probably the existing clouds have sort finish its rain, so e new ones will supposely take over. But, during this transition, wont there be a slight change in the rain intensity? oppsss...getting too engineeric deduction there.
Hahaha, thats just so me, i like things to be factual. Dont tell me how's it seems like, tell me exactly how's it gonna be.
Parted the folks and decided to grab some food on the way home. Yea, its LJS..and i sorta miss e days we dine together as i was munching on a yummy crisp chicken cutlet on e cold dark cab.
Actually, i was having doubts on getting Zen neeon. Haaah, fickle-minded! So the next new player was ipod nano. Oh well, that's e first one i came in contact with and i flick it off with a "Nahh...that's too expensive for the same amount of storage i can get from creative" But, seeing wg's make me think likewise. A whooping 4G does entice me a little. So, what's it gonna be? Shrugs...
Beyonce's Irreplacable mtv is kinda funny . Haah, its kinda bollywood at e part where she's goes " to the left, to the left" . kk, i think i'm slowly beginning to like this song.
One of it was how come e rain could have continued for an entire day? I pondered, but it doesnt seems to make some sense. I thought its a repetative cycle and when rain falls to the land, sun dries in the form of vapour and it rises back to square 1. But, er..its been raining the whole day, so the theory of evaporation dont seems to hold?
Two, how about saying that as it rains, the rain clouds are constantly topped up with more rain clouds blown from elsewhere. But, er...if additional rain clouds are blown over at a speed of say 1km/s, doesnt the existing clouds move away at 1km/s? Dead end again.
Probably the existing clouds have sort finish its rain, so e new ones will supposely take over. But, during this transition, wont there be a slight change in the rain intensity? oppsss...getting too engineeric deduction there.
Hahaha, thats just so me, i like things to be factual. Dont tell me how's it seems like, tell me exactly how's it gonna be.
Parted the folks and decided to grab some food on the way home. Yea, its LJS..and i sorta miss e days we dine together as i was munching on a yummy crisp chicken cutlet on e cold dark cab.
Actually, i was having doubts on getting Zen neeon. Haaah, fickle-minded! So the next new player was ipod nano. Oh well, that's e first one i came in contact with and i flick it off with a "Nahh...that's too expensive for the same amount of storage i can get from creative" But, seeing wg's make me think likewise. A whooping 4G does entice me a little. So, what's it gonna be? Shrugs...
Beyonce's Irreplacable mtv is kinda funny . Haah, its kinda bollywood at e part where she's goes " to the left, to the left" . kk, i think i'm slowly beginning to like this song.
Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry Christmas!!
Yea..so christmas finally came. I thought i'll pen down what happen this year in case i forgot what i did today in a year to come. Strangely, many have asked how i spent last christmas and i have none of the slightest idea too.
Anyway, it seems christmas eve is more of the time to be spent mingl-ing with friends rather than christmas day itself.
Though i kept stressing that i'm just gonna stay at home on christmas period, but i cant help felt a sense of ....(shrugs, no idea how to describe either)when the period draws close and i dont have any plans for e eve.
So, after movies and dinner, i decided to head home. Like i said, this period just seems to be spent with someone and not alone. Den, raine called and not wanting to spend e remaining eve facing mum's nagging, i decided to head out.
Its strange coming to think of it. Just as i said i didnt want to join HF cos i didnt really know much people, i joined raine and friends. Well, probably the thought of partying and boozing away excites me.
No, i never said i dont like clubbing or drinking. In fact, i like it. Drinking on a festive period is more e merrier.
We're back at e power station again and was at e least noisy room. We didnt even stayed 5 mins in that room e other time. Reason? I cant remember,....was it because of the pool of old geezers? Anyway, we did this time round, cos the crowd is of a younger mixture.
Jazz aint really my cup of tea all along, but it sort of changed my perception this time round. Geezz...its so nice. Was it the ambience or the "live" feel? Shrugs...
Jer ordered 3 big jugs of coke after the booze were drained and that nearly killed us. Never had so much coke in my life and that's gonna hunt me for a while. damnn hungry now, i can eat a cow!!
So, crapping kaki is back in action.
So, my life has come to a still and the wheel started turning again. Like i said, i dont really like my life to be of a complete blank, as in, i like to fill it with activities. Resting too much makes me cranky. I'm sure glad that e gears are back in motion.
Oh ya, saw e players today and they're much smaller than i expected. The videos shown on e display set were really tempting too, till i saw it. I didnt know Zen Neeon comes in flash memory too. Seeing its display reminds me of sl's ss hp. Cool..and then i was lost forever. Hahaaha.
Its like love at first sight and i was confused no more. Forget about being able to display videos or ability to watch pictures. It suddenly seems to matter no more. But, it appears stocks are really low and it'll be a real feat to find e 2G. Pleassee pleasesee.. let there be stock when i go next sat. (Pissss...i've managed to hunt down a shop that apparently sells it.)
Anyway, it seems christmas eve is more of the time to be spent mingl-ing with friends rather than christmas day itself.
Though i kept stressing that i'm just gonna stay at home on christmas period, but i cant help felt a sense of ....(shrugs, no idea how to describe either)when the period draws close and i dont have any plans for e eve.
So, after movies and dinner, i decided to head home. Like i said, this period just seems to be spent with someone and not alone. Den, raine called and not wanting to spend e remaining eve facing mum's nagging, i decided to head out.
Its strange coming to think of it. Just as i said i didnt want to join HF cos i didnt really know much people, i joined raine and friends. Well, probably the thought of partying and boozing away excites me.
No, i never said i dont like clubbing or drinking. In fact, i like it. Drinking on a festive period is more e merrier.
