I wanna have an alice too!!~

At e budget terminal now. Hmm, we checked in really early and there's still plenty of time hah. Nothing much here, in fact its really small. SH wanted to use e terminal and i follow suit. Thought i'll leave a short note before i go.

Yea!! few days of brain-freeze state. Till i'm back!!

*praying for good weather, though e forecast fr wg mentioned rain!! heavy ones somemore...!!

Nothing much today, except meeting wg & folks for mj and i suck big time at it as usuals. Kinda lame, it turned out that all of us had nothing to do in e morning and yet we met mid afternoon. SH and fai had their fair share of kfc as usual. And as usual, i met them a fast food outlet.

Hmm and as usual, my luck seems to have a better turn after i switched to listening to my songs, lol. But e winnings aint enough to cover and recoup my losses. So i practically ended up treating both. Frankly, being e good natured folks they are, we ate something pretty cheap. LJS!!!

Geeex, i should really take some effort to remember those damn rules, lol.

Am i just sheer lucky that i clear it once and am bragging around how to clear it once and for all?Nah, i still feel that having a couple of practises before the actual test is vital.

Finally thrown all e notes accumulated from those 4 years and its been in my room for e past 2 years? Seeing WG's room and comparing mine, i cant help but realise that his room is so free of clutters. So that spur me to clear up mine today.

Talking about close encounters with lizards..after having ones that dropped on my head or me stepping bare-footed on them, now, just few days ago, one touched my bare hand and dropped onto e floor. Geez.

k, finally cooled down, time for a shower and bed!!

Went for a couple of drinks with WY last night. Nah, i did not become more chatty after some beers cos he's even more chatty than me. Though he claim to be sober still and i know it too, but i begun this sober scale and he's definitely at scale 2. A little bit off e sober scale but yet still perfectly knows what he's doing.

I cant believe he managed to cheer me up once again. Geeex, i wonder why such an optimistic person even existed in e first place. To think that he told me he never experience loneliness before. Hmm, i always feel that people at some stage in their life, they felt some loneliness. Yet he pondered and said, how's it's like. Well, i guess he's a guy that enjoys solitude. Me? I guess i'm just a typical chap, i like both.

Tried this 5 types of sasages. Hmm, they comes in different sizes and 1 just tasted like normal ones we often ate. The other 3 somehow tasted similar. In fact, they had this typical weird taste in it. Last one was niceest i guessed, lol. It tasted somewhat sweet.

It really crappy, meant to come home on time to catch e soap opera, but i was so sleepy that i dozed off anyway, lol. I wondered what happened eventually.

Hmm, finally e entire season of Gakuen Alice is finished. Cant wait to catch it. I wonder if there's season 2? This kinda anime is just silly, cos e manga is so long, e anime just never seems to complete e entire manga plot and i just simply prefer anime over manga, duh!

Phews. I'm back again, lol. Almost kong-ka-kiao-ed the past 2 days. Today felt slightly better and managed to on my computer. Cant remember anyway, i was so bushed that i just dozed off anytime i'm given the chance. Geez, hardly dared to close my eyes while driving yesterday.

Luckily, i had some on-going activites to keep myself awake. Bound to doze off if i had sat there e entire day.

Geex, recieved 2 pats on my head from JJ today, i'm not a dog lor!! Anyway, gotten e 2nd one when i was up e stairs , turned round and missing!! Then i realised JJ was helping a lady carry e stroller up e stairs. So helpful! Sometimes, i do feel like helping too, but i cant bear e attention, lol. I remember once i wanted to help carry some stuff and e old lady gave me a weird look. Nono, i'm not stealing your stuffs..

Guess i was equally pissed as boss was towards me probably. Shrugs, probably boss felt it too. I just felt it kinda ridiculous and fustrated. You just cant act that indecisive and make me do all that extra work. . Yea, i noticed i'm not a very patient person. I cant take people who are wishy-washy, ermmm...though i'm like that at times too.

2 more days to freedom!!! Yea... e much anticipated hols is too welcoming!!! Away from all those fustrating matters. Probably i really need some time to defragment my brain. Too many clusters and its getting cranky. I wonder what's wrong with me these days. Probably my lack of sleep plays a part too. I get nervy and grouchy easily.

As quoted from WG, i dream of a white cool holiday. Ehh, dont sound quite like it too, lol.

SMS....i'm really lazy in replying these days. What's wrong with me?!

