Saturday, April 30, 2005

So what is an alice??

Definition of alice = special power which one has, can be technology type such as good at inventions, having powers like causing illusions to people etc

This is from this anime called "Gakuen alice". Below is an intro i found from the net.

Mikan is a girl full of energy living in a town. She followed her best friend Hotaru who had moved, and she finally found “Alice Gakuen”. But it was a special school that only those who had special abilities called “Alice” could enter. She managed to enter the school, but she was embarrassed by the special environment. What would her school days become?

Friday, April 29, 2005

today is friday and a long weekend!!~

Though had slept very little yesterday, i didnt fell asleep at work today!! Sorta came to a conclusion, could it be if you put your heart and soul into your work, and show your enthuism.. then, things would be different? Having enough sleep or not, isnt the determinating factor.

Was off singing with Rainee after work. Well, though was the first time singing with just another friend, it turn out to be pretty fun. Made yet another conclusion, which is, never EVER go to ktv with a bunch of friends. Forget it.. its gonna be a waste of money, and you dont get to sing much. But, i realise the importance of warming up, before your voice gets nicer.. probably thats why my voice appear so suckyy that time at ktv. keke..

Today is the second time i received another mail from fai. Elaborated more about the place he stayed in, Virginia, a boring place with practically nothing but cheap branded stuff? Having gotten his blog address, i went to have a peek and saw a couple posts he made there. Talking about embracing different culture, reminds me of the days in Vietnam. First, you couldnt adapt to it, but however, once you accepted it as part of your daily life, it isnt that bad. Spending an evening, sitting in the fields, watching kids playin with one another, chasing each other all over the place. Enjoying the simple things in life. .

But fai was right, probably, that we shouldnt be contented so easily. Its true that we could have just settle for a low stress low pay job, life might have been just as great. But, what about our kids? Do we have to come to a state where we cant afford the best for them? *Shrugs* I just agree totally on this, does scrificing time spend with them justify the amount of materialistic things they might gain? Well, a high stress high pay job comes with greater responsibilites and thus, more committment.

Sheesh, looking at fai's entries made me wonder, am i the one he was talking about? Stood him up in a movie date? Do remember the time when i did cook up with a real lame excuse, cos was tired. I'm learning to be more assertive here. To realise other's needs while meeting own's needs too. Always accomodating to people makes me real tired, so i must master the art of Tai Ji. . Anyway, handling this kinda of things is never easy, but i got to start somewhere.

kimimono and haku

Talking about naruto.. its one of my favourite anime ever. Happened to bump into it, seen de 1st episode and is hooked to it forever. . wonder why guys like it so much though, cos its full of soapy parts too, with all the crying and emotional stuff coming in. Probably bcos it touches on the basic of life. For what purpose do we continue to live our lives. .

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

F L O U R

- F L O U R -
How would you pronnounce the above? The usual singaporean way of prounnouniation? Fu-wu-La? or FLOOR or FLOWER? Well, actually all three are correct!! kekke, real funny...a simple word as such, yet there are so many types of prounnociation!! A friend from china pronnounce it as FLOWER while another indonesian friend read it as FLOOR!! But, if we were to break up the word, and try to use the sesame street way of slowly reading this word.. fl our, fl our...so its should pronnounced as fu- our , so should be read as FLOWER?? Strangely, that's how the americans would pronnounce it too!

Its going to be friday soon!! and the long awaited longggg weekend is finally almost here! *grins*

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

It was pretty funny at work today.. heard esther asking me if i had a black pen, and i readily replied no. Then, she turned to Jolene for the same question. The funny bit was that i was thinking to myself, how could Jolene have heard "red" instead of "black"? I meant, these two words sound so different! But, the truth was, Esther wanted a red pen. Its funny cos i actually went asking them about it and realised i was de one who heard wrongly. In de end, we had poor esther having to repeat red and black, which both sounds de same to us!!

