Sunday, May 29, 2005
Tsk tsk...added some new features to my blog...after much hassle
1. A lyrics jukebox
2. Lyrics search bar
Let's welcome them to e family... *clap*x3 :B
Tiring day for me today. Guess i Zzz too much yesterday. As a result, slept real late yesterday, but no choice, had to get up early today. Seems like a blessing, they couldnt produce e data, so i didnt have to go down to work after all. The other thing is that luckily i still went ktv, so not really wasted e day. Imagine if i cancel everything only to realise i dont have to go down in e end. Kinda ...... mah.
Well, marcus does have a nice voice, but like tpole, is only nice for certain songs but absolutely disasterous on others. I guess it works e same for everyone? For those songs which you never really practise for a lot of times, you just aint that sure where to raise your pitch or give that little twist? Strangely, my voice appears real nice on some songs but yucky on others, i wonder why? Anyway, i guess i need to put in more effort..haha, i'm just not that gifted in singing. Fustrating is that i realised i produce a monotonous tone at times. Boring! boring...!!~ But who knows..skali my voice is Dragon voice leh?! *Grins*
Dragon voice is e name of this comic series i picked up in e library. Its about this boy Shan who has an ulitmately yuCky voice when he sings solo, but however, in a rare encounter with the pop wonder Beatmen, he discover his voice is actually this legendary voice called dragon voice. A voice capable of producing angelic cum devilish singing tone. When his voice is combined with e others, they produced this perfect voice that memerised many.
Wow..suddenly feel like reading it..but its been quite some time since i last read it. Hmm, cant even remember which book i stop at. .
off to finish dinner .. and Zzzz . Else a cane awaits?!! yikes~~~
1. A lyrics jukebox
2. Lyrics search bar
Let's welcome them to e family... *clap*x3 :B
Tiring day for me today. Guess i Zzz too much yesterday. As a result, slept real late yesterday, but no choice, had to get up early today. Seems like a blessing, they couldnt produce e data, so i didnt have to go down to work after all. The other thing is that luckily i still went ktv, so not really wasted e day. Imagine if i cancel everything only to realise i dont have to go down in e end. Kinda ...... mah.
Well, marcus does have a nice voice, but like tpole, is only nice for certain songs but absolutely disasterous on others. I guess it works e same for everyone? For those songs which you never really practise for a lot of times, you just aint that sure where to raise your pitch or give that little twist? Strangely, my voice appears real nice on some songs but yucky on others, i wonder why? Anyway, i guess i need to put in more effort..haha, i'm just not that gifted in singing. Fustrating is that i realised i produce a monotonous tone at times. Boring! boring...!!~ But who knows..skali my voice is Dragon voice leh?! *Grins*
Dragon voice is e name of this comic series i picked up in e library. Its about this boy Shan who has an ulitmately yuCky voice when he sings solo, but however, in a rare encounter with the pop wonder Beatmen, he discover his voice is actually this legendary voice called dragon voice. A voice capable of producing angelic cum devilish singing tone. When his voice is combined with e others, they produced this perfect voice that memerised many.
Wow..suddenly feel like reading it..but its been quite some time since i last read it. Hmm, cant even remember which book i stop at. .
off to finish dinner .. and Zzzz . Else a cane awaits?!! yikes~~~
Saturday, May 28, 2005
2 be 3 - Even If
Even if the sun refused to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There would still be you and me
Ever since the start of time
You've had my love (oh yeah)
Even before i knew your name
I knew your heart (oh girl)
In the dark of the darkest night
I can see your face (yeah)
I always knew from the very start
I would find a way
[chorus]
Even if the sun refused to shine
Even if we lived in differrent times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There would still be you and me
Even if the world would disappear
Even if the clouds would shed no tears
Even if tonite was juz a dream
There would still be you and me
Today is Sat and i awoke at 130. Kekek, finally, i've managed to get some decent sleep. I know I must sleep at least 7 hours every night,but i always end up ZZz ard 1 plus. Its really maddening cos i wont be able to focus at work e next day.
WG and Bin asked me if wanna go out, but i decided not to. Hmm, i admit that i get real sianz when i spend too much time at home. I probably just wasted my day infront of e computer. But, i really really wanted to spend some time lazing around. Its not that i dont wanna spend time with them, but how should i say?
To understand someone is so difficult, but to understand myself. . why dont we have a cake instead?
Mum is always there saying all e negative things to me. I know she didnt meant it, but it seems like a constant hypotising tool, and now it seems like subconsiously, i have all these negative thoughts about things. She always fussing over me, like whether i've brought my wallet or tissue etc. So much so that, sometimes i do wonder if i really have such a lousy memory. I feel that her concern towards me just isnt necessary. I'm not a kid anymore, so i can take care of things. So, even if i really forget to bring things, well, let me suffer a day and i'll learn my lesson. Her constant reminder would only cause me to rely on her, its as though like subconsiously, i would not even bother to remember, after all, she would be there to remind me about it.
Those days back at e hostel, i lived without her, yet nothing serious happen. I cleaned my room regularly, tidied e bed and everything seems nice and proper. Though things isnt in e best shape, but it wasnt e worst either. But, once i got back home, in her eyes, i'm just that worthless bum who cant handle anything. Everything i do, she just have to add a comment, as if i bound to get into trouble. I really miss those days in hostel, where i have total freedom minus e nagging. If people ask why i dont miss home, thats why, nagging .. spare me of it.
listening to Lin Jun Jie- No.89757 . . Nice Album. Halfway through it, would rate it 8/10
WG and Bin asked me if wanna go out, but i decided not to. Hmm, i admit that i get real sianz when i spend too much time at home. I probably just wasted my day infront of e computer. But, i really really wanted to spend some time lazing around. Its not that i dont wanna spend time with them, but how should i say?
To understand someone is so difficult, but to understand myself. . why dont we have a cake instead?
Mum is always there saying all e negative things to me. I know she didnt meant it, but it seems like a constant hypotising tool, and now it seems like subconsiously, i have all these negative thoughts about things. She always fussing over me, like whether i've brought my wallet or tissue etc. So much so that, sometimes i do wonder if i really have such a lousy memory. I feel that her concern towards me just isnt necessary. I'm not a kid anymore, so i can take care of things. So, even if i really forget to bring things, well, let me suffer a day and i'll learn my lesson. Her constant reminder would only cause me to rely on her, its as though like subconsiously, i would not even bother to remember, after all, she would be there to remind me about it.
Those days back at e hostel, i lived without her, yet nothing serious happen. I cleaned my room regularly, tidied e bed and everything seems nice and proper. Though things isnt in e best shape, but it wasnt e worst either. But, once i got back home, in her eyes, i'm just that worthless bum who cant handle anything. Everything i do, she just have to add a comment, as if i bound to get into trouble. I really miss those days in hostel, where i have total freedom minus e nagging. If people ask why i dont miss home, thats why, nagging .. spare me of it.
listening to Lin Jun Jie- No.89757 . . Nice Album. Halfway through it, would rate it 8/10
Friday, May 27, 2005
6
Finally, i'm getting some decent work to do, not just burning cds or sitting around reading newspapers and dozing off.. Busy myself e entire day. Good good, keeps me from getting senile.
But, e point is, its as though e possibilty of a real fire is ZERO, cos no one cares when e bell rings, but dismiss it as a drill. So what happens if a real fire takes place?
Anyway, somehow someone started e march out of e office and everyone slowly follow. Everyone just smile and giggle as we stroll to e emergency stairs.There is a serious mistake in e design of e stairway. Its so narrow, allowing 2 people to move side by side at 1 time. Most important of all, we're at e top of e commerical building. How many people are there per level? No wonder there's even jams along e way down e stairs.
Didnt felt like meeting Mel today as i was feeling kinda tired and thought of lotsa lame excuses that i can say. But, didnt in e end as that wont be nice. But, eventually, we didnt get to meet, as something crop up at work and so she couldnt make it. Hmm, seems like a long time since i spend e friday night at home and e night is over before i know it.
Was listening to my hp's ringtone when i came upon Qi Li Xiang. Something that all seems so familar some time back. After all, that's my first mp3 ringtone. .