Hmm, its really so easy to sense e kinda mood one's in through e stuff written. You used to say you blog only when you're depressed. But then, your entries are more lively these days, though its still basically lamenting about something. Strangely people dont like to blog these days and my neck just grows longer and longer for another entry to come in.

Geezz, wonder was it because i slept just half an hour past my usual bedtime. Cos i'm so sleepy and grumpy today. Yea, i bet my face is so long and black today. Hmm, black beauty, lol....MeeeeHhhh...

Ya, why are these questions so common? So what if you're attached or not? Is this the number 1 common questions people asked when they met? Was it because your lives had been so non-concidental for so long that there's nothing much to talk about? Ya, actually we're trying so hard to maintain a conversation.

I wonder if we'll bump into each other next week? Unlikely, heard that e place is not that small after all.

Caught a movie on sunday and got me thinking a lot. To some extent, i got pretty depressed and just wished to be left alone. There it was, i realised i didnt shut myself off entirely and a message just buzz in. Obviously e end user was totally unaware of what's going on and blabbered on. I wondered if you're startled by my straightforwardness? With JJ of cos. Who else could you've been with.

Then another clueless folk followed suit. Yea, it was Ju and he managed to cheer me up finally. With those hilarious pics of cos. . Its great to have someone to cheer you up. Better still, someone who's clueless about what's going on so they wouldnt throw you tons of why. Sometimes, someone merely more than just a passerby manages to provide e comfort when you need it.

met wl,xh and eil for lunch today. As i'm still muddled in my fooling - around life, my dear friends have entered another stage of life, marriage. Topics revolved around houses, wedding preparations or even wedding bands. All of which i know nuts about. I'm so backward as usual. As people make their ways to pubs and discos, i'm still playing with toys in e room..Finding someone where the happily ever after story continues is just so hard, it seems.

The same song, same lyrics, might nothing to you and me, but it holds some very important memories to another.

Anyway, task accomplished yesterday, lol. Gotten the outfit ready for Eva's big day. Something which i really rarely wore. Well, but i really like it though. Its like going into a really totally different image and i kinda like it. A really different me. Even pl commented that when i tried on one, i looked totally different, lol. Frankly, i was kinda tired in e end that i just bought it anyway. But anyway, it's settled.

Over dinner, i introduced some games which ermm, not meant for e non-imaginative ones? Cos if you aint game enough, it becomes just god damn boring to maintain e games.

Real duh. Called up the hot spot for reservations earlier on and its fully booked. Geex, its much more fast-snapping than i expected. Looks like i wont get to see e place again this time round

Like a twist of fate, someone cant make it but JJ could and we ended up having dinner together. Well he can be such a darling at times. Like thinking that i might still want e apple pie and got it for me anyway.

Fries, shoved right before your mouth when you least expected it, let alone time to react.

Blades of glory. Turned out to be a nice one though i didnt like it initally, cos it seems like some total crap. But was laughing seriously towards e middle. Comedy is good, makes you throws everything aside for a while. Strangely, shows you never thought of catching turns out to be very nice in e end.

Sometimes you decided to tread a different path
embark on a different journey
you readily picked up speed
walking further

then someone spotted you
and asked why aint you staying back
saying they've planted a flower in your backyard

then you stood and ponder
if you ought to move on

but then
you have sorted your feelings
your thoughts
your everything
and you're able to leave everything behind

so these goodwill from that someone gave
shouldnt impact much
and change that mind of yours
right?

Its a wacky cranky week, lol. Like i was totally glued to e tv box set when i got home every night and spending some nights dozing off unknowingly or turning around and realising JJ's big face right infront of me. Geez people, sometimes they just didnt realise they got too close.

Hmm, another cranky matter was that a dude clad in a simple grey top and jeans got me going gaga, lol. At first i couldnt make out what got me so excited. Its not often that i couldnt take my eyes off someone. Dressed simply, carrying a branded bag obviously a brand carried solely by e opposite sex. Clean look. Then i recalled, he does strike some resemblance to Bob. Well, i guess probably 5 years older than me. The eyeballs is really nice. But hey hey, i just cant imagine my absurd face when i had when saw him getting infront of me, twisting that arse. Geez. Something is just not right.

Others would be crapping mate testing my patience to e limit. Geexz, as if i wasnt worn out enough at e barn, he has to come up with totally nonsense sms that i had to really work my brain to understand what e fuk he's saying. Its not even close to lame, that's just how far off it is. Sorry pal, but i just didnt felt like replying. Yea, its strange things goes. Just like you suddenly felt like you didnt miss that person anymore.