We're back at e power station again and was at e least noisy room. We didnt even stayed 5 mins in that room e other time. Reason? I cant remember,....was it because of the pool of old geezers? Anyway, we did this time round, cos the crowd is of a younger mixture.
Jazz aint really my cup of tea all along, but it sort of changed my perception this time round. Geezz...its so nice. Was it the ambience or the "live" feel? Shrugs...
Jer ordered 3 big jugs of coke after the booze were drained and that nearly killed us. Never had so much coke in my life and that's gonna hunt me for a while. damnn hungry now, i can eat a cow!!
So, crapping kaki is back in action.
So, my life has come to a still and the wheel started turning again. Like i said, i dont really like my life to be of a complete blank, as in, i like to fill it with activities. Resting too much makes me cranky. I'm sure glad that e gears are back in motion.
Oh ya, saw e players today and they're much smaller than i expected. The videos shown on e display set were really tempting too, till i saw it. I didnt know Zen Neeon comes in flash memory too. Seeing its display reminds me of sl's ss hp. Cool..and then i was lost forever. Hahaaha.
Its like love at first sight and i was confused no more. Forget about being able to display videos or ability to watch pictures. It suddenly seems to matter no more. But, it appears stocks are really low and it'll be a real feat to find e 2G. Pleassee pleasesee.. let there be stock when i go next sat. (Pissss...i've managed to hunt down a shop that apparently sells it.)
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Heard this very nice song,
卫兰 Never Let You Go
I guess that's a great difference when one has /hasnt gotten over it bah. You can listen to the same song or watch the same show and you just have entirely different reactions to it.
When one can joke over it, it definitely means that one has gotten over it. It sure is a light-hearted feeling after the rain has stopped and rainbow surfaces.
And i was going through my previous entries today when i saw it, kk, i meant how often would one actually look back at their own entries? But i did.. when could have missed it if i didnt look back. I didnt know i have become so squeezable..lol....
Yea...make some re-arrangements of e stuff on my blog.
Hmmm, didnt know the maurfus was MIA for so long. Keke, but managed to get it back!! Ermmm, yea it undergone some surgery and is now a panda!!!~ lol....aint it cute? so keh--yan!!!
Got a new chatterbox too. So folks..should you want to leave me a message, leave there bah. Higher chances that i'll see it. Though i forsee there will be much activity there. The comments i've got so far is ,,,,,,,,,2? miserable -_-"
Well, you know, there's a lot of things i forgot, like where i used to upload the photos that i want to show on my blog to. Then, i looked as far as july 05 entry to find my answer. It was bucket la!! So, i was wondering since when it became all so miserable and i can only show tiny little pictures. . Nahh... will be foolish no more!!!~
Anyway, there's a couple of things on my wish list. One of it is a mp3 player. Wasnt really hooked till i saw a live video of this little sweetie....
*Eyes Glitters*
卫兰 Never Let You Go
I guess that's a great difference when one has /hasnt gotten over it bah. You can listen to the same song or watch the same show and you just have entirely different reactions to it.
When one can joke over it, it definitely means that one has gotten over it. It sure is a light-hearted feeling after the rain has stopped and rainbow surfaces.
And i was going through my previous entries today when i saw it, kk, i meant how often would one actually look back at their own entries? But i did.. when could have missed it if i didnt look back. I didnt know i have become so squeezable..lol....
Yea...make some re-arrangements of e stuff on my blog.
Hmmm, didnt know the maurfus was MIA for so long. Keke, but managed to get it back!! Ermmm, yea it undergone some surgery and is now a panda!!!~ lol....aint it cute? so keh--yan!!!
Got a new chatterbox too. So folks..should you want to leave me a message, leave there bah. Higher chances that i'll see it. Though i forsee there will be much activity there. The comments i've got so far is ,,,,,,,,,2? miserable -_-"
Well, you know, there's a lot of things i forgot, like where i used to upload the photos that i want to show on my blog to. Then, i looked as far as july 05 entry to find my answer. It was bucket la!! So, i was wondering since when it became all so miserable and i can only show tiny little pictures. . Nahh... will be foolish no more!!!~
Anyway, there's a couple of things on my wish list. One of it is a mp3 player. Wasnt really hooked till i saw a live video of this little sweetie....
*Eyes Glitters*
Friday, December 22, 2006
Geez....craazzzyyy. Today was supposely my last day of my antibotics course and i realise something alarming. I have been eating only half the prescribed amount these past days. What e fuk. .
Its not fun at all to be down and staying at home. Cos people just dont know when to stop and keep bothering you with things even if you aint around. Freak... like i've said to Eva, felt like slapping Von upside down. Hey hey...if you're pissed that peoplc kept contacting you when u're on leave then cant you even be considerate enough to scram out of my life when i'm away. Yea...you wont, cos you're just plain idiotic. ..
One should really learn when to make like a tree and leave.
Hmmm, looks like i'm really the workaholic type like dad. Cant afford to have a minute of rest, it just makes me sick. Its cool to have a long break, but one just gets so bored at e end.
Finally done with DGCH. hahaa, cant imagine i managed to finish it last night. Well, the ending is kinda crap. In fact, the whole show is kinda crap too but still, the heart-wrenching and ultimate saddness factor is still there. Well, its after all a korean drama. But, thumbs up for it. i really like this drama. It seems kinda low budget production but its been great.
Its not fun at all to be down and staying at home. Cos people just dont know when to stop and keep bothering you with things even if you aint around. Freak... like i've said to Eva, felt like slapping Von upside down. Hey hey...if you're pissed that peoplc kept contacting you when u're on leave then cant you even be considerate enough to scram out of my life when i'm away. Yea...you wont, cos you're just plain idiotic. ..
One should really learn when to make like a tree and leave.