There's an fire evcuation exercise today. Well, there's a notice on e door, but i guess we all didnt notice it? The norm reaction when the bell goes off is
1. Look around to see others' response
2. Laugh it off as a joke
3. Go back to whatever you're doing
4. If siren persists, probably gently discard your stuff and stroll out of e place
But, e point is, its as though e possibilty of a real fire is ZERO, cos no one cares when e bell rings, but dismiss it as a drill. So what happens if a real fire takes place?
E hilarious part is that there was this announcement "dong dong dong. . Your attention please, the fire alarm is being triggered off. We're investigating the cause of it. ..."Hmm, as if its some announcement in e departmental store.
Anyway, somehow someone started e march out of e office and everyone slowly follow. Everyone just smile and giggle as we stroll to e emergency stairs.There is a serious mistake in e design of e stairway. Its so narrow, allowing 2 people to move side by side at 1 time. Most important of all, we're at e top of e commerical building. How many people are there per level? No wonder there's even jams along e way down e stairs.
Didnt felt like meeting Mel today as i was feeling kinda tired and thought of lotsa lame excuses that i can say. But, didnt in e end as that wont be nice. But, eventually, we didnt get to meet, as something crop up at work and so she couldnt make it. Hmm, seems like a long time since i spend e friday night at home and e night is over before i know it.
Was listening to my hp's ringtone when i came upon Qi Li Xiang. Something that all seems so familar some time back. After all, that's my first mp3 ringtone. .
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
It started off with 2 small bruises on my arm, wanting it to recover fast, i was rubbing them e whole time and now they combined to give this insanely huge one. .
Kor just called back. He said he's at somewhere near Mount Fuji now, hmm, but now is summer, so shouldnt be that samui desu? *Shrugs* Never been there before, so wouldnt know how's the temperature like. . hmm, e CF cards and thumbdrives are cheap according to him. Yeah, heard that cameras are cheap there too, just that e manual is all in japanese, so pointless, as it wont make a cow sense to us.ok, 1 day less before he's back!
Task for e day.. would be to check out e price of thumbdrives/CF cards. But seriously, i have Fai's thumbdrive now, so i dont really need one. Besides, when muvo comes back to me, i can use it as thumb too. Shouldnt really splunge on one right? But, what other things can i get from Japan? Hmmm...
Monday, May 23, 2005
断了的弦
by Jay Chow
断了的弦 再怎么练 我的感觉 你已听不见
你的转变 像断掉的线 再怎么接 音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨
我沈默 你的话也不多 我们之间少了什么 不说
哎唷 微笑后 表情终于有点难过 握着你的手 问你确定了再走
我突然释怀的笑 笑着盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇 来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉 说会记住我的好 我也弯起了嘴角 笑
你的美 已经给了谁 追了又追 我要不回
我了解 离开树的叶 属于地上的世界 凋谢
断了的弦 再弹一遍 我的世界 你不在里面
我的指尖 已经弹出茧 还是无法留你在我身边
断了的弦 再怎么练 我的感觉 你已听不见
你的转变 像断掉的弦 再怎么接 音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨
断了的弦 再怎么练 我的感觉 你已听不见
你的转变 像断掉的线 再怎么接 音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨
我沈默 你的话也不多 我们之间少了什么 不说
哎唷 微笑后 表情终于有点难过 握着你的手 问你确定了再走
我突然释怀的笑 笑着盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇 来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉 说会记住我的好 我也弯起了嘴角 笑
你的美 已经给了谁 追了又追 我要不回
我了解 离开树的叶 属于地上的世界 凋谢
断了的弦 再弹一遍 我的世界 你不在里面
我的指尖 已经弹出茧 还是无法留你在我身边
断了的弦 再怎么练 我的感觉 你已听不见
你的转变 像断掉的弦 再怎么接 音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨
Monday . .
Had been out cycling since morning with Raine. We went Imm for lunch and tried taking e track besides e business park and end up having to cross a mini train bridge. The bridge is made up of planks of metal placed at regular spacings. Thus.. we can look through the bridge and see the canal beneath. Things as this, i guess i cant really hide my fear. and had to trouble her to guide me across though she's scared herself. Why aint i able to be more like her, being able to comfort people when she's just as scared too. . Thats my second time on a train bridge. .
As we sat down to rest, i realised time passed so fast, a year since she graduated and 1/2 a year for me. What have we achieved and what have we been through? Have i matured and grown during this period?
This long weekend, seems like another life to me, not as usual back to the office, but up to something else. Donate blood, dining under e moon, spending half a day at e temple, visit tomodachi, getting a free spin round e island, cycling half a day and not forgetting completing LADY FAN. Everyday, i seems to have exhausted myself to e limit, but ultimately, am i happy and what's my purpose in life?
Everyday, i'm doing things cos everyone's doing it, but what for?
As we sat down to rest, i realised time passed so fast, a year since she graduated and 1/2 a year for me. What have we achieved and what have we been through? Have i matured and grown during this period?
This long weekend, seems like another life to me, not as usual back to the office, but up to something else. Donate blood, dining under e moon, spending half a day at e temple, visit tomodachi, getting a free spin round e island, cycling half a day and not forgetting completing LADY FAN. Everyday, i seems to have exhausted myself to e limit, but ultimately, am i happy and what's my purpose in life?
Everyday, i'm doing things cos everyone's doing it, but what for?
She mentioned that her friend just ended a 3 year relationship. 3 years. . i've heard of so many cases, 难道 when things reached e end, that's no turning back?
人与人的 关系真是极为复杂，并非三言两语能说清的。
But for someone who dont even have faith in relationships, for someone who didnt really enter one before, who am i to comment?
My thigh muscles ached like ........
listening to Ge Qian - Jay Chow
Vesak Day . .
------ 5 ----
Was at a temple today. When i first heard the singing of the chant, it sort of brought me some kind of familiarity. Brought me back to those days at metta camp, days where we had to listen to chant as we proceed our tables for our meals, had vegetarian food etc. In short, a simple life. Though felt kinda pissed with endless lessons they put us through, but i sorta like it deep down i guess. Does the chant brought me calm, soothing feeling? Sometimes, i would say, cos others might irritate me as they kept repeating the same phrases. Maybe i should give buddhism a try. You never know..
People normally make a statment during first impression, and seek to reinforce their beliefs in subsequent contacts.
So, i should not restrict myself from it, but give it a shot. Just like vegetables and bananas, they had became my favourites.
Sometimes i wonder if kenny's faking it or just plain dumb like me. Fancy making all the wrong moves and sent us going round the place before reaching our destination. But wow, what do you know, 23 is indeed a super express bus from the east to central. .
Dont think, feel... a small quote from Bruce Lee from Hatsu Taiken. In relationships with people, is that the approach to do things? Sometimes, its as though, the more i think, the more i complicate matters. Sometimes, i felt like i really dont belong to this world, its as though i'm an alien from somewhere, cos i just dont undestand why people react in that manner. How people could just fly kites, or simply just turn up late. Twice this week, i apologise that i would be very late due to some serious matters, but upon reaching, realised i'm the earliest. How can people bear to let their friends wait so long for them? Or, how can someone possibly bear to hit their loved ones? Or how can someone enter an relationship, cos they cant bear the lonelinesss? But, i dont understand, really dont, as to how people could have done these. But, probably this of all deemed okay to everyone? Probably only i find it seriously wrong. Probably we really dont have so perfect to live in this world. Cos in fact, no one is perfect. Baaahhhh`
Just as i thought i had a rough idea of the world, i'm back at the starting point of exploring.
Was at a temple today. When i first heard the singing of the chant, it sort of brought me some kind of familiarity. Brought me back to those days at metta camp, days where we had to listen to chant as we proceed our tables for our meals, had vegetarian food etc. In short, a simple life. Though felt kinda pissed with endless lessons they put us through, but i sorta like it deep down i guess. Does the chant brought me calm, soothing feeling? Sometimes, i would say, cos others might irritate me as they kept repeating the same phrases. Maybe i should give buddhism a try. You never know..
People normally make a statment during first impression, and seek to reinforce their beliefs in subsequent contacts.
So, i should not restrict myself from it, but give it a shot. Just like vegetables and bananas, they had became my favourites.
Sometimes i wonder if kenny's faking it or just plain dumb like me. Fancy making all the wrong moves and sent us going round the place before reaching our destination. But wow, what do you know, 23 is indeed a super express bus from the east to central. .