I realised how annoying it is to keep complaining and i'm trying to keep it to a minimal this week. Strangely, despite wishing to leaving e barn early, my zest just burns fiercer and fiercer. When it gets going, i just got too engrossed and forgot about everything else. My anger, my fustrations, my everything. WAs so angry couple days ago, cos i felt so unappreciated. Fancy placing so much effort in only to recieve a brush-off. Yea, i guess i belonged to e latter group that require a simple word of regconition. No, it did have to be delibrate and fanciful, but just acknowledging it would do.

But things dont work that way i guess. At least not at e barn. Geexz, i have known it long ago, yet i was muddled up enough to let my emotions get ahead of me. Nah, its never fair. Like e practise of favourism in olden days, boss prefer a milkmaid rather than a caretaker like me, so its kinda furtile to pin that much hopes. Sometimes i felt like its only because i didnt get to eat any of e grapes that i said they must have been very sour. But i seriously think i'm much better, lol. I guess when you managed to trash things out within yourself, your spirits are high again. Oh well, there's always someone who would appreciate it.

Some events that happen this week change my view to some extent. My view of e barn master. The once glorious mighty master i used to look upon is some piece of crap too. Well, no one is saint after all, so there's no god among us either. But to make me think twice isnt goody really.

Am i too serious? I thought you should seriously care for your staffs and not doing it for e sake of covering your arse. Putting one down so you could stand tall isnt all that pretty too. Well, beautiful sentence, anyone can paint it, but things happen, you can always twist it. That's how scary it all is. The once chirpy Lorraine look alike become sunken and silent these days. Not that i knew lorrain look alike well, but i kinda felt sorry for her.

Its like painting a beautiful sky for e bird but e moment it starts to take flight, you cruelly snatch at its wings to force it back on e ground.

Talking about american idol, never really followed it till yesterday. Though Melinda didnt make it, i was close to tears, lol. Seriously, she didnt have anything besides her voice. That's what i thought yesterday. But, when i watched it again today and yesterday towards e end, i realise she has a charisma, cheerfulness and confidence in herself. As for blake, i seriously didnt think he'll last. He is not that awesome .

Robin Thicke's 'When I Get You Alone' <--he really did a good job though on this and i really like e way he sang it.

李聖傑-最近


Driving alone is very fun. You can scream all you want in your favourite songs, go as fast as you want, you're free, free FREE!!! But then, you can easily wham into a tree if you didnt watch it. I almost did, when i took my eyes off e road for a split second. Its nerve wreaking when i looked again and found myself in e next lane, luckily nothing is near me.

Hmm, was told that i'll be going Moo moo land soon again. Can hardly wait, but not really look forward to it too. Cos it might meant that my weekends will be burnt again.

Von's ego is at work again. Insisted on butting in to prove something, lol. But ermm, just sorta repeating, rephrasing what i've said. Should i have butt in as well to say i hate people who take people's ideas and take it for own? Hmm, that sounds familar, i must have heard it somewhere before. But anyway i dont agree with it. Rephrasing and adding in self-invented theories just isnt right. But of course, customers who trusts an eloquent eager salesman would nod their heads furiously and gasp in awe of the apparent knowledge that e helpful salesman offers. But never trust the surface evidence displayed before you. Come to think of it, Von sounds a lot like .... Cooking a lot of bullshit out of nowhere. Yea, you'll be impressed initally but as one probes further..strange, it just dont tally.

Woke up real late today & e sun is almost going to set for the day!! Just as i thought i was going to waste e day by couching on e chair, Rain asked what i was up to.

So off we go to singing! Hmm, probably we're so dao lan le, so i felt totally at ease today and i guess i sounded better today. Ya and its really fun, even if when we're off key at times. Probably when you sang more and your voice gets more accustomed and can attain a higher pitch. Was amazed by high pitches i can attain too. Generally today is more fun as there are many songs we can sing together. Then se came and i had my fair share of guyish songs too! Spotted a few mtvs for the first time.

Well, i could have stayed put on e chair but i decided to go anyway. Ya, i need more things to keep myself occupied. I was reminded of e scene in Naruto where it showed Naruto and Gaara in different stages of their childhood. Both started alone, but Naruto gained Kakashi, sasake and sakura along e way while Gaara still remained alone.