Hmmm, looks like i'm really the workaholic type like dad. Cant afford to have a minute of rest, it just makes me sick. Its cool to have a long break, but one just gets so bored at e end.
Finally done with DGCH. hahaa, cant imagine i managed to finish it last night. Well, the ending is kinda crap. In fact, the whole show is kinda crap too but still, the heart-wrenching and ultimate saddness factor is still there. Well, its after all a korean drama. But, thumbs up for it. i really like this drama. It seems kinda low budget production but its been great.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Hey...managed to find the acoustic version of it on youtube and this is dedicated to you..haha.
Initally didnt really like this version cos it seems a little dull. But it does sounds pretty great after some time.
By the way, i just realise that these leads in the video is Jack & Kate from the show LOST.
There's another live acoustic version of it, but it doesnt allow me to embed it here...what e fuk,lol...here's a link to it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oX4Xvy6vcGw
Initally didnt really like this version cos it seems a little dull. But it does sounds pretty great after some time.
By the way, i just realise that these leads in the video is Jack & Kate from the show LOST.
There's another live acoustic version of it, but it doesnt allow me to embed it here...what e fuk,lol...here's a link to it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oX4Xvy6vcGw
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Blue October - Hate Me
Yea...found a couple of awesome awesome songs i heard on the radio. Since when did i tune back to those heart-screaming hits again?
Here's My chemical romance's Welcome to the black parade. Without a doubt, they have the nicest songs ever, though ermmmmmmmmm...i've heard only 2 of their hits? lol....
So, the operation was over. Peeping through that tiny slits between my big fat nose and the cloth, i could only catch mere bits of the entire show. Its kinda scary in a way, and i found myself communicating with them through brain power. lol....Practically, lotsa of thoughts just went in and out. Like when e time a drill was used, i'll be going , "hey.... watch it, watch it, Woahhhh....that's enough" etc.. Geezzz...as if they could hear me. At that moment, i imagined e doctor to be some unfamilar little brat whose just trying her luck. Drill once, knock knock, hmmm, not enough , errmmm, i better drill more ... But, she turn out to be pretty fine. In fact, i've saw her during my consultation days and she had those cool look just like me. Lol....totally serious and not a smirk of smile lingers anymore.
Hmm, but it turn out better than i expected, pain wasnt that great as i imagined it to be. But hey, while i was rinsing my mouth hours after it, it felt kinda scary. Disclaimer: Not for those faint at the sight of blood.
Yea...i was spiting blood and the gauze was soaked with blood. But strangely, the blood eases after dinner. Was it the porriage that helped? *shrugs*
Hmm, rain has been pouring mercilessly since last night and i'm sure glad to be home early rather than stuck in my 2nd "home". Received sms from c and was aware of the whole situtation. lol..that's why i told everyone i'm not going to be those stuby holders in and create unnecessary trouble for myself. But, i've managed to pass one to JJ though. What's left is to pass one to c and case closed. Well, to me, it seems perfectly alright if someone gets it but i dont, but REN YAN GE GUI.... hhmmm, can it be loosely translated as people's speech are expensive?
Have been telling everyone i'm just gonna spend xmas at home. Seriously , i find it perfectly alright. After alll, its just another day. But the strange thing is i cant recall where or what i was doing last year's xmas. All i know i was off to lala land to enjoy the year end. Geezz....my brain.
Here's My chemical romance's Welcome to the black parade. Without a doubt, they have the nicest songs ever, though ermmmmmmmmm...i've heard only 2 of their hits? lol....
So, the operation was over. Peeping through that tiny slits between my big fat nose and the cloth, i could only catch mere bits of the entire show. Its kinda scary in a way, and i found myself communicating with them through brain power. lol....Practically, lotsa of thoughts just went in and out. Like when e time a drill was used, i'll be going , "hey.... watch it, watch it, Woahhhh....that's enough" etc.. Geezzz...as if they could hear me. At that moment, i imagined e doctor to be some unfamilar little brat whose just trying her luck. Drill once, knock knock, hmmm, not enough , errmmm, i better drill more ... But, she turn out to be pretty fine. In fact, i've saw her during my consultation days and she had those cool look just like me. Lol....totally serious and not a smirk of smile lingers anymore.
Hmm, but it turn out better than i expected, pain wasnt that great as i imagined it to be. But hey, while i was rinsing my mouth hours after it, it felt kinda scary. Disclaimer: Not for those faint at the sight of blood.
Yea...i was spiting blood and the gauze was soaked with blood. But strangely, the blood eases after dinner. Was it the porriage that helped? *shrugs*
Hmm, rain has been pouring mercilessly since last night and i'm sure glad to be home early rather than stuck in my 2nd "home". Received sms from c and was aware of the whole situtation. lol..that's why i told everyone i'm not going to be those stuby holders in and create unnecessary trouble for myself. But, i've managed to pass one to JJ though. What's left is to pass one to c and case closed. Well, to me, it seems perfectly alright if someone gets it but i dont, but REN YAN GE GUI.... hhmmm, can it be loosely translated as people's speech are expensive?
Have been telling everyone i'm just gonna spend xmas at home. Seriously , i find it perfectly alright. After alll, its just another day. But the strange thing is i cant recall where or what i was doing last year's xmas. All i know i was off to lala land to enjoy the year end. Geezz....my brain.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
梁静茹 - 暖暖 ....
that's e song i heard on ktv today and found the tune really pleasant to the ears. Hope you like it too!
was on wg's blog just now and saw this really cute clock..haha. Hmmm, didnt want to use the same one, but no choice, cos its e only cutest one around. ;)
So, I'm in e GMT=+8 timezone, that's where my home lies..remember that!! lol.....