Dont think, feel... a small quote from Bruce Lee from Hatsu Taiken. In relationships with people, is that the approach to do things? Sometimes, its as though, the more i think, the more i complicate matters. Sometimes, i felt like i really dont belong to this world, its as though i'm an alien from somewhere, cos i just dont undestand why people react in that manner. How people could just fly kites, or simply just turn up late. Twice this week, i apologise that i would be very late due to some serious matters, but upon reaching, realised i'm the earliest. How can people bear to let their friends wait so long for them? Or, how can someone possibly bear to hit their loved ones? Or how can someone enter an relationship, cos they cant bear the lonelinesss? But, i dont understand, really dont, as to how people could have done these. But, probably this of all deemed okay to everyone? Probably only i find it seriously wrong. Probably we really dont have so perfect to live in this world. Cos in fact, no one is perfect. Baaahhhh`
Just as i thought i had a rough idea of the world, i'm back at the starting point of exploring.
Friday, May 20, 2005
GOt a real cute bandage on my elbow... kaka..will post e pic up when i get e chance to do so. .
Its a long time since i last had a chicken pie, and it taste so great. Sometimes, things just slipped out of your mind, and you never realised that even exist till you happpen to bump into it.
Met Karen,Eva and their 2 other friends for dinner today. After lotsa time wasting, we finally settled at rong guang bbq seafood located at the junction of sunset way, just beside the jogging track. The food is average i would say, but herbal chicken smells so great. I remember smelling some time back, so that's why wanna have some tonight. Pros about this place, is being able to sit in the open. Cons is the place is kinda too bright and the music is ........ Karen brought back quite a lot of my memories of vietnam. She mentioned of e house of her tuition kid, and e dogs that's free to roam around e house. REminds me of auntie's house, happy, its mum and de other dog. Happy is this cute little dog in the house, and its name was given by J. sheesh.. couldnt find a proper pic of Happy, nevertheless, e image of Happy remains deeply imprint in my head. After all, it's my favorite dog . .
Pic of Happy's mum n auntie's house n porch - One of the best houses over there...
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My all-time favourite . . Pork "Mee Feng" - 3000 dong = about 30 cents only!! but losta msg..
Besides that, was my 2nd trip to KL. The 2 trips were entirely different. The first was a shopping trip, while e second was a budget/ scenery trip. Thinking back, i really felt kinda bad for pulling such a long face in e KL trip. YM done his best and i should really try to be happy to make things pleasant for us all. *Konk!* I really deserve a hammer on e head for making everyone so unhappy. .
Nee mentioned about mp3 player, so i thought of collecting some information and passing to her. But, after much thought, i didnt give her in e end. After all, she's just didnt know me too well and i really thought its kinda strange for me to present her all my findings. But, its just out of my zest for wanting her to choose the right player. Somehow, at times, i have this zest in helping choose the best possible gadget and cant stand it if they didnt bother to read up to find out more on what they wanted to get. I thought it would be great to let them know what i know. That way, they can make a better decision.
Probably i pretty much like her as a person, someone i look up to, so i'm that nosy. Hmm, i guess i looked up to people who's serious in their work. That kind of seriousness they display during work. Dont ask me why, but they seems to give off a kind of charm. I remember seeing this friend who suddenly become very serious during the group meeting, and kinda amazed me somehow. One who's so childish and playful, suddenly become very serious. Probably, its e person that possess such extreme personality, yet able to handle it so well that caught my attention. But of cos, if that person is just serious, yet blabber complete rubbish, that wouldnt attract me. Probably, that what's lacking in me, that's why, i admire people who posseses that. Similarly, i look up to people who are mature in their thoughts, cos that's what's lacking in me.
Anyway, probably i'm exaggerating things over here in thinking i might look weird. Probably its perfectly normal for someone to offer you help, when they feel you'll need it. Bahhh...i really shouldnt be too bothered by how people think.
Its a long time since i last had a chicken pie, and it taste so great. Sometimes, things just slipped out of your mind, and you never realised that even exist till you happpen to bump into it.
Met Karen,Eva and their 2 other friends for dinner today. After lotsa time wasting, we finally settled at rong guang bbq seafood located at the junction of sunset way, just beside the jogging track. The food is average i would say, but herbal chicken smells so great. I remember smelling some time back, so that's why wanna have some tonight. Pros about this place, is being able to sit in the open. Cons is the place is kinda too bright and the music is ........ Karen brought back quite a lot of my memories of vietnam. She mentioned of e house of her tuition kid, and e dogs that's free to roam around e house. REminds me of auntie's house, happy, its mum and de other dog. Happy is this cute little dog in the house, and its name was given by J. sheesh.. couldnt find a proper pic of Happy, nevertheless, e image of Happy remains deeply imprint in my head. After all, it's my favorite dog . .
Pic of Happy's mum n auntie's house n porch - One of the best houses over there...
.My all-time favourite . . Pork "Mee Feng" - 3000 dong = about 30 cents only!! but losta msg..
Besides that, was my 2nd trip to KL. The 2 trips were entirely different. The first was a shopping trip, while e second was a budget/ scenery trip. Thinking back, i really felt kinda bad for pulling such a long face in e KL trip. YM done his best and i should really try to be happy to make things pleasant for us all. *Konk!* I really deserve a hammer on e head for making everyone so unhappy. .
Nee mentioned about mp3 player, so i thought of collecting some information and passing to her. But, after much thought, i didnt give her in e end. After all, she's just didnt know me too well and i really thought its kinda strange for me to present her all my findings. But, its just out of my zest for wanting her to choose the right player. Somehow, at times, i have this zest in helping choose the best possible gadget and cant stand it if they didnt bother to read up to find out more on what they wanted to get. I thought it would be great to let them know what i know. That way, they can make a better decision.
Probably i pretty much like her as a person, someone i look up to, so i'm that nosy. Hmm, i guess i looked up to people who's serious in their work. That kind of seriousness they display during work. Dont ask me why, but they seems to give off a kind of charm. I remember seeing this friend who suddenly become very serious during the group meeting, and kinda amazed me somehow. One who's so childish and playful, suddenly become very serious. Probably, its e person that possess such extreme personality, yet able to handle it so well that caught my attention. But of cos, if that person is just serious, yet blabber complete rubbish, that wouldnt attract me. Probably, that what's lacking in me, that's why, i admire people who posseses that. Similarly, i look up to people who are mature in their thoughts, cos that's what's lacking in me.
Anyway, probably i'm exaggerating things over here in thinking i might look weird. Probably its perfectly normal for someone to offer you help, when they feel you'll need it. Bahhh...i really shouldnt be too bothered by how people think.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
just a quickie
Barely haf time for anything b4 its time to Zzzz... went to see SL at the hospital today. Looks like beauty sleep works?? She seems to be in great shape except for the eye bags.. haah. I guess most important is she looks perfectly fine, and pretty much very You3 Jin1 Sheng2(how do express that in english anyway? sheesh, my brain almost gone...so cant think of it) Kept yawning non-stop all de way on the bus. My mouth open so wide somemore.
Den took a 5mins walk along the quiet stretch to reach home. Saw a couple of stars along the way home, and wp mention about the house that was in construction as we walked passed it. All these brought back memories of vietnam, the nights under a sky filled with stars, so unreal and the nites i cuddle up in the sleeping bag, on the floor on auntie's house.
