I wanna have an alice too!!~

Like you, i talk to myself too. Though I've learned e art of doing internal talks.

As usual, lotsa random thoughts just flew in and out. Probably i pondered, debated, but never really take in mind of remembering it at all. Its as though a dream. People dont really bother or do actually remember much about their dreams too.

Hmm. Somehow, i felt that Price Lei, Undertaker and Joker belong to e same category. If they were to be ranked, it would be in e same order as well, in order of preference. Undertaker is neutral, really. Prince Lei is fat, un-dashing, heartless and cruel. Joker is most likeable of all cos though being damn brutal, he is damn honest with himself. He does as he deem fit, and expresses exactly what he feels. Though being real eccentric, he admits to it and does not hide it to e least bit. But, he is a character to be pitied in a way. Talking how he witness his dad killing his mum and stab that knife into his mouth and tried to silt his mouth.

Yeah, this sure is an interesting movie to ponder about. How e characters are being developed in e movie, and how e director allows e audience to understand more and more of e character.



Quotes by Joker in the dark knight
" Y'see, madness, as you know, is like gravity. All it takes is a little...push. "
" See, I'm a man of simple tastes. I like gunpowder...and dynamite...and gasoline! Do you know what all of these things have in common? They're cheap!"

Well.. the part on e 2 cruises were interesting too. Sometimes, people who cant seems to take it well turn out to be e one that are e good guys at e end of e day. Time.. they really change your perception of things.

Okay, it sounds insane, but i've been deprived of sleep so much yet i still dont feel drop dead tiredness. Strange.

Latest toy: Mr Joker. . Is that a Hilter sign? lol.

Umm. Still contemplating whether to keep it or give it away?

Heard a couple of really awesome songs while on e subway. Recognised it instantly to be good old Lee Hom . If I didnt remember wrongly, Rain sang it that time at ktv..

王力宏-我们的歌


Umm. I still need time, maybe I'll grown to like e latest song by Lin Yu Zhong.

It's strange how things goes. When you forgot all about something, it just surfaces out one day making you remembering all about it again.

Probably I've been telling people so much recently that e wind probably brought what i've said to your ears. But then again, I've never said any negative but only positive things. So it's impossible that you know exactly how i felt. But things, they're only right only when you did it at that point in time. Whatever it is, it doesnt seems to matter now that it has long been forgotten. Too bad, but i dont think i wish to explain so much to you personally.

And me? I've long entered the eras of black pots and pandas.

Somehow, something like this ended up as my current mobile wallpaper now. In case i ever wonder one day who are the two ? Well it's ger on e left and potty on e right. I cant possibly be in e photo since i'm e one taking this magnificant shot. bleah.

Done with e books finally. 1 more to go. But, that's gonna make me seriously in debt.

So there.. it's time to pluck up some courage and set that horse carriage forward. It's only when you forget yourself, then your true self surfaces.

Seriously, i got to get started with some serious thinking on how this whole thing is gonna be like. Do I like it to be plain, dull or white. How am I going to proceed with e layout from here on.

林宥嘉 - 神秘嘉宾
作词：陈信延
作曲：郑楠
专辑：神秘嘉宾

我踩着梦的阶梯 走进了
一座迷雾森林
谁的心事 被天使窃听
泛起涟漪

时间它帮我设计 下一秒
谁是神秘嘉宾
小心翼翼 揭开了面具
掌声鼓励

谁闯进我的场地
谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情
妳却给我一笔
狡猾地 致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密
谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举
唯有妳的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

妳按了我的门铃 我终于
从呵欠中苏醒
紧张兮兮 对妳说一句
欢迎光临

全场观众都离席 剩下我
还在原地寻觅
耳边听着 谢幕的歌曲
走不出去

谁闯进我的场地
谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情 妳却给我一笔
狡猾地
致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密
谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举 唯有妳的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

我搬到谁的隔壁
谁成了我的邻居
鸣谢生命有妳参与 笑纳我的邀请
曲终人散却写下不会结束 的结局

When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer
to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as I crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
Silver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

4 day, which means e deadline is monday.

wah. This song 飘着 by Stef sun is so depressing. Most of the times, it's only when i look at e lyrics that i realised what was being sang. But e way e rythmn is proceeds within e song shows it all.

What you've percieved is not what others have percieved. Dont assume that e red object lying there is an apple to everyone.

Read an chapter today. But i doubt i can finish the book today. Sigh.

Hard to believe, I've heard of the title but never the song itself.

Maybe I did, but it didnt sound as wonderful as it did today.

I guessed and i got it correct. Indeed, it's by Eric Clapton, titled Wonderful tonight. His voice is simply dazzling.

Such a beautiful song.

Got a few ticks off my Want-to-do List and got an not-that-fantastic snooze. The gentle breeze was great initally, but became piercingly cold then after, so cold that i couldnt sleep any further.

First task came in finally and i'm in such a jest to get it done immediately. Can clearly forsee that if i dont accomplish it before e end of e semi-full-fledgeness, I might not have time for it. Or rather, i'll have to work my ass out to get to it done.

Fancy semi-full-fledgeness, it's just a nice title, i'm still 90% in. But i see e need to be steadily on e wheel, cos soon, i'll have to attend to it without effort.

Sometimes, it's interesting to see how i react under stress, and how others mumble nonsense under stress. Nonsense that might have gone a little too far.

I thought e hindu legend was funny in its way. It spoke of everyone used to be gods and how divinity was taken away from them. But, where to hide it? High up in e mountains, or deep in e sea aint good as there's where we ought to start searching. Finally, this god suggested to hiding it within us, cos we'll never thought of looking deep within us. So, he was right. We look high and low for it, but never within ourseleves.

Omg...!!! There's so many things i have to do..and so many things i want to do...other than studying!!

Luckily, i'm done with sewing, else i guess i'll never get started with it again.!! muahahah.

I-want-to List
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- op
- watch horton (started a glimpse of it, and it seems so interesting!!!)
-started reading IT'S ALL IN YOUR HEAD (okay, i've started with it, but i got to stop cos i wanted to do otther things)
-many many more....!!!!! (no time to list, besides, i rather do other things..)

Umm, i think i'll go for option number 1. ..bleah.

The thing i need most is patience. Jugs and jugs of it.

1 month. Is that all?

Said that it doesnt matter, but it did.

Invisible threads seems to thread e 2 entities. Slight movement on one side will result in a huge impact on the other end.

Radial effect? probably.

I ought to feel more optimistic abt it.

But what if i can never grasp it when i reach my hand out?

The boat started drifting slowly..
further & further it seems to drift.
Will i be able to board it?