I wanna have an alice too!!~

So, i finally load it up after much delay. This was created some time back when i decided to do something fun. Well, its fun to begin with, though kinda fustrating as the application kept auto shutdown. Then, it became tiring after having replaying the clips many times just to capture the right moment and fine-tuning it. So, it started with a plot and ended with none towards e middle onwards.

Enough of my ranting. Here's the video.

Made from my all-time favourite song from Crying out love in the centre of the world. Someone asked me if i had the dvd of it. None, i caught it in cinemas only. Its a nice one, despite not as nice as the actual dorama.

AS for this song, its e ost of the movie, by Ken Hirai. Rain's all time favorite too. AS for the clips, dont think i've to elaborate much, its from Goong.

Well, at least most scenes i extracted were my personal favourites. Like Yul and CG's scene where Yul smile so brilliantly or the scene when CG just hug Shin from the back.

Took half e day off from e barn. Probably was burnt out and frankly needed a break to ponder about life? Shrugs, must really tired. Dozed off on e train home and awoke with a real headache.

Plopped down when i got home and snooze all e way till 10 plus before i finally got up. Talking about my super "no life" day.

Coco pops and lucy no. 2 still surviving!!~ yea, there're strong fishes.(Wonder how did the other lucyS managed to just stopped breathing altogether?) The big one though is making me giddy though swimming up and down like 30 times in a minute?

GIGI is driving me nuts tooo. Geezz.. Why would anyone be sane enough to accept the whole package in e first place? Its a plain torture. So, its pain after all, not just numbness. I wonder if more pain awaits? I can hardly bear it. I dont chew well and taking a damn long time finishing my meals. Frankly, my patience are running low. I even felt like going on a fast altogether. At least i dont have to sit at e rice table for an hour.

Hmmm, end of a slacking off session. Back to e barn and poo poo tomorrow. Probably i shouldnt have wasted e afternoon snoozing away. But, i just felt so tired.

Listen to Ariel Lin(林依晨)'s version of 非你莫属. Yea, though i first heard of Tank's version on radio first and latter is Ariel, I never found Ariel's version nice. But today, i found it not bad?

Tank just has this awesome awesome voice that makes people melt. Though someone once told me he's not a charm, which i do agree now. lol. His features aint really nice and doesnt match the voice he has. Well. That is always the case. People who have awesome voice aint that awesome looking in reality.lol. I got my first shock when i saw my first crapping mate?

Anyway, seems like e ferris wheel is almost done. Every week, i'll pass by at least once. From the first time someone(cant recall who) told me, "oh you suaku, that's a ferris wheel in construction". From a mere slice of a circle , a mere crescent, its almost done now.

Would you pay to go up there? I'm thinking. Seriously thinking. Cos, i'm scared of looking down at the rim of the wheel. Yikes!

So, its day 2 of 可可爆 & 露西2号. Talking about start something new to drive the boredom away. An unexpected act plus lotsa unxpected latter acts ended them with me. Frankly, i've not really thought of who is who. To me, they exist as a duo when i mention them. lol. Though they're worthless, serious, they're free!! But its a brand new injection into my life. For once, i had the feel that i want to rush home immediately from the barn. Just plopped all e things and go. But i cant. Lots of farm poo to clear before i can go.

Me, i just want to enjoy the little bit of bliss i have
though it might be gone before i realise it
but please
just let me enjoy the moment
be it how foolish it might be

因为整个宇宙
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

Hopefully they wont leave me that fast. Cos i do, really wish to see them grow bigger. Esp that little dot that is so freaking small.

Cranky. Thought of another nickname for JJ as we went for late dinner. YPP. Geeezz, cant imagine my lame-ness at times. How can i thought of so many lame stuff within such a short time span.

KK look total cutish with e new haircut. In fact, kk is so much cuter and definitely fresher look than e last time. The cut is a wise choise. Especially when it hurts part of its name and give that hmm? look. LMAO.

gosh..Think i played 非你莫属 like 20 times at least for the passed hour? i can almost remember the fully lyrics liao.

Long time see i blog. Tired, lazy, doze off before i even on the computer. These days, i just felt like reading people's blog instead of writing my own.

Went to one of my bookmarked blog. This belongs to a friend's friend's. Reason why i like to visit this blog? Cos this person is very witty in the entries. Most important, sometimes i felt like i'm reading myself. Strangly when i felt this way, this person expressed the similar stuff in e entries. Freaky. But, when people act/behave like you, you felt a sense of familiarity and closeness. Note: I do not know this person in real life.