Pissing me off, is my lousy memory. Its as though nothing matters, whatever that happens, i cant seems to remember a thing. Just like just now at SGH, its like a walk down the memory lane. It all seems so familiar, i remembered being there to visit someone. Not only just to accompany HM to visit her dad before, but someone else too. But, i simply cant recall anything, but just that its an afternoon, and i went to the cafe, now KOpitiam and took a bus that pass by chinatown after that. Damn, was the same de other time too, i was in the lift when i saw this lady, try as i may, i cant recall why i found her so familiar. It was days later when i realised she was one of my interviewers.
off to shower, finish my untouched dinner, watch lady fan and Zzzzzzz....*slap*when can i be nicer to myself and tuck myself into bed at 12 and not 1am? arggghh!!!!!~ 2325pm
side comments 1: felt very bo xin, sigh...went to visit SL yet didnt bring any get well soon cards, teddy or something to cheer her up. Did thot of gettting her a bear when i was in gift shop this afternn, but fast as i remembered, fast as it slipped out of my mind. That's caalled bo xin!!!~
side coments 2: Dont understand de approach people use on computers at times, pressing A prog to get prog B, issit the same as pressing B prog straight away?? So why dont u just do the latter, instead of going the long way? ....people....besides, if you bother to spend a few more mins reading carefully instead of blindly doing it, wouldnt everything all make sense?
side comment 3: Lastly, dont keep thinking the prog hang and furiously clicking the CROSS to shut it down!!! its just that the computer is slow and is still processing. Shutting it down and restart doesnt make it any better and not necessary faster!!!Why dont you just wait a few more secs than restarting the prog like for ten times???!!
side comment 4: Can i kick u? The computer that cause my excel to just have errors and shut down just like that without having me save a single bit of the work i've been doing for the past hour? Huh? Can 1??
Den took a 5mins walk along the quiet stretch to reach home. Saw a couple of stars along the way home, and wp mention about the house that was in construction as we walked passed it. All these brought back memories of vietnam, the nights under a sky filled with stars, so unreal and the nites i cuddle up in the sleeping bag, on the floor on auntie's house.
Pissing me off, is my lousy memory. Its as though nothing matters, whatever that happens, i cant seems to remember a thing. Just like just now at SGH, its like a walk down the memory lane. It all seems so familiar, i remembered being there to visit someone. Not only just to accompany HM to visit her dad before, but someone else too. But, i simply cant recall anything, but just that its an afternoon, and i went to the cafe, now KOpitiam and took a bus that pass by chinatown after that. Damn, was the same de other time too, i was in the lift when i saw this lady, try as i may, i cant recall why i found her so familiar. It was days later when i realised she was one of my interviewers.
off to shower, finish my untouched dinner, watch lady fan and Zzzzzzz....*slap*when can i be nicer to myself and tuck myself into bed at 12 and not 1am? arggghh!!!!!~ 2325pm
side comments 1: felt very bo xin, sigh...went to visit SL yet didnt bring any get well soon cards, teddy or something to cheer her up. Did thot of gettting her a bear when i was in gift shop this afternn, but fast as i remembered, fast as it slipped out of my mind. That's caalled bo xin!!!~
side coments 2: Dont understand de approach people use on computers at times, pressing A prog to get prog B, issit the same as pressing B prog straight away?? So why dont u just do the latter, instead of going the long way? ....people....besides, if you bother to spend a few more mins reading carefully instead of blindly doing it, wouldnt everything all make sense?
side comment 3: Lastly, dont keep thinking the prog hang and furiously clicking the CROSS to shut it down!!! its just that the computer is slow and is still processing. Shutting it down and restart doesnt make it any better and not necessary faster!!!Why dont you just wait a few more secs than restarting the prog like for ten times???!!
side comment 4: Can i kick u? The computer that cause my excel to just have errors and shut down just like that without having me save a single bit of the work i've been doing for the past hour? Huh? Can 1??
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Crazy weather
Bah...what kind of weather we have here? Was sunny and hot when i set off for work today, and its raining like nobody's business after that!? And its good old june, according to mum and joan, its supposeed to be hot and sunny now, hey, mr sun.....wher are u sneaking off to this time round?
Real silly today, in an attempt to rush home today, i boarded this sorta express bus 174e which sorta follows de same old route, but aint stopping at bus stops along farrer n bt. All i wanted to do, was to fast forward myself to a couple of bus stops down the road, but i din expect to receive a duhhh` expensive flat rate from the scanner. Bahhhh....what to do? That's the price to pay for foolishness... damn bus company, didnt make clear they gonna charged differently for this bus.
Went GNc yesterday, and now den i realised how expensive mass gaining powder are. Nuttts..ss... no way am i going to pay about 100 bucks just for 2 kg of powder. . The salesperson said the powder is high in protein, but still it doesnt justify the 100 bucks... with that, i could have gone to 5 ktvs .. or immersed myself in a couple of liver training sessions. . lalala~
They went to submit stuff today. Package 1 and 2. But, package 1 is jus a miserable thin booklet, while package 2 is like made up of 5 or 6? To think they bundle package 2 together first, and so off the 2 of them went , one of them carrying like nutss..s..s. They could have split the load and upon reaching the destination, then bundle together mah...people.....what are they thinking??!
"Happiness is like a bubble on the stream, that in the about of seizing, shrinks to naught." John Clare
ohhh ya, what was i doing in office today? Typing tons of numbers....bah...type so many that when i dozing off that time and aint really looking at numberpad, still able to accurately key in everything!!
i must really learned to enjoy working, in that way,
1)i dont doze off
2)i'm efficient
3)i'm vv efficient
4)i'm vvvvv efficient..
Maybe i'm nuts, but i guess i like it when i'm working.. somehow, i kinda derive satisfaction when i notice i'm real focus in my work, and things are progressing at an tremandous rate....
Real silly today, in an attempt to rush home today, i boarded this sorta express bus 174e which sorta follows de same old route, but aint stopping at bus stops along farrer n bt. All i wanted to do, was to fast forward myself to a couple of bus stops down the road, but i din expect to receive a duhhh` expensive flat rate from the scanner. Bahhhh....what to do? That's the price to pay for foolishness... damn bus company, didnt make clear they gonna charged differently for this bus.
Went GNc yesterday, and now den i realised how expensive mass gaining powder are. Nuttts..ss... no way am i going to pay about 100 bucks just for 2 kg of powder. . The salesperson said the powder is high in protein, but still it doesnt justify the 100 bucks... with that, i could have gone to 5 ktvs .. or immersed myself in a couple of liver training sessions. . lalala~
They went to submit stuff today. Package 1 and 2. But, package 1 is jus a miserable thin booklet, while package 2 is like made up of 5 or 6? To think they bundle package 2 together first, and so off the 2 of them went , one of them carrying like nutss..s..s. They could have split the load and upon reaching the destination, then bundle together mah...people.....what are they thinking??!
"Happiness is like a bubble on the stream, that in the about of seizing, shrinks to naught." John Clare
ohhh ya, what was i doing in office today? Typing tons of numbers....bah...type so many that when i dozing off that time and aint really looking at numberpad, still able to accurately key in everything!!
i must really learned to enjoy working, in that way,
1)i dont doze off
2)i'm efficient
3)i'm vv efficient
4)i'm vvvvv efficient..
Maybe i'm nuts, but i guess i like it when i'm working.. somehow, i kinda derive satisfaction when i notice i'm real focus in my work, and things are progressing at an tremandous rate....
Monday, May 16, 2005
Weltanschauung
Weltanschauung* - world view
"Happiness isnt like arriving at a destination. We don't one day arrive at a certain place and be flooded with happiness. There is always a next stop. "
"Happiness is like a butterfly, might settle on you when u least expect it, but flutter off when you tried to chase after it. "
"The trouble with the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat." Lily Tomlin
"Nothing's interesting if we are not interested."
"the only thing constant in life is change"
"We should learn how to think and not what to think"
This are some quotes i taken out of The happiness equation. Despite reading so much on it, and knowing that happiness depends on ourself and we have to be proactive, but i still cant help feeling down at times.
Its as though i took ages to climb out of the well, but a little push, and i'm right back at where i was, right at the bottom of the well.
Probably cos i havent found a job. i felt so lost, like a little bottle, floating aimlessly. Wish i could meet an island someday, and have someone discover me and read the scroll i had along with me. . Bahh...
The difference between happy people and unhappy people is that happy people only make downward comparions, while unhappy people have both upward and downward comparions and they only dwell on upward comparions. They spend days searching for confirmation that life had given them a poor deck of cards. It sounds so like me, keep dwelling in misery.
I must stop being so narcassistic, and think about others too, and not just in my pool of misery. It seems as though that when life have a meaning and purpose, thats where happiness surfaces.
But where do i go to find a full stop for the question i have?
Not making sense as usual....lalala~
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Tackey & Tsubasa - True Heart
There were two versions to this song, the japanese version and international version. The international version is yucky.. but i posted it anyway, so that in future, can still roughly understand what the japanese version is about.
I feel I do
Kono machi ni sakuhana
Inochi no nai kakera no yousa
I know I do
Keitai no memorii
Aitakunaru dareka ga inai
When did your heart stop loving me?