Before i dropped the book that was due into de bin, i had a last glance at it. Its a book titled 23 steps to success & achievement. I nearly threw this book back to the shelf when i first held it in my hands, but something caught my eyes. It wasn't de usual typical ype of book that says "how to become successful in 30 days" but something more. It mention about various aspects such as our health, memory, relationships with others etc. So what caught my eye? Must be de part on memory. It was stated there...

Stop labelling youself as having a bad memory and that trust/believe in your memory.

Yeah, probably i really ought to do that to have a better memory?

The library do have lotsa omoshiroii books, but its a pity that i only seems to read those books i borrowed, only in de library. Which means as good as not reading more than a quarter of it~!!

On one of the books , i saw this, loneliness ..something which is dreaded by everyone. But, looking at it in another manner, its solitude. . So, putting 2 different word on de same person, gives totally different meanings. The first seems so pathetic, while de latter, seems great, enjoying some quiet moments alone.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

爱情程式

Have downloaded this song as i was trying to search for another of Van's song. So typical of his song, dont you think. He's great, looks, voice, charm, he's got it all !!

by 范逸臣

两个原来陌生的名字 寂寞的公因数 是什么样子
我们受过的伤 在困难的考试
时间用它的方法 计算出爱的公式

爱情是怎样的两个字 未来乘以命运 等于是也许
我们用眼泪选择分手的方式 你站在孤单门口 丢掉以后的钥匙

这是我的爱情程式 你的心别死
走出伤心的半径再去爱一次 但愿你为了自己试一试
带走我的爱情程式 我要送给你
把回忆当做一面诚实的镜子 从前那些日子不是一样白纸

这世界很大 请相信还有爱 相信永恒没有消失

这是我的爱情程式 你的心别死
走出伤心的半径再去爱一次 但愿你为了自己试一试
带走我的爱情程式 我要送给你
把回忆当做一面诚实的镜子 从前那些日子不是一样白纸

也许我们已是过去式 思念加上距离 答案在风里
在掌心写下了 我爱你三个字
我愿意放弃永远 只要你重新开始

Wee..cant believe it. Less than 4 hours before i'm supposed to head for bed. Sheesh.. n this means my precious weekend is coming to an end.Wenguang was de first, i think.. to pass me his blog.i thought tthis would be a good way of sharing my thots and latest happenings. Yeah, at least if i do die someday, people know abit of whats going on? Keke, but den the bulk of it will be locked away at some other private blog of mine?

My good old brother said only people who have lots to crap about should start one, but i think likewise. Heck it!! My purpose is to use it as a channel to vent my fustrations or simply to blabber about anything, yeah! So, i dont care if its boring or not. At most, i'll be de only one who would keep coming back! I DONT CARE!

What kind of weather are we having these days? ITs so freaking hot, that i'm perspiring like mad..hmm, it would be great to get a rubber float and take a dip into de icy cold water. lalala~

-continued-
its 1130 now, just received an email from fai. Looks like he's doing great there. sheesh, supposed to have lotsa to say, but after loggin in here, my mind is in a blank.Was burning de YEP videos to cds as i'm writing this. Well, open a few and scan through a little. Those days, which took up quite a bit of my life, and which stirred up quite a bit of my thoughts, now seems nothing like a dream. Its as though its something that happen in my previous life. Those carefree days..

Many a time, when i'm in a particular situation, i desperately wanted to get out of it, but once i'm no longer part of it, i actually long to get back in. Be it when i was still in school, YEP etc.. Though i constantly reminded myself not to keep looking back, but i cant help it. I really got to look forward and create new memories instead of dwelling on old ones. Not that dwelling on old ones isnt right, but one shouldnt live in the past.

Sometimes, if one could lost their memory, it would be a good thing too eh? Though there is the fustration of not remembering the past, but at least, we are spared of the agony too.

Was watching snow angel just now, and one of the characters said that,

To have someone u love dearly, and someone who loves u as much is the greatest happiness anyone could have.

But, i would say, not really de case, cos they might still be a thousand and one thing that might prevent you from being happy. In de end, its still up to u whether u want to be happy.

Happiness is a choice

You might be poor, but u are happy, cos u chose it. You might be rich, but u aint happy. Happiness is such a tough choice to make. If things could be easier. .

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