Like thirteen strokes and naruto, when people are thrown into e same situation, diverse effects are left upon them. I guess sometimes its not fear that blocks one out, but e way one have evolved due to e action and generates automated response towards things. Like the way we automatically open our mouths when we raise e food towards our mouth.

Yeaaa.. spiderman 3!! It ought to be good! It has to be

From tsubasa chronicles..i really like this part.


Hmm, wonder why there isnt a craze for it. One thing is the whole anime is so nicely filmed, the plot is awesome and the ost is great!! Even the constumes is so nice! Syaoran! Strangely, it appears that anime from late 1990s or early 2000s have this similiarities of having some strange looking cutish mascot in e anime. Like Groove adventure rave has it too.

Thanks for sharing with me, though it started off with a slip of the tongue. I really appreciate it. Sorry that i was a little uncertain in sharing, cos i was really afraid that everything that happened was due the illusion. Anyway, its great letting you know the truth behind fuking obliv. You have always been someone special in my life and i'm glad that despite everything that happened, we still have a chance to carry on our friendship.

Phew, having something to say that everything is anticipating for you to say sure isnt easy!

My eyebag must be insanely huge now.

蔡旻佑. Spotted him on the broadcast and noticed his inrresistable charm in his eyes and his undivided focus and devotion in delievering his song. His version of COMPLICATED sucks big time though.

Got 2 tees from crapping mate, lol. One is nice while e other is ermmmmm..... yuck. All cos of its colour.

So i finally got it today and it ends my one-eyed night life, lol. Ok, probably 2 nights, cos e remaining nights i chose to wander around in my seemingly perfect eyesight.

I noticed it does look kinda plain on my face. PRobably i should have listened to that attendent and gotten a darker one. Oh well...

Its may finally and i noticed i've loitered around long enough. Time to move on. Yea, like what rain told me and i told her, its time to move on!! Though i thought i was a little harsh, but its unavoidable and i'm glad that someone agreed with me to e very least.

蔡旻佑 Evan Yo - 我可以

Yea it sure pays to wake up early, though i was kinda grumpy about it initally. Hahah.. waking up so early on a hol is no joke. SEriously, its insane, but they did it, so i did it too.

Got lotsa of stuffs accomplished within e day. Macdonaldsbf, blading, cycling, talking, strolling, basketball, munching, bowling.

I must admit that though i have some serious biceps i suck big time at repetitive basketball. The arms ache like hell from e massive build-up of lectic acid. Geez.

Bowling is fun, considering i did not bowl for so long. Hmmm and today finally understood the geeez of e game. Talking about x and / and how the scoring system works. Though my score for a game barely hit e passing mark. If i'm not wrong, its 300. But, its ok, even for Naes who obtained almost insanely perfect scores throughout barely make e mark too. To get e ball straight is e crucial part. But experimentalling with it is fun, despite scoring a new low. Its all for a better future, so what if it appears lousy now.

Ok. All i wanted was to catch a movie, but to my dismay, e spiderman craze rampaged e cinemas and stole e show. Geexx...was shocked to arrive at a cinema, HUGE one somemore, to find it showing only 3 pathetic shows including spiderman. It seems like 7 out of 10 halls are showing it at slightly different timings and halls are fully max out. Crapp. But its okay actually, cos i guess all we wanted is to find something to waste our otherwise boring afternoon away.

Geeezz, hot face, wonder if i got sun burnt again. The irony is that there isnt seems to be much sun in e first place.

Oh ya, spotted another familiar face today. Hmm, guess that's e first time i ever spotted someone there. ITs NY. Hmm, still looks exactly e same, face as black as before. I still remembered long ago, when he thought i was calling him or something and his face suddenly softened up. Haah, that's cute. But then, we never spoke before.

That's life, most of e time, we spent our lives bumping into people we often see but never talked to. Is that e way it should be? Should we have broke e ice first? At least in years to come, should we bump into each other again. It wont be a ..... hey we've never talked before, though i've seen him/her hundreds of times. I used to think why bother? Since that person is just a passing icon in our lives, but these people, they probably occupy my mind for an entire hour in my entire life, so probably i should know more besides just how they look like and how i felt towards a face i never spoke to. But, is that too much additional information too much for me to digest? Shrugs. Sometimes, i just met people who made me felt like i should have spoken to them in e first place. People's perspective changes along with time and i guess mine did too. For once, i felt like being e one to break e ice first. Though they seems to be no need to, but i felt like i want to do it. Strange to say, its to see their response.

Its interesting to approach people in a manner they least expect and see how they respond to it. lol.