Yea a week more to christmas!!! Merry christmas ... ho ho ho...!!!
Should i get a brand new set of player??? *Thinking hard* You must note that i've spent a bomb on hair, teeth and e getaway. Why does there always so many things to fufill and so little money.
that's e song i heard on ktv today and found the tune really pleasant to the ears. Hope you like it too!
was on wg's blog just now and saw this really cute clock..haha. Hmmm, didnt want to use the same one, but no choice, cos its e only cutest one around. ;)
So, I'm in e GMT=+8 timezone, that's where my home lies..remember that!! lol.....
Yea a week more to christmas!!! Merry christmas ... ho ho ho...!!!
Should i get a brand new set of player??? *Thinking hard* You must note that i've spent a bomb on hair, teeth and e getaway. Why does there always so many things to fufill and so little money.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
lol....i meant to put this up anyway, but was surprised that sl beat me to it. Hey, no worries, you did great job, though it sounded like some kind of spam!!! Especially the initial portion of it...!!
Have you ever felt u can't pull through the day?
Have you ever despair of mounting workload, and the pile just never
seems to end?
And your grievances not redressed?
If you're experiencing these, you need to let yourself be heard.
Come this saturday, for an all new encounter with the beauties and the
beast.
PUT ON THE MIKE AND CAST OFF YOUR WORRIES!
LET YOUR LUNGS OUT! Cya, everyone!
Today was kinda great fun. Finally, we managed to get those christmas presents that we had supposely kept talking about e past few days. lol... its insane that we've been going round and round jp the past few days. ok, i exaggerated, but we've been going there for dinner almost everyday. Be it kfc, long john or subway, we've eaten all those. Geez...what's next? Was grumbling that i'm gonna turn into some fat bobo soon. Hmmmm....but its worth it i guess. The day is drawing near and next week, its porriage time...geez. Can hardly look forward to it. But, it'll be great though. A week of gaming, listening to music, snoozing and reading stacks of books. House visits probably? I wish....
Probably wasnt really a good idea to visit the sickly. Imagine them trying to appear their best and entertain you . Imagine them seeing you looking at their pathetic self . Some people dont like it.
But, subway is really nice though the price is considered a little steep to me. Havent ate much of it before, but that familar taste, honey mustard sauce, yum!!
Strange... but we're practically glued to e tv just now. Although e movie shown was errrr.. muted. Yea...despite having caught e movie before, i cant remember more than 10% of it? hmmm....
Anyway, JJ spotted a new hairstyle soon after e haircut. Thought it looks cutish..lol. Familiar too. But hmmmm, cant make out where i saw something so similiar. Seems like a anime, or was it? Geezz...cant remember a thing. Everyone is staring at it.
25 mins to bedtime and i havent bathe. In fact, had just finished wrapping the gift and decided to on e computer instead of pom pom. What was i thinking as usuals. .
After some time
i've made up my mind
she is the girl
and i really want to make her mine
I've been searching everywhere
to find her again
to tell her i love her
and i'm sorry bout things i've done
i find her standing
infront of the church
the only place in town where i didnt search
she look so happy
in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this
boy i miss your kisses
all the time but this is
25 mins too late
though you travel so far
but i'm sorry you are
25 mins too late
i can still hear her say....
Have you ever felt u can't pull through the day?
Have you ever despair of mounting workload, and the pile just never
seems to end?
And your grievances not redressed?
If you're experiencing these, you need to let yourself be heard.
Come this saturday, for an all new encounter with the beauties and the
beast.
PUT ON THE MIKE AND CAST OFF YOUR WORRIES!
LET YOUR LUNGS OUT! Cya, everyone!
Today was kinda great fun. Finally, we managed to get those christmas presents that we had supposely kept talking about e past few days. lol... its insane that we've been going round and round jp the past few days. ok, i exaggerated, but we've been going there for dinner almost everyday. Be it kfc, long john or subway, we've eaten all those. Geez...what's next? Was grumbling that i'm gonna turn into some fat bobo soon. Hmmmm....but its worth it i guess. The day is drawing near and next week, its porriage time...geez. Can hardly look forward to it. But, it'll be great though. A week of gaming, listening to music, snoozing and reading stacks of books. House visits probably? I wish....
Probably wasnt really a good idea to visit the sickly. Imagine them trying to appear their best and entertain you . Imagine them seeing you looking at their pathetic self . Some people dont like it.
But, subway is really nice though the price is considered a little steep to me. Havent ate much of it before, but that familar taste, honey mustard sauce, yum!!
Strange... but we're practically glued to e tv just now. Although e movie shown was errrr.. muted. Yea...despite having caught e movie before, i cant remember more than 10% of it? hmmm....
Anyway, JJ spotted a new hairstyle soon after e haircut. Thought it looks cutish..lol. Familiar too. But hmmmm, cant make out where i saw something so similiar. Seems like a anime, or was it? Geezz...cant remember a thing. Everyone is staring at it.
25 mins to bedtime and i havent bathe. In fact, had just finished wrapping the gift and decided to on e computer instead of pom pom. What was i thinking as usuals. .
After some time
i've made up my mind
she is the girl
and i really want to make her mine
I've been searching everywhere
to find her again
to tell her i love her
and i'm sorry bout things i've done
i find her standing
infront of the church
the only place in town where i didnt search
she look so happy
in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this
boy i miss your kisses
all the time but this is
25 mins too late
though you travel so far
but i'm sorry you are
25 mins too late
i can still hear her say....
Monday, December 11, 2006
okok...I'll just keep it short. Queen's LOVE OF MY LIFE has been ringing in my head since sat and finally, i heard it nice and sweet. This song isnt new, in fact, i heard it when i caught Metor Garden ages ago. Geezz...what a nice song.