Kowaresou da yo
Iki wo shite kokoro ni furete hoshii noni
Why did my heart cry loving me?
Harisakesou ni
Ai ga naifu no you nan da
So hadaka no true heart
I feel I do
Koe wo wasureta boku
Kodoku ni tada kawareta torisa
When did your heart stop loving me
Kowaresou da yo
Meguri au subete kuru wa sete yuku
Why did my heart cry loving me?
Kizu wo nokoshite
Ai wa naifu no you nanda
So kawaita true heart
Itsu datte tooku bakari
Mukumori wo sagashiteru
Itsumo hitori
Ugokenaimama cry
When did your heart stop loving me? (loving me yeah)
Kowaresou da you (yeah yeah)
Iki wo shiteru kokoro ni furete hoshii noni (sore dake)
Why did my heart cry loving me?
Harisake sou ni
Ai ga naifu you nanda
So hadaka no true heart
I guess I know
You've already decided to go
Out of my life once more
No turning back that's for sure
Before you do
Girl please promise to tell me the truth
And if this must be so
Darling I just have to know
When did your heart stop loving me
Where did it all go wrong
How can it be we're suddenly weak
When we used to be so strong
When did your eyes start wandering
How could those feelings die
I can't believe this wasn't to be
It's tearing me up inside
It seems so strange
How such precious emotions can change
All that we held so dear
Somehow became so unclear
When did your heart stop loving me
Where did it all go wrong
How can it be we're suddenly weak
When we used to be so strong
When did your eyes start wandering
How could those feelings die
I can't believe this wasn't to be
It's tearing me up inside
I can't see why the magic died
Or the reason loved slipped through our hands
Help me to understand
I'm still trying to understand, oh
When did your heart stop loving me
Where did it all go wrong
How can it be we're suddenly weak
When we used to be so strong
When did your eyes start wandering
How could those feelings die
I can't believe this wasn't to be
It's tearing me up inside
Ohh...wow...
Baby, don't go wrong
I guess...I know...
You've already decided to go...
Tackey & Tsubasa is made up of Imai Tsubasa and Takizawa Hideaki(Tackey/Takki). Though i heard that tsubasa did act in summer snow, but i didnt really recall seeing him there!! Tsubasa looks nice only in certain pictures while Takki looks nice in all!!
I feel I do
Kono machi ni sakuhana
Inochi no nai kakera no yousa
I know I do
Keitai no memorii
Aitakunaru dareka ga inai
When did your heart stop loving me?
Kowaresou da yo
Iki wo shite kokoro ni furete hoshii noni
Why did my heart cry loving me?
Harisakesou ni
Ai ga naifu no you nan da
So hadaka no true heart
I feel I do
Koe wo wasureta boku
Kodoku ni tada kawareta torisa
When did your heart stop loving me
Kowaresou da yo
Meguri au subete kuru wa sete yuku
Why did my heart cry loving me?
Kizu wo nokoshite
Ai wa naifu no you nanda
So kawaita true heart
Itsu datte tooku bakari
Mukumori wo sagashiteru
Itsumo hitori
Ugokenaimama cry
When did your heart stop loving me? (loving me yeah)
Kowaresou da you (yeah yeah)
Iki wo shiteru kokoro ni furete hoshii noni (sore dake)
Why did my heart cry loving me?
Harisake sou ni
Ai ga naifu you nanda
So hadaka no true heart
I guess I know
You've already decided to go
Out of my life once more
No turning back that's for sure
Before you do
Girl please promise to tell me the truth
And if this must be so
Darling I just have to know
When did your heart stop loving me
Where did it all go wrong
How can it be we're suddenly weak
When we used to be so strong
When did your eyes start wandering
How could those feelings die
I can't believe this wasn't to be
It's tearing me up inside
It seems so strange
How such precious emotions can change
All that we held so dear
Somehow became so unclear
When did your heart stop loving me
Where did it all go wrong
How can it be we're suddenly weak
When we used to be so strong
When did your eyes start wandering
How could those feelings die
I can't believe this wasn't to be
It's tearing me up inside
I can't see why the magic died
Or the reason loved slipped through our hands
Help me to understand
I'm still trying to understand, oh
When did your heart stop loving me
Where did it all go wrong
How can it be we're suddenly weak
When we used to be so strong
When did your eyes start wandering
How could those feelings die
I can't believe this wasn't to be
It's tearing me up inside
Ohh...wow...
Baby, don't go wrong
I guess...I know...
You've already decided to go...
Tackey & Tsubasa is made up of Imai Tsubasa and Takizawa Hideaki(Tackey/Takki). Though i heard that tsubasa did act in summer snow, but i didnt really recall seeing him there!! Tsubasa looks nice only in certain pictures while Takki looks nice in all!!
Images from http://imai-tsubasa.com/
Due to watching his Taiyo no Kisetsu, i started a mass search for his kiseki song, and also downloaded T&T album. It wasnt easy, but i managed to. *grins* But that was ages ago, was fumbling through my music collection on my 2nd computer (The one i had while i was staying in school and hasnt been using since i moved home) So, i reckon these songs were at least a year old on my computer??
Anyway, now then i know that T&T's songs were used on inyasha. wow!¬
陈 洁 仪 - 等 了 又 等
教我怎么安排自己一生，教我心碎了如何伤过重生。
教我怎样抹去时光留痕，再为希望点一盏灯。
思念片片落地为尘，不自觉我已踏入其中越陷越深。
仅仅梦你就足以兴奋，宁愿折磨痴心等了又等。
爱著你，爱的真，爱到禁不起风雨一阵。
只因我，会想成，那是伤情人黯夜哭声。
爱著你，爱的深，要不我怎么还你今生。
若你在我心怀，不曾去又来，我不会揪著心悠悠期待。
教我怎么介入你的一生，教我梦醒时如何不怕雨声。
教我怎样熬过每个黄昏，教我如何点那盏灯。
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Tonight's rain is real strange. All of the sudden, there was a heavy downpour. Was one of the most heavy ones i've seen in ages. I was offered a ride, but after the car travelled for 10 secs? There was a single drop of rain in the new location.
Its like those comics we used to see, of a tiny cloud just above that person, once you moved out of it, TadAaaa.. there goes the rain. But today's rain was real scary, real heavy at one moment, den slight dizzling the next. What a drastic change. But, when the heavypour occured, that's when i had to alight from the bus and started walking to another bus stop to switch bus. Felt kinda scary somehow, as though the world is come to an end, and the whole place is deserted. No people nor cars.
Before that, i witnessed this spectacular procession. Guess is an temple procession. Initally, i thot it was Chu Bin.. cos at one portion, i heard this banging of the `luo and the rythm is so familiar. But, then, lotsa and lotsa things came on and one. I reckon that from the point the first and last man cross the same spot, the time taken was about 5 mins. Can imagine how long the procession is. Some were beautifully decorated vehicles with losta flourcent blue, green , pink tubes. Its kinda like chingy. There's also these people who pose as heavenly deities.The begining was nice too. Dance Lions performing stunts on the vehicle for everyone to see.
Tired .....Zzzz
-Continued- sunday 5pm
The procession is simply amazing. When, how many times in a lifetime can we get to see that? Hmm, few times? Though i tried to remain nonchalant, but i cant after sometime, and started snapping away using my mobile phone. Geesh..just find it amazing. The number of people involved, the number of people following with joshsticks in their hands and the amount of money dumped in employing the performers, decorating the vehicles etc etc.
Its like those comics we used to see, of a tiny cloud just above that person, once you moved out of it, TadAaaa.. there goes the rain. But today's rain was real scary, real heavy at one moment, den slight dizzling the next. What a drastic change. But, when the heavypour occured, that's when i had to alight from the bus and started walking to another bus stop to switch bus. Felt kinda scary somehow, as though the world is come to an end, and the whole place is deserted. No people nor cars.
Before that, i witnessed this spectacular procession. Guess is an temple procession. Initally, i thot it was Chu Bin.. cos at one portion, i heard this banging of the `luo and the rythm is so familiar. But, then, lotsa and lotsa things came on and one. I reckon that from the point the first and last man cross the same spot, the time taken was about 5 mins. Can imagine how long the procession is. Some were beautifully decorated vehicles with losta flourcent blue, green , pink tubes. Its kinda like chingy. There's also these people who pose as heavenly deities.The begining was nice too. Dance Lions performing stunts on the vehicle for everyone to see.