Here's what i spot from his blog. Who is he? He is 唐禹哲aka Senior Nan from Taiwan version of Hana Kimi. He co-starred in Vivian Hsu's mtv. Hmm, seems like stars blogging is an IN thingy nowadays. Opps, in case you're mistaken, 唐禹哲has nothing to do with the person from the previous paragraph. lol.





Guess i like the senior Nan in the show more, that Nan has an indescribable charm in his cool, suave appearence. Though his weightage in e show is so little that it's such a joke. But, quality and not quantity is more important. He appeared so little, yet he made an everlasting impact.

So many coincidence today that i find it bit unbelievable. Like seeing wm(my middle school mate) in e test before me and a neighbour whom we've never talked (he probably never knew i existed) in the same session as me.

So lady luck was shining on me indeed and with well wishes from many, how can i not clear it? Just as i thought that's it and decided to end it any-O-how (which nearly contributed to my near failure...) i passed. Yeah, lady luck is with me today.

Probably when your luck is poor in other aspects, its shining brightly in the other. Haah, that's the rule of equivalent trade, never doubt it.

Met Bin for some workout session, though i wasnt really serious about it and did some brisk walks and crunches. Had a fabulous dinner and some booze. Seriously, wasnt really yearning for it. I realised it when we settled down and started drinking.

Shared my share of worries and it felt kinda relief. Though it wasnt e entire bulk, but its good to throw some out for others to catch and digest. Finally let out e ultimate secret and it felt kinda great. So, now 1 more person know my dilemma. But oh well, i decided anyway, so letting e secret out or not doesnt really matters, since seeking for advices wasnt required anymore.

Just felt kinda silly bah. Knowing it would lead nowhere, but sometimes you still chose to carry on unknowingly.

Bin mentioned i sounded kinda pissed. Probably.. who wouldnt . Try having someone bugging you.

How? How would you feel if you've have to see him/her again?
Someone that's once so close to you?
Would you have behaved your best?
Being your best, letting him/her know you have, had a fabulous life ever since then?

So? So what if you're attached or not right now?
So? So what if you've bothered to doll yourself up so handsomely/prettily?
Why should that person even be bothered?
That person chose to took off, alight at that very bus stop,
going on to a very different path without you
So why? Why should he/she even care where you go after that stop?

Would you have felt your heart thumping as you're about to see that person once again?
Would you have felt as strongly as you thought you might have?
Would you have felt a sense of relief upon realising that you didnt felt anything anymore?

How would you have felt when that person first told you he/she wanted to alight at that stop?
Would you have fight back your tears and smilingly say have a great day ahead?
Would you have coolly shrugs your shoulders and said go ahead?

If that person have influenced you so, how long would it take to forget about that day, that bus stop, the moments before on the bus?

When he/she has chose to alight at that stop, should you even blame him/her?
Struggle to hold him/her back?

Would you feel good if he/she is closer to him/her than you and him/her?

Haah, spotted this webbie (http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/face-recognition.php)and started trying diff picturess to see which celeb i look like. This one gives e widest range of different kinds of picturess.



I think Princess Sayako looks most like me, dont you think? We have the same kind of 傻笑..lol
(by e way, who e heck is princess Sayako???)

Its been ages since i last watch television. Then, today, i came home, plopped down cos i saw some show that seems kinda interesting. But, it ended soon enough as it's 9. So, mum decided to swop to some boring news. Ok, not that i dont like it, but i prefer something more light-hearted after a full day at e barn.

This week has been pretty hectic. I felt so burned. To make matters worse, i wasnt sleeping well and often went to e barn feeling real wretched. Geeezz.

So, i saw kk for myself. Hmm, so resembles e one cousin had. To me, i'll never own a doggie unless someone's gonna share in taking care of it with me at least. Its sheer nonsense if i were to own one now. Firstly, i frankly have no time for it and imagine all the cleaning and caring you've to somehow come up with e time for. Secondly.. i forgot.

Anyway, time for a shower. . and rest early. I badly need it.

Just wanna mention something that i kept forgetting to mention and that's Xu Wei lun. Yeah, i dont even know how she looks like and it panicked me a bit when i thought she was another artiste i like to watch a lot. Kinda phew when i realise that's not her. But i saw 1 of her shows before. Why of course, its the first release of my favorite anime hana kimi's taiwan version drama. Titled secretly in love with you, its starred Tae and Zhong Han Liang, and of course Xu Wei Lun. Though a totally low budget flick and didnt follow hana kimi exactly but merely its spirits, i pretty much like e show.

Anyway, its always that way. When someone passes away, lots of good stuff is mentioned about that person. Someday, i'll have people raving about how good i am .