As usual, i accidentally clicked on some blog dated August 2005. Read through it and i was quite amazed that i actually said that i'm kinda upset over not being let into a secret or i'm not invited into something.
Geezz...that's just so me. 1 minute i can be so agreeable with something and the next i totally forgot about it. Like JJ mentioned that if your friend were to be married and you're not invited. How would you feel? I said "shrugs, i'm fine with it." But it appears i wouldnt be if that question was posed in Aug 2005.
The other nice one was Collective Soul's Run. Heard it on the radio and i found some parts quite nice.
Thinking back, i was being asked on how i've been and how am i. With regards to this kinda question, how would you answered it? Normally, one would just answer " yea, i'm fine." even though there's probably more to it. Like today, i met a working accquience, who asked how's things and if i've been busy. Of course, e typical reply would be yeah, life has been great and though busy, things are still going fine.
If you're obviously getting such a typical reply, why bother asking in the first place. But oh well, to ask is not to get a reply in the end, its just a formality. Just like bro used to say, " Do you really think the interviewer gives a damn how many plates of chicken rice you carried in a day?" Of course, he didnt really say that, lol.....i'm just giving an example.
Hmmm, not much time left to get a present under the tree!!! How, should i get that? I really like to give surprises to people, probably i should have just kept Shh Shh about it. lol....but , i would rather people really want it before i proceed with it.
See saw...
Now I'm at the top
the breeze suddenly felt so great
just a minute ago
i was there
at the bottom
sulking at the harsh wind
against my skin
Geez...
my mood
it changes so drastically
Cant you see
oh
bring it back
dont take it away from me
cos you dont know
what it means to me
As usual, i accidentally clicked on some blog dated August 2005. Read through it and i was quite amazed that i actually said that i'm kinda upset over not being let into a secret or i'm not invited into something.
Geezz...that's just so me. 1 minute i can be so agreeable with something and the next i totally forgot about it. Like JJ mentioned that if your friend were to be married and you're not invited. How would you feel? I said "shrugs, i'm fine with it." But it appears i wouldnt be if that question was posed in Aug 2005.
The other nice one was Collective Soul's Run. Heard it on the radio and i found some parts quite nice.
Thinking back, i was being asked on how i've been and how am i. With regards to this kinda question, how would you answered it? Normally, one would just answer " yea, i'm fine." even though there's probably more to it. Like today, i met a working accquience, who asked how's things and if i've been busy. Of course, e typical reply would be yeah, life has been great and though busy, things are still going fine.
If you're obviously getting such a typical reply, why bother asking in the first place. But oh well, to ask is not to get a reply in the end, its just a formality. Just like bro used to say, " Do you really think the interviewer gives a damn how many plates of chicken rice you carried in a day?" Of course, he didnt really say that, lol.....i'm just giving an example.
Hmmm, not much time left to get a present under the tree!!! How, should i get that? I really like to give surprises to people, probably i should have just kept Shh Shh about it. lol....but , i would rather people really want it before i proceed with it.
See saw...
Now I'm at the top
the breeze suddenly felt so great
just a minute ago
i was there
at the bottom
sulking at the harsh wind
against my skin
Geez...
my mood
it changes so drastically
Cant you see
oh
bring it back
dont take it away from me
cos you dont know
what it means to me
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Well, e beer sure taste great. Hee. If only beers here were as cheap as in Bali. Woooh, but i better watch it. Kekeke...a beer belly wont look cool.
Wanna catch some sleep when i got home today, but after a beer, some isketch, youtube and rs, i'm much up and awake. You should go play isketch too, its really additive. Though i'm amazed at how people can guess e word though e one drawing did an awesome lousy job. Like drawing a rectangle and one can guess its a tray?!
Think i will be very slim today. lol. Didnt had lunch and barely ate much for dinner. Was so engrossed in many episodes of Hard Fate that i just realised my head hurts much much leh. That show sure is additive, but too much a doze of it is scary though.
Sianzzz....must go to bed soon cos tomorrow have to wake up early. Hmphh, i should have been more assertive.
My talk-crap-to buddy, when you coming back? Hmmm, missing someone to crap to leh.......
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
Wanna catch some sleep when i got home today, but after a beer, some isketch, youtube and rs, i'm much up and awake. You should go play isketch too, its really additive. Though i'm amazed at how people can guess e word though e one drawing did an awesome lousy job. Like drawing a rectangle and one can guess its a tray?!
Think i will be very slim today. lol. Didnt had lunch and barely ate much for dinner. Was so engrossed in many episodes of Hard Fate that i just realised my head hurts much much leh. That show sure is additive, but too much a doze of it is scary though.
Sianzzz....must go to bed soon cos tomorrow have to wake up early. Hmphh, i should have been more assertive.
My talk-crap-to buddy, when you coming back? Hmmm, missing someone to crap to leh.......
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
Finally got the bottle opener from e store near my house. A simple stainless steel gadget. Dirty cheap too. That's all i really need. If you wanna know why am i so desperate to get hold of a opener, that's because i wanna open that bottle of beer that's been lying in my fridge.
Had gobbled down half a bottle. Geez...on an empty stomach too. I must be insane.
Alcohol sure is a bad thing. It makes you become so real, so truthful, so fragile to e feelings within you. Suddenly remembered key's blog, cant remembered a shit e url ever since i swopped to this computer. Who would? These days, we're so dependent on e technology to do all e memory work we cant remember a thing when things fail us. But yesterday, key happened to mention e symbolic nick that strikes e memory chord within me. No fun, there's no new entry since e last time i was there. Yup, right as he said so, that he dont update it anymore.
Just say bye bye to key. Off to shopping. Hmm, getting stuck in the massive crowds..scary.