Tired .....Zzzz
-Continued- sunday 5pm
The procession is simply amazing. When, how many times in a lifetime can we get to see that? Hmm, few times? Though i tried to remain nonchalant, but i cant after sometime, and started snapping away using my mobile phone. Geesh..just find it amazing. The number of people involved, the number of people following with joshsticks in their hands and the amount of money dumped in employing the performers, decorating the vehicles etc etc.
Its really amazing the extent people would go to when they believe.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Was walking home just now and lotsa thoughts ran through my mind as usual. .
One of it was this topic on happiness..
I read in a book that happiness depends on ourselves, we are the triggering factor and not the environment. No matter what kind of environment, if we choose to face it positively, we could still be as happy as we want. But, why do we often choose the opposite and be gloomy about it. Really, i should just stop complaining and get some action kicking in. But.....i just said that, that's me, always so arrrh...
Went drinking yesterday, thinking that might be great. But, the beer only momentarily made me happier, i guess. Unless i get that brain of me to start thinking for the better, things would still be the same. Often, i thought, if i could get hold of this, i'll be happy. Or if that happens, i'll be happy, but when it really happens, i realise i'm not happy at all. So, it still boils down to the point that its not de events but myself, who is the ultimate determinating factor.
Two songs were on the radio, one is by Jacky Cheung and de other not sure by who though. . now is JAy Chow!
The other thing is that all of a sudden, i realised that friends around me started smoking. I dunno, i'm not really detesting people who smoke, but to me, its kinda shock. Be it social smoker or not, i cant believe they decided to take up a pack. To me, its definitely yucky, cant stand the taste of it in my throat or mouth, even for a minute. The other thing is i rather grab some booze than a pack of that. If its not addiction, i really dont understand why would anyone want to smoke. My friend mentioned about this momentarily "high", but still, it doesnt justify picking up a cigarette. Besides, it aint cheap at all.
One of it was this topic on happiness..
I read in a book that happiness depends on ourselves, we are the triggering factor and not the environment. No matter what kind of environment, if we choose to face it positively, we could still be as happy as we want. But, why do we often choose the opposite and be gloomy about it. Really, i should just stop complaining and get some action kicking in. But.....i just said that, that's me, always so arrrh...
Went drinking yesterday, thinking that might be great. But, the beer only momentarily made me happier, i guess. Unless i get that brain of me to start thinking for the better, things would still be the same. Often, i thought, if i could get hold of this, i'll be happy. Or if that happens, i'll be happy, but when it really happens, i realise i'm not happy at all. So, it still boils down to the point that its not de events but myself, who is the ultimate determinating factor.
Two songs were on the radio, one is by Jacky Cheung and de other not sure by who though. . now is JAy Chow!
The other thing is that all of a sudden, i realised that friends around me started smoking. I dunno, i'm not really detesting people who smoke, but to me, its kinda shock. Be it social smoker or not, i cant believe they decided to take up a pack. To me, its definitely yucky, cant stand the taste of it in my throat or mouth, even for a minute. The other thing is i rather grab some booze than a pack of that. If its not addiction, i really dont understand why would anyone want to smoke. My friend mentioned about this momentarily "high", but still, it doesnt justify picking up a cigarette. Besides, it aint cheap at all.
Monday, May 09, 2005
Song of the day. .
True by Ryan Cabrera
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
mmmm
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
mmmm
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
Sunday, May 08, 2005
shows i'm watching at the moment
1. Hatsu taiken
A dorama which is pretty boring. Managed to catch 3 or 4 episodes today, and i actually dozed off while i was watching. Reason why i watched? Cos it was on the other computer of mine, and cos wanting to watch something while i was having my lunch. Of cos i wasnt eating halfway and dozing off..though i had done so before..."wink*
Starring Mizuno Miki, a pretty nice looking actress. She isnt those very pretty ones, but has those kind of charm mature ladies possess? Like that actress from the dorama BRAND.
2. Lady fan
A TVB drama which is 20 episodes long. Not sure how many episodes i caught, but its plot is pretty lame too, just too unrealistic at times. But, the setting, costumes and leads are nice!! Starring Jessica Hsuan, Joe Ma.
3. Gauken Alice
Anime that revolves around kids with special abilities and are stuck in this alice academy, hence, the title gakuen alice. Lotsa of out of the world stuff that sparkles loads of fun and laughter. . Like that bear and gigantic piyo. . bleah!
4. One piece
Anime that i have been following for so long, and its still in the last of the filler series. Bah, slow going for now, but good for those scenarios where i catch 1 episode a week, but still wont really get lost as to what happen in last episode. . 142
5.Naruto
Bah... cant animeone just release faster? So would kakashi be able to reach in time? or would natuto be able to defeat sasuke alone with own efforts? Or would kakashi arrive at the last min, to save the day?.. 132
6. Square Pegs
Tv drama which revolves a dimwit and his wife. Really funny and the actor who poses as the dimwit has really done a great job! Find him real charming too, as he always gives this wide grin!!I first decided to give this show a try as Jessica was in it. Hmm, grown to like her shows ever since A step into the past. Think those roles who potrays a strong - headed girl and has her own views suits her very well. Probably that's what makes A step into the past and this show really nice. Seen another of her modern series titled A handful of love, but that didnt leave much impression. Guess she looks way better in those ancient series. Opps..not forgeting lady fan too!!
Starring Jessica Hsuan and Roger Kwok
7. Reflections ??
Not sure whats its english title, but its a local production. Absurd plot, and lotsa parts dont really make sense too. The reason i'll watch it is probably because i'm trying to make out whats going on. So, its revolves around this girl who supposely has a split personality but she doesnt realise it, but actually, she's just faking all of this so she can carry out plans for revenge. .
Hmm, so that's what it means to not writing eassys in exams with some superb plots, and ending off by saying its nothing but a dream. .Somehow, that would produce a zero mark.
A dorama which is pretty boring. Managed to catch 3 or 4 episodes today, and i actually dozed off while i was watching. Reason why i watched? Cos it was on the other computer of mine, and cos wanting to watch something while i was having my lunch. Of cos i wasnt eating halfway and dozing off..though i had done so before..."wink*
Starring Mizuno Miki, a pretty nice looking actress. She isnt those very pretty ones, but has those kind of charm mature ladies possess? Like that actress from the dorama BRAND.
2. Lady fan
A TVB drama which is 20 episodes long. Not sure how many episodes i caught, but its plot is pretty lame too, just too unrealistic at times. But, the setting, costumes and leads are nice!! Starring Jessica Hsuan, Joe Ma.
3. Gauken Alice
Anime that revolves around kids with special abilities and are stuck in this alice academy, hence, the title gakuen alice. Lotsa of out of the world stuff that sparkles loads of fun and laughter. . Like that bear and gigantic piyo. . bleah!
4. One piece
Anime that i have been following for so long, and its still in the last of the filler series. Bah, slow going for now, but good for those scenarios where i catch 1 episode a week, but still wont really get lost as to what happen in last episode. . 142
5.Naruto
Bah... cant animeone just release faster? So would kakashi be able to reach in time? or would natuto be able to defeat sasuke alone with own efforts? Or would kakashi arrive at the last min, to save the day?.. 132
6. Square Pegs
Tv drama which revolves a dimwit and his wife. Really funny and the actor who poses as the dimwit has really done a great job! Find him real charming too, as he always gives this wide grin!!I first decided to give this show a try as Jessica was in it. Hmm, grown to like her shows ever since A step into the past. Think those roles who potrays a strong - headed girl and has her own views suits her very well. Probably that's what makes A step into the past and this show really nice. Seen another of her modern series titled A handful of love, but that didnt leave much impression. Guess she looks way better in those ancient series. Opps..not forgeting lady fan too!!
Starring Jessica Hsuan and Roger Kwok
7. Reflections ??
Not sure whats its english title, but its a local production. Absurd plot, and lotsa parts dont really make sense too. The reason i'll watch it is probably because i'm trying to make out whats going on. So, its revolves around this girl who supposely has a split personality but she doesnt realise it, but actually, she's just faking all of this so she can carry out plans for revenge. .
