Wednesday, May 04, 2005
B o R E d . .
Was at work today, practically had nothing on hand to do, and i took out "instant japanese" to read, and jot down some stuff on the laptop. . bahhhh, and there goes another day at work. But, this isnt the kinda life at work i want. So free, free till it nearly drove me crazy.
It was de same since how many days ago?? I cant really remember. Then, i didnt bring any books along to work, and there i was, trying to find something to do, to fight the boredom and for time to pass faster, yet, there just isnt anything to do. There are some old issues of magazines and newspapers lying around, and i have read through every single page, so intensely that the pages almost tore. okok, just exaggerating, but one could imagine the intensity of boredom i'm in. It wouldnt be too nice either if i kept asking for time off for the day, but, to sit around in the office the whole day doing almost nothing? i cant stand it!! I guess all people wishes to feel wanted, and in a way, if work keeps coming in, and you're the one to handle it, it shows you're needed? *shrugs*
Now i realise the importance of working, it stimulates thinking, and generates positive signals to the body.Signals that sort creates positive moods? That's why old people who keeps working their mind are less likely to be senile as compared to those who just decided to call it a day for the rest of their days? Sometimes, when we have too much time, our minds have the opportunity to wander, and brings along unwanted thoughts.
It always appears there's tons of thoughts going in and out of my mind everyday, and i kept telling myself, "hmm, i can note this down in the blog" However, when it comes to the time where i can imput stuff into a blog, my mind's in a blank.
went for hair coloring and had my hair washed in the process. I simply love the way the hairstylist washes and sorta massage my head. . So comfortable, but only with lukewarm water please!! Cos when i had the second wash, cold water was applied to my head, and its EEeeee....need me say more?
It was de same since how many days ago?? I cant really remember. Then, i didnt bring any books along to work, and there i was, trying to find something to do, to fight the boredom and for time to pass faster, yet, there just isnt anything to do. There are some old issues of magazines and newspapers lying around, and i have read through every single page, so intensely that the pages almost tore. okok, just exaggerating, but one could imagine the intensity of boredom i'm in. It wouldnt be too nice either if i kept asking for time off for the day, but, to sit around in the office the whole day doing almost nothing? i cant stand it!! I guess all people wishes to feel wanted, and in a way, if work keeps coming in, and you're the one to handle it, it shows you're needed? *shrugs*
Now i realise the importance of working, it stimulates thinking, and generates positive signals to the body.Signals that sort creates positive moods? That's why old people who keeps working their mind are less likely to be senile as compared to those who just decided to call it a day for the rest of their days? Sometimes, when we have too much time, our minds have the opportunity to wander, and brings along unwanted thoughts.
It always appears there's tons of thoughts going in and out of my mind everyday, and i kept telling myself, "hmm, i can note this down in the blog" However, when it comes to the time where i can imput stuff into a blog, my mind's in a blank.
went for hair coloring and had my hair washed in the process. I simply love the way the hairstylist washes and sorta massage my head. . So comfortable, but only with lukewarm water please!! Cos when i had the second wash, cold water was applied to my head, and its EEeeee....need me say more?