Me? Entertaining dad's massive tons of questions. Since when did he became so chatty. Probably cos of e beer, i nearly fused. Cant he just be more understanding? My brain juices have temporary stopped production and i'm in a wols state now.
Are you a gemini too? Must be.
By the way, its been donkey days since i last tuned in to the english station. Guess what, i heard a really hot song that was one of my favourites ages ago. I DON'T WANNA KNOWBy: Mario Winans f/P. Diddy. lame lyrics.
Had gobbled down half a bottle. Geez...on an empty stomach too. I must be insane.
Alcohol sure is a bad thing. It makes you become so real, so truthful, so fragile to e feelings within you. Suddenly remembered key's blog, cant remembered a shit e url ever since i swopped to this computer. Who would? These days, we're so dependent on e technology to do all e memory work we cant remember a thing when things fail us. But yesterday, key happened to mention e symbolic nick that strikes e memory chord within me. No fun, there's no new entry since e last time i was there. Yup, right as he said so, that he dont update it anymore.
Just say bye bye to key. Off to shopping. Hmm, getting stuck in the massive crowds..scary.
Me? Entertaining dad's massive tons of questions. Since when did he became so chatty. Probably cos of e beer, i nearly fused. Cant he just be more understanding? My brain juices have temporary stopped production and i'm in a wols state now.
Are you a gemini too? Must be.
By the way, its been donkey days since i last tuned in to the english station. Guess what, i heard a really hot song that was one of my favourites ages ago. I DON'T WANNA KNOWBy: Mario Winans f/P. Diddy. lame lyrics.
Friday, December 08, 2006
酸酸远远的世界
Had a great time in town today. Hasnt stepped into town since i came back from hols. The streets were awfully packed with people but i felt kinda thrilled by the festive mood present among the crowd and festive decorations. Strange, but i was kinda excited by the spirits around me.
Like i arrived to realise that i was in fact early. Took a snoop around. Enjoying looking at the kids on the choo-choo train going round the rails. The backdrop was designed with fake snowman and snow. Standing by the barrigate, i looked up to those decorative lights. What a beauty. Everything just seems so nice.
When the hopes aint there
when you're not expecting anything
things just flow at ease
oh what a beautiful night
But somehow, was kinda depressant when i was eating the beef noodles. Shrugs, i somehow just thought of that time when i was feeling real sian and munching away on the beef noodles. It was probably about 9. We're both tired and i cant wait to finish that bowl of noodles and off to home. Its e first time a bowl of beef noodles seems so hard to finish. Why do the both of you gave me such a similar kind of feeling. An undescribable kind of fustration.
Key admired him for his courage. But me, no, it just seems so hard to pin down exactly how i felt. If only i can just freaking say how i felt. But things, they're better left unsaid.
Forever Odd is such a disappointment. Luckily, i merly rent and not purchase the novel. The plot kept revolving around finding Danny. Nothing on e bordes. WAs it how it was named? I cant remember. Recalling, i realised i didnt really like e first book lotsa too, its because of the mystery of what's gonna really happen that kept me going. Its not knowing what to expect that draws my curiosity.
Fate
Do you believe in it
As though 生命明明中自有安排
whether you believe it or not
the path has been paved
the route has been pre-destinated
even if you decide to swap the route at the last min
you still end up at the same destination
oh
and they just laugh at your stupidity
as if the thoughts of a mere mortal
were able that easy to hide
Like i as holding on to this huge postcard. As though it was never meant to stay with me till the end, all when went well when i kept spinning it round and round wherever we go. But, it had to fail me when we're on the escalator.
Couple of days ago, i had a really peculiar dream. Really doubt the intensity of my imagination at times. This kinda out-of -the world dreams never fails to astonish me. How did i ever came to think of such a thing.
So there there, cant remember entirely, just e final bits before my alarm woke me. Dreamt that we had some powers that enable us to disappear with a whizz of smoke. (somewhat similar to back to future) Next minute, we're up in the air, flying to another country to work. Then, after much whizz, map showing etc, we arrived and i spotted the familiar blue uniforms. Next minute, were shown the place where a typical worker would stay. The walls, floors were red, walls were in fact soil/rocks and we live in cubicles similar to sewers and the downloading-like signal appeared, except that its reversed and upon reaching zero,alarm went off and i was awaken.
Like i arrived to realise that i was in fact early. Took a snoop around. Enjoying looking at the kids on the choo-choo train going round the rails. The backdrop was designed with fake snowman and snow. Standing by the barrigate, i looked up to those decorative lights. What a beauty. Everything just seems so nice.
When the hopes aint there
when you're not expecting anything
things just flow at ease
oh what a beautiful night
But somehow, was kinda depressant when i was eating the beef noodles. Shrugs, i somehow just thought of that time when i was feeling real sian and munching away on the beef noodles. It was probably about 9. We're both tired and i cant wait to finish that bowl of noodles and off to home. Its e first time a bowl of beef noodles seems so hard to finish. Why do the both of you gave me such a similar kind of feeling. An undescribable kind of fustration.
Key admired him for his courage. But me, no, it just seems so hard to pin down exactly how i felt. If only i can just freaking say how i felt. But things, they're better left unsaid.
Forever Odd is such a disappointment. Luckily, i merly rent and not purchase the novel. The plot kept revolving around finding Danny. Nothing on e bordes. WAs it how it was named? I cant remember. Recalling, i realised i didnt really like e first book lotsa too, its because of the mystery of what's gonna really happen that kept me going. Its not knowing what to expect that draws my curiosity.