Hmm, so that's what it means to not writing eassys in exams with some superb plots, and ending off by saying its nothing but a dream. .Somehow, that would produce a zero mark.
Stupid thief got caught..
That thief ahh, i really cant believe it...he apparently got caught!! That thief ahh, really stupid. Duno if he's trying to be fuuny or not. After stealing our stuff from the chalet, he called one of us using one of the stolen phones, and sort of agreed to meet us. But, he didnt turn up in the end. But, he still dare to talk to us a couple of times when my friend called him and disclose to us that he is at this shopping centre. Though he said so, i dont believe he would really be there for long. Soon after, he starts crapping he going to fly off from changi at 1 minute, and he is at de beach the next. . But, in the end, he's really at that shopping centre, and i heard he was caught this morning!!
So what was he up to? Trying to play a prank on us, by agreeing to meet us , and making us run all over the place? Or just happen to called us by mistake, as he wasnt sure how to use the phone? But, de stupidest thing is to kept talking to us using the stolen phone.
Stupid thief...
But all ends well, haha, hope my friends would get everything back, just like me!!
So what was he up to? Trying to play a prank on us, by agreeing to meet us , and making us run all over the place? Or just happen to called us by mistake, as he wasnt sure how to use the phone? But, de stupidest thing is to kept talking to us using the stolen phone.
Stupid thief...
But all ends well, haha, hope my friends would get everything back, just like me!!
Saturday, May 07, 2005
素晴らしい
Naruto latest opening theme
No Boy, No Cry
Shounen yo, kiite kure Boy, listen up
Ningen nante taishita mon ja nai sa Humans aint that special
Ashita nante mou iranai kara We dont need a tomorrow
Nigitta kobushi wo kakusu na yo So dont hide the clinched fist you got
Fuan ni yume wo uritobasu hodo, mada you try to cast away that uneasy dream, but
oiborecha inai daro you are not decrepit yet
Shounen yo, kokoro no hojuu no Boy, you have a gun in your heart
Hikigane wo hikeru no wa kimi dake sa You're the only one who can pull the trigger
Subete no wakamono wa itta All the young ones said
Doushiyo mo naku kudaranai Its completely worthless
Kono subarashii sekai ni tatta ima ikiteiru kara Standing on this wonderful world and living
Subete no wakamono wa itta All the young ones said
Subete no hontou tousou wo All the truth and lie
Keshite wasuretechimawanai you ni In order to never forget
Subete no wakamono wa itta All the young ones said
Shinu ni wa wakasugiru darou We're too young to die
Shiraketa tsura ga naranderu karappo no kono machi de There are bunch of bored looking faces
Subete no wakamono wa itta All the young ones said
Kaze no nai kono yoru ni On this night with no wind
Nanika wo kaeyo to shiteru kara We tried to change something
No Boy, No Cry
Shounen yo, kiite kure Boy, listen up
Ningen nante taishita mon ja nai sa Humans aint that special
Ashita nante mou iranai kara We dont need a tomorrow
Nigitta kobushi wo kakusu na yo So dont hide the clinched fist you got
Fuan ni yume wo uritobasu hodo, mada you try to cast away that uneasy dream, but
oiborecha inai daro you are not decrepit yet
Shounen yo, kokoro no hojuu no Boy, you have a gun in your heart
Hikigane wo hikeru no wa kimi dake sa You're the only one who can pull the trigger
Subete no wakamono wa itta All the young ones said
Doushiyo mo naku kudaranai Its completely worthless
Kono subarashii sekai ni tatta ima ikiteiru kara Standing on this wonderful world and living
Subete no wakamono wa itta All the young ones said
Subete no hontou tousou wo All the truth and lie
Keshite wasuretechimawanai you ni In order to never forget
Subete no wakamono wa itta All the young ones said
Shinu ni wa wakasugiru darou We're too young to die
Shiraketa tsura ga naranderu karappo no kono machi de There are bunch of bored looking faces
Subete no wakamono wa itta All the young ones said
Kaze no nai kono yoru ni On this night with no wind
Nanika wo kaeyo to shiteru kara We tried to change something
Cant believe my luck..!!!
Bahhhahah, cant believe my luck.. i came so close to losing my wallet for 2 days consecutively, yet i managed to get everything back intact. In the first incident, i left it at the table at a food court, while in the latter, i was at the chalet and there was a theft. Strangly, the thief took everyone's bags but mine.
Well, they say, when your luck is execeptionaly good in some way, then, its bound to be downright lousy in other aspects. Who said it? Myself? *grins*
Thats what i thought. Sometimes, i cant believe the sheer luck i have too.
Why do some people just have such luck although they are damn lousy people? Like stumble upon a wallet or handphone etc. Cos they were real great people in their previous lives, so they gotten all these in the present lives? Sheesh, i dont believe in this crap. But, why is it some people are real lousy people, eg. has tendency to using violence on kins, yet, their wifes still 死心塌地的爱着他们。or probably they had affairs outside over and over again, yet their wifes still forgive them in the end and get back with them. Love is such a complex thing. Its as though love nullifes all bad points, and much as you hate the way he does things, eg, bashing you up, but you are still willing to overlook it in the end. Despite knowing things are over between the two of you, you still wish to linger around, hoping somehow, there might be something. Why do people behaving as such? Cos of Comfort zone?cos to step out of it and enter new territories always seems so terrifying. Probably thats why people still stay on in this supposely comfort zone, cos though things are not that great, but at least there is someone there for them.
We're are like the little kids we are years ago, wanting someone we can lean on. First it was our parents, and now that someone.
Well, they say, when your luck is execeptionaly good in some way, then, its bound to be downright lousy in other aspects. Who said it? Myself? *grins*
Thats what i thought. Sometimes, i cant believe the sheer luck i have too.
Why do some people just have such luck although they are damn lousy people? Like stumble upon a wallet or handphone etc. Cos they were real great people in their previous lives, so they gotten all these in the present lives? Sheesh, i dont believe in this crap. But, why is it some people are real lousy people, eg. has tendency to using violence on kins, yet, their wifes still 死心塌地的爱着他们。or probably they had affairs outside over and over again, yet their wifes still forgive them in the end and get back with them. Love is such a complex thing. Its as though love nullifes all bad points, and much as you hate the way he does things, eg, bashing you up, but you are still willing to overlook it in the end. Despite knowing things are over between the two of you, you still wish to linger around, hoping somehow, there might be something. Why do people behaving as such? Cos of Comfort zone?cos to step out of it and enter new territories always seems so terrifying. Probably thats why people still stay on in this supposely comfort zone, cos though things are not that great, but at least there is someone there for them.
We're are like the little kids we are years ago, wanting someone we can lean on. First it was our parents, and now that someone.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
B o R E d . .
Was at work today, practically had nothing on hand to do, and i took out "instant japanese" to read, and jot down some stuff on the laptop. . bahhhh, and there goes another day at work. But, this isnt the kinda life at work i want. So free, free till it nearly drove me crazy.
It was de same since how many days ago?? I cant really remember. Then, i didnt bring any books along to work, and there i was, trying to find something to do, to fight the boredom and for time to pass faster, yet, there just isnt anything to do. There are some old issues of magazines and newspapers lying around, and i have read through every single page, so intensely that the pages almost tore. okok, just exaggerating, but one could imagine the intensity of boredom i'm in. It wouldnt be too nice either if i kept asking for time off for the day, but, to sit around in the office the whole day doing almost nothing? i cant stand it!! I guess all people wishes to feel wanted, and in a way, if work keeps coming in, and you're the one to handle it, it shows you're needed? *shrugs*
Now i realise the importance of working, it stimulates thinking, and generates positive signals to the body.Signals that sort creates positive moods? That's why old people who keeps working their mind are less likely to be senile as compared to those who just decided to call it a day for the rest of their days? Sometimes, when we have too much time, our minds have the opportunity to wander, and brings along unwanted thoughts.
It always appears there's tons of thoughts going in and out of my mind everyday, and i kept telling myself, "hmm, i can note this down in the blog" However, when it comes to the time where i can imput stuff into a blog, my mind's in a blank.
went for hair coloring and had my hair washed in the process. I simply love the way the hairstylist washes and sorta massage my head. . So comfortable, but only with lukewarm water please!! Cos when i had the second wash, cold water was applied to my head, and its EEeeee....need me say more?
It was de same since how many days ago?? I cant really remember. Then, i didnt bring any books along to work, and there i was, trying to find something to do, to fight the boredom and for time to pass faster, yet, there just isnt anything to do. There are some old issues of magazines and newspapers lying around, and i have read through every single page, so intensely that the pages almost tore. okok, just exaggerating, but one could imagine the intensity of boredom i'm in. It wouldnt be too nice either if i kept asking for time off for the day, but, to sit around in the office the whole day doing almost nothing? i cant stand it!! I guess all people wishes to feel wanted, and in a way, if work keeps coming in, and you're the one to handle it, it shows you're needed? *shrugs*
Now i realise the importance of working, it stimulates thinking, and generates positive signals to the body.Signals that sort creates positive moods? That's why old people who keeps working their mind are less likely to be senile as compared to those who just decided to call it a day for the rest of their days? Sometimes, when we have too much time, our minds have the opportunity to wander, and brings along unwanted thoughts.
It always appears there's tons of thoughts going in and out of my mind everyday, and i kept telling myself, "hmm, i can note this down in the blog" However, when it comes to the time where i can imput stuff into a blog, my mind's in a blank.
went for hair coloring and had my hair washed in the process. I simply love the way the hairstylist washes and sorta massage my head. . So comfortable, but only with lukewarm water please!! Cos when i had the second wash, cold water was applied to my head, and its EEeeee....need me say more?
Monday, May 02, 2005
Pixie at work...!!~ everyone Shhh.!!!
Feeling bored, probably that's why keep bombarding my blog.. look at the amount of posts i've made within this few days!! But, the long weekend is over, and back to work tomorrow. So what have i been up to this few days? Nothing much on sunday and today, besides being glued to the computer. Its as though my butt its stuck on the chair, i hardly moved an inch. .Tons of things waiting for me, but i'm L A Z Y . . duh~
ICE AGE was on the tv yesterday, but i didnt laugh a single bit while watching yesterday. Well, things do change, let alone man. Things you used to find pleasure in doing, might not be that fun if you do it now. I remember there was this video game that i was addicted to when i was young, i practically miss my sleep and played it till dawn. Years after, i still remembered it as a game that promises me endless fun. But, when i do get to play it after so many years, it wasnt that fun at all. Sometimes, things are better off the way it is.
Left untouched, it seems so perfect in our memories, but if we insist on pursuing after it, things doesnt seem so magical when we do get our hands on it.
But, some things, i guess we cant just leave it the way it is. Just like our perceptions of things. At least that's the case for me. I tend to draw conclusions too easy. I still remember the lady i met at TB plaza few weeks ago. I was there working for 2 days, and i noticed she there the whole time, walking to and fro the same area. 12pm.. i first noticed it, 4 pm. . she's still there, and the following day, she's still there, but in different outfit and matching bag. A nutcase, i thought so. Otherwise why would she kept wandering there the whole time? Its as though she was waiting for that someone who would never show up. At times, she appear to be muttering something. But, when i was back there again few days ago, she was only there for a while before she was gone. Probably, those two days i saw here, she was really waiting for someone? or probably, she was just feeling bored at home, so she came out? Either way, i shouldnt have pass my judgement so easily. I almost wanted to say she's weird but aint i the same?
Definition of weird when placed on someone, simply means that someone has a certain kind of behaviour that is not present by most people. i guess how that how most would define it. But, just because someone belongs to the minority, doesnt justify getting such a label. At least to me, it seems quite a negative label. Why is this society as such? Why is the minority labelled as the weird ones, while the majority is the normal ones. From young, we've been taught to follow the main stream, and was given the idea that to fall in the minority seems ..... So, sometimes we just follow the main stream thinking that since that what most people are doing, it must be right, and i'll definitely be happy if i follow suit. But, that doesnt really seems to be the case. lalaal~time for bed.
ICE AGE was on the tv yesterday, but i didnt laugh a single bit while watching yesterday. Well, things do change, let alone man. Things you used to find pleasure in doing, might not be that fun if you do it now. I remember there was this video game that i was addicted to when i was young, i practically miss my sleep and played it till dawn. Years after, i still remembered it as a game that promises me endless fun. But, when i do get to play it after so many years, it wasnt that fun at all. Sometimes, things are better off the way it is.
Left untouched, it seems so perfect in our memories, but if we insist on pursuing after it, things doesnt seem so magical when we do get our hands on it.
But, some things, i guess we cant just leave it the way it is. Just like our perceptions of things. At least that's the case for me. I tend to draw conclusions too easy. I still remember the lady i met at TB plaza few weeks ago. I was there working for 2 days, and i noticed she there the whole time, walking to and fro the same area. 12pm.. i first noticed it, 4 pm. . she's still there, and the following day, she's still there, but in different outfit and matching bag. A nutcase, i thought so. Otherwise why would she kept wandering there the whole time? Its as though she was waiting for that someone who would never show up. At times, she appear to be muttering something. But, when i was back there again few days ago, she was only there for a while before she was gone. Probably, those two days i saw here, she was really waiting for someone? or probably, she was just feeling bored at home, so she came out? Either way, i shouldnt have pass my judgement so easily. I almost wanted to say she's weird but aint i the same?
Definition of weird when placed on someone, simply means that someone has a certain kind of behaviour that is not present by most people. i guess how that how most would define it. But, just because someone belongs to the minority, doesnt justify getting such a label. At least to me, it seems quite a negative label. Why is this society as such? Why is the minority labelled as the weird ones, while the majority is the normal ones. From young, we've been taught to follow the main stream, and was given the idea that to fall in the minority seems ..... So, sometimes we just follow the main stream thinking that since that what most people are doing, it must be right, and i'll definitely be happy if i follow suit. But, that doesnt really seems to be the case. lalaal~time for bed.
What kinda file extention am i?
搁浅
by Jay Chow
久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖我很快就离开
久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖我很快就离开
Sunday, May 01, 2005
expo
Took this shots while waitin for frens at expo yesterday.. really spectacular! i mean, just look at those sky! @@
lifehouse - You and me
what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
David Tao vs Jay chow
Went to see Tao Zhe's mini concert today. Think i might grow to like his songs, probably just a few though? But, JAY CHOW is still the best!!! in fact, i'm listening to JAY's songs now. . Tao zhe is just nowhere comparable to JAy.keke. I even tried to record Tao zhe while he was singing "ai wo hai shi ta". This is one of the nicest songs of the day. Its really fortunate to have my hp, and no doubt, its my most treasured belonging. Why i say so? Cos it has really liven up to my expectations. Be it picture taking, video recording or with de tons of nicest games i get to play. My favorite is Townsmen 2. Sheesh, i just love strategy game, pity its completed and gone. Arrrghhh, why must de IRA adaptor be spoilt now. Can anything worser than this happen? Why cant SE just get a BT instead of IRA on my hp!!Even if Kok SE 1 millions times also no use, as if they would do anything. But, i really wonder why SE is so hard core on promoting k300 instead of k500. Seriously, i cant see what's so good about it. Its ugly, and its ugly and its ugly!!
Guess peer influence, media and fate plays an important role too. . else how could JAy become my hot favourites. It was all by chance that i decided to give his songs a shot, and gradually felt in love with them one after another. My love deepen after i caught his "Incomparable concert on pc. His songs were great, cos the lyrics is simply fabulous, wonder how could anyone have come up with it.
Currently reading : The happiness equation
right on the first page there is this quote,
" Life is like an onion, you peel a layer at a time and sometimes you cry."
Tired. . Zzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
Guess peer influence, media and fate plays an important role too. . else how could JAy become my hot favourites. It was all by chance that i decided to give his songs a shot, and gradually felt in love with them one after another. My love deepen after i caught his "Incomparable concert on pc. His songs were great, cos the lyrics is simply fabulous, wonder how could anyone have come up with it.
Currently reading : The happiness equation
right on the first page there is this quote,
" Life is like an onion, you peel a layer at a time and sometimes you cry."
Tired. . Zzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
my true nature??
Gotten this from fai, placed my nick in anmd here's what i got. How true is it. . hmmm? God knows. .