Fate
Do you believe in it
As though 生命明明中自有安排
whether you believe it or not
the path has been paved
the route has been pre-destinated
even if you decide to swap the route at the last min
you still end up at the same destination
oh
and they just laugh at your stupidity
as if the thoughts of a mere mortal
were able that easy to hide
Like i as holding on to this huge postcard. As though it was never meant to stay with me till the end, all when went well when i kept spinning it round and round wherever we go. But, it had to fail me when we're on the escalator.
Couple of days ago, i had a really peculiar dream. Really doubt the intensity of my imagination at times. This kinda out-of -the world dreams never fails to astonish me. How did i ever came to think of such a thing.
So there there, cant remember entirely, just e final bits before my alarm woke me. Dreamt that we had some powers that enable us to disappear with a whizz of smoke. (somewhat similar to back to future) Next minute, we're up in the air, flying to another country to work. Then, after much whizz, map showing etc, we arrived and i spotted the familiar blue uniforms. Next minute, were shown the place where a typical worker would stay. The walls, floors were red, walls were in fact soil/rocks and we live in cubicles similar to sewers and the downloading-like signal appeared, except that its reversed and upon reaching zero,alarm went off and i was awaken.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
So there. 041206.
原来 being back to yourself is such a ease. You dont have to really have to care how you behave and how you react. Most importantly, how you're being viewed, cos it doesnt matter anymore. I can say anything i want, give any comments i want. lol. But, ... sure have lousy taste and a mini spree made me realise how different our tastes are and how glad i am with e decision i've made.
I read this a couple days ago, probably. But, it doesnt matter much now....Its from Dean Koontz's novel called Forever odd. I shant bother explaining much, its not about how odd the character is but the story revolves around a guy named Thomas Odd. Blame it on his parents for such a lame name. Anyway, this was written:
"But you'll have to choose happiness. Making the decision to choose isnt always that easy.
We sometimes take refuge in misery, a strange kind of comfort."
Find it interesting. Fancy taking refuge in misery when we can choose not to do so, lol. But, we're nothing but humans, after all.
This week is considered quite a "happening" week. Events happened, decisions were made and things just revolved around me so fast.
Like monday, i finally settled it, tues: i'm being told something unpleasant and today? Nothing much actually, but probably I'm getting the sega at my house on sunday and expecting a guest?Why, the deliveryman of cos! Oh ya, today, is when i'll be left much alone for 2 weeks? Not that i would really miss it, but i guess i would in a way, after all, no one to just crap to. No one to provide question of the day. No one to turn alien to.
Thurs...!!!! friday. Zzzzzzz...............
原来 being back to yourself is such a ease. You dont have to really have to care how you behave and how you react. Most importantly, how you're being viewed, cos it doesnt matter anymore. I can say anything i want, give any comments i want. lol. But, ... sure have lousy taste and a mini spree made me realise how different our tastes are and how glad i am with e decision i've made.
I read this a couple days ago, probably. But, it doesnt matter much now....Its from Dean Koontz's novel called Forever odd. I shant bother explaining much, its not about how odd the character is but the story revolves around a guy named Thomas Odd. Blame it on his parents for such a lame name. Anyway, this was written:
"But you'll have to choose happiness. Making the decision to choose isnt always that easy.
We sometimes take refuge in misery, a strange kind of comfort."
Find it interesting. Fancy taking refuge in misery when we can choose not to do so, lol. But, we're nothing but humans, after all.
This week is considered quite a "happening" week. Events happened, decisions were made and things just revolved around me so fast.
Like monday, i finally settled it, tues: i'm being told something unpleasant and today? Nothing much actually, but probably I'm getting the sega at my house on sunday and expecting a guest?Why, the deliveryman of cos! Oh ya, today, is when i'll be left much alone for 2 weeks? Not that i would really miss it, but i guess i would in a way, after all, no one to just crap to. No one to provide question of the day. No one to turn alien to.
Thurs...!!!! friday. Zzzzzzz...............
Sunday, December 03, 2006
lol...woke up at the same time today too and blogging at the same time. Having the similar kinds of splitting headaches too. That's life , eh?
So, was at my beloved cousin's wedding. I would like to correct myself, in fact, i guess we spoken for less than 50 times, probably even 30 times. Not exaggerating, cos throughout my years of growing up, i never really saw my cousin much. The wedding turn out to be pretty nice, as the families gather. Not sure about the tables, but for e table i'm at, its pretty strange that no one really talks to another, probably small little talks among ourselves, or our elders urging us to eat more. We're relatives, yet we had nothing much to talk to each other.
Sunday! Initally suggested going elsewhere to blade, but JJ wasnt keen. So was I, just find the terrain we're at initally too tough for me. So.. will I go alone to blade? Nah, i seriously doubt it. Probably, i should get started to finish that pile of stuff i brought back. Lazy bones, time to get moving!!!
Hmm, looks like i've gotten over it again? Was pretty down yesterday though. Waited and waited, but there's no reply. As though i'm talking to someone from another dimension and the network was real bad. Anyway, i ought to move on, cos i really hate to see myself in this state. Been there before and i really hate the plight i'm in. But we're humans after all, so sometimes we stepped out to find ourselves swaying back un-noticibly. That's where i gonna be firm bah. Like sl mentioned in her latest entry on emails, i have different reasons for not wanting to contact anymore. I'll not be able to move on. So.. I'm guess i'm gonna to meet you the last time bah and that's it.
Finally found 林宇中 's song. Its really nice. Shall take a look at the lyrics later!!
2 mins later....
found the lyrics, here it goes...
主题曲 ~林宇中
回忆的声音 播在夜里
像是一首旋律 多么美丽
那时我很肯定 你是我唯一
眨个眼我们就各分东西
再说我爱你 泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜 让伤心被允许
说过的话语 做过的事情
像歌曲 陪我每个冬季
纪念著我和你相爱这主题
时间早已忘记 分手时候的无情
你给的美好回忆 让我有怀念的勇气
So, was at my beloved cousin's wedding. I would like to correct myself, in fact, i guess we spoken for less than 50 times, probably even 30 times. Not exaggerating, cos throughout my years of growing up, i never really saw my cousin much. The wedding turn out to be pretty nice, as the families gather. Not sure about the tables, but for e table i'm at, its pretty strange that no one really talks to another, probably small little talks among ourselves, or our elders urging us to eat more. We're relatives, yet we had nothing much to talk to each other.
Sunday! Initally suggested going elsewhere to blade, but JJ wasnt keen. So was I, just find the terrain we're at initally too tough for me. So.. will I go alone to blade? Nah, i seriously doubt it. Probably, i should get started to finish that pile of stuff i brought back. Lazy bones, time to get moving!!!
Hmm, looks like i've gotten over it again? Was pretty down yesterday though. Waited and waited, but there's no reply. As though i'm talking to someone from another dimension and the network was real bad. Anyway, i ought to move on, cos i really hate to see myself in this state. Been there before and i really hate the plight i'm in. But we're humans after all, so sometimes we stepped out to find ourselves swaying back un-noticibly. That's where i gonna be firm bah. Like sl mentioned in her latest entry on emails, i have different reasons for not wanting to contact anymore. I'll not be able to move on. So.. I'm guess i'm gonna to meet you the last time bah and that's it.
Finally found 林宇中 's song. Its really nice. Shall take a look at the lyrics later!!
2 mins later....
found the lyrics, here it goes...
主题曲 ~林宇中
回忆的声音 播在夜里
像是一首旋律 多么美丽
那时我很肯定 你是我唯一
眨个眼我们就各分东西
再说我爱你 泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜 让伤心被允许
说过的话语 做过的事情
像歌曲 陪我每个冬季
纪念著我和你相爱这主题
时间早已忘记 分手时候的无情
你给的美好回忆 让我有怀念的勇气
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Its cool to wake up late on a saturday but its sickening to have a splitting headache.
So we went to St James and its kinda of disappointing. Well, the music and the rooms aint entirely open yet. My favorite R & B is down. The crowd is a mixture of working class folks ranging up to 40s probably? So, we started at ph and ended there, cos there isnt anything really fun to stay on. Hmm, must mention that i saw terrence Cao, the artiste from local tv. He's pretty suave in real person i must comment. Probably he put on some light makeup, but, one look and you can tell his features are really nice. That sort of differentiates an artiste from a typical person bah. A cut from the rest.
That aside, i tried Carls jr for the first time. The burger is awesomely huge but i managed to gobble the whole of it. Haha...like i was really famished. Well, i am!!!
Hmm, didnt make it in time for the fireworks. Though there's lotsa videos of it for me to view when i reached, but i guess the feel is different. So i didnt really want to view it. This kinda things, you have to personally see and experience it. Last fireworks of the year and i missed it. But frankly, i guess the memories of the previous fireworks i caught were sufficient. After all, fireworks are all similar, its only the people you're with thats different.lol
JJ's back on thurs and safely delivered the book back to me. Sure is fast, cos he's done with e book. Come to think of it, its pretty funny, cos we met upstairs and he dumped e book back to me with the postcards in it, but hurriedly snatched back the pc when it seems like su wanna have a look at the book.
kk, enough of ramblings.. time to fix that growling stomach. Hopefully my head would be in a better condition in 2 hours. Else the instructor next to me would be screaming down my neck. Oh no, he wont, he would just press the brake like nobody's biz. Then, he would gave a " oppps... i thought the man was going to cross the pedestrain crossing.." What a dork. Praying i wont get him today, shall keep my fingers crossed.
Yea...and congrats my dear cousion , on your big day!!! Though errr....i dont think i've spoken to you more than 100 times my entire life? lol....
So we went to St James and its kinda of disappointing. Well, the music and the rooms aint entirely open yet. My favorite R & B is down. The crowd is a mixture of working class folks ranging up to 40s probably? So, we started at ph and ended there, cos there isnt anything really fun to stay on. Hmm, must mention that i saw terrence Cao, the artiste from local tv. He's pretty suave in real person i must comment. Probably he put on some light makeup, but, one look and you can tell his features are really nice. That sort of differentiates an artiste from a typical person bah. A cut from the rest.
That aside, i tried Carls jr for the first time. The burger is awesomely huge but i managed to gobble the whole of it. Haha...like i was really famished. Well, i am!!!
Hmm, didnt make it in time for the fireworks. Though there's lotsa videos of it for me to view when i reached, but i guess the feel is different. So i didnt really want to view it. This kinda things, you have to personally see and experience it. Last fireworks of the year and i missed it. But frankly, i guess the memories of the previous fireworks i caught were sufficient. After all, fireworks are all similar, its only the people you're with thats different.lol
JJ's back on thurs and safely delivered the book back to me. Sure is fast, cos he's done with e book. Come to think of it, its pretty funny, cos we met upstairs and he dumped e book back to me with the postcards in it, but hurriedly snatched back the pc when it seems like su wanna have a look at the book.
kk, enough of ramblings.. time to fix that growling stomach. Hopefully my head would be in a better condition in 2 hours. Else the instructor next to me would be screaming down my neck. Oh no, he wont, he would just press the brake like nobody's biz. Then, he would gave a " oppps... i thought the man was going to cross the pedestrain crossing.." What a dork. Praying i wont get him today, shall keep my fingers crossed.
Yea...and congrats my dear cousion , on your big day!!! Though errr....i dont think i've spoken to you more than 100 times my entire life? lol....
