Saturday, August 25, 2007

Espeically with e movie being shown recently, many people have the mis-conception that e poking came from e movie, but they're wrong. The movie merely copied this drama which was aired in 04. Its english translation would be crying out love in the center of e world. One of my favourite dorama. I wonder why it wasnt being aired on local television.

世界の中心で、愛をさけぶ

Hmm, i guess e same thing means different things when intepreted by different people.

Last night was a event packed night. So many things that totally drained all e energy off me. Went singing then joined pl and folks for supper. though didnt ate dinner, but didnt felt hungry too then. Only felt kinda giddy and headache though.

Karen and lf came too. I was presented with a little cake. Surprised. To think i even pushed it to karen. Its been a week past it also. Anyway, we started shouting out e birthday song.

Just as i thought its time for home, its not over yet.

Hmm, long time since we came together to sing. Root has that amazing flair in delivering those maroon 5 songs as usual and Ju with his forever bitter love songs approach. Nah, didnt really like e way he sang Jay's songs though. Shrugs, wonder why he couldnt reach e high pitch in that song. Since i can deliver the opposite's sex's song pretty well, its no doubt why girls can sound like guys and vice versa these days.

The room was much cosier as compared to e first time i went. Probably i was really tired, to think i enter the wrong room and stood for at least 5 secs pondering to myself how come this isnt e room and where should e right one be.

The flu-like symptoms is getting on my nerves though. There isnt really a presence of flu, except that e mucus just builds up suddenly and i kept sneezing non-stop at times.

Caught Evan Almighty and was kinda disappointed with it. The advertisements kept stressing on how funny it is, yet i just find it ridiculously funny. Hmm, i meant as in e parts where e birds just flocked from nowhere and stayed near evan. But e whole plot is lame and i didnt seriously laughed hard enough.

I'm a serious person, really. But it's strange how people just laughed when i said so.

I really like e question on "What kind of insect have all their legs on e head though." Its perfectly logical but seriously hilarious!! ;P ok, probably it was cos of e process of how i arrived at e answer.

Another one would be e extremely long series of questions that involve fridge,animals, hunter,plane,tiger etc..

Sometimes you just dont why. But it just bothers and worries you so. Then you go ahead and act, becoming totally oblivious to other things.

Acting like it seems totally beneficial, only at e part you can see.

Whether its to follow logic or your heart, you could no longer decide.

Sometimes you let your heart rule e way and realise you got too impulsive.

But things, as if they're always set to confuse you so, getting so confused you dont know what to trust anymore. Is it this way or that way, you aint certain which is e correct path anymore.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

http://community.livejournal.com/sgsecrets

Now did i know there's a local version of it and e cards posted up there are pengz cool.

Long time since i stepped into a playground and its fun. Playing on riders, runners and see-saws. Talking about playing with words, a simple phrase can have more than it seems to be.

Were on a swinging board when e black cat strolled from far away and finally cross our paths. Well, i still felt it crossed e paths though we aint really heading there. That's e first time i had black cats passing my paths with people around me and my foot immediately got stepped on.

Sometimes you said you dont like this anymore, but you find yourself contradicting yourself later on . Sigh..so dont be so sure with words.

Received yet another present again. Counting back, it's already e 3rd i'm getting!

As i sat on bus again, i wrote cathy's card. A lime green card. It seems like my favourite colour for now. Yea, green is a difficult color to match, but i like it nevertheless.

Was really fustrated earlier on how everyone shrinks responsibility.

Stepped on a dead bird today!! OMG...!!!!! Wasnt concentrating on e floor till i suddenly diverted my attention to what i partially stepped on.

And i saw a rim of rainbow around the sun today. Someone commented it wasnt really a rim. Shrugs, was blocked by e building thus didnt catch e entire rim. People tend to think in this manner, that e magic is fading cos too many people spotted it.

Heard this story on e bus of a rich old lady who would send money regularly to a grave caretaker to buy some flowers for her son's grave. Then, one day the lady finally showed up at e grave, looking all so frail and sicky. The grave taker confessed that he frequent the orphanage and old folks home and felt that e money was better spent on that than on fresh flowers for e grave that no one would bother taking a second look. The flowers would just wilt.

Then after, the lady didnt came back to e grave anymore till few months later. She came, all brightened up and in e pink of health. She told e chap that its' definitely much better to spend time and effort on things she see and feel rather than things she cant do to change anything. The moral of this story? People all need to have a purpose in life. Like how Haku lived to serve Zabuda.

Spotted some black stuff which i believe are tapoles in that drain that's has so little water in it and a turtle in a totally algae-filled green pond. I thought e pond looks awesome though i wouldnt want to step a foot in it.

Saw Ju's pictures and saw some familiar faces. Its funny how people are linked to one another and that a passerby in your life turns out to be your friend's best friend.

It's fridaayy!!!!!! soon.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Ok, i lied. But for a good reason. Cant believe i came up with something so lame.

While waiting to pick up something, i asked JJ to if he could accompany me in the meantime. He did and as we talked, we came to e topic on cathy's birthday.

So after much hassle, we decided on it. But what colour? So i called her and came up with a really lame way to ask her. Ok, i said i'm doing a survey for a friend and that friend requires to know what kind of colours people like and was it just purely one colour or a mixture. If its a mixture, how many? 1-3, 4-6 or 7-10? Then, what are these colors?

Geeex...so bullshit. it wasnt really structured e way i delivered e whole thing and fumble here and there, in terms of the facts. I wonder if she noticed it, lol. The whole thing just seemed so wacky i was laughing inside.

Shrugs* It just so nice to be really cranky at times. People just laugh at your absurd-ness and you yourself too. Just like e "Cos i like to eat apples". That was just a passing statment and i forgot soon after i said it, but i'm surprise that JJ still remembered.

Anyway, it was that i wondered how would one feel if he/she was seated on the train, then someone came over and said, could you give up your seat for me?

Of course, one would go, "Duh..why should I?"

Then, someone would say, " Cos i like apples."

One," ????!!! "

Shrugs* Another is imagine one giving someone something and kept mentioning on how cute he/she finds it. Then, someone upon opening it, found a box with pictures of one of it. One excitedly said, " Nice right?" Someone would go "???!!"

Ermm...sure will be hilarous to see someone going ?????!!!. LOL.

I guess e barn mates are real stress-relievers at times cos i can be as absurd as i can be and they just laugh along with it. Cheering people up makes Maurfus' day too.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

freaking cold day. Its so great to be back at home.

Was down at tpy today and was totally lost. REally have to knock my head. Sometimes you just become so confident that you're right that you dont even bother reading up any further. That's what i did. I should have checked up e directory before i left.

Anyway, took a leisure stroll to e supposely destination i'm heading to find that i remembered wrongly. Luckily i remebered about jogging tracks and i recalled where e actual location should have been.

Played table tennis after so many years and realised how much i sucked at it. Kept delivering high balls to Ed which could easily wiped me off. But as e game proceeds, i could see myself better at controlling e balls. Slightly though. I could also see my eagerness and inpatience in delivering e ball and carrying on with e next serve. As though to win e next serve is all i had in mind. Well, its true and i could see how i became totally oblivious to e other things. Like how to improve my strokes. .

After everything was done, i headed to sell my phone. Geexx, was offered a sucky price for it. I always thought i might be really unwilling when it comes to e point of parting it but i wasnt. Probably i was starting to get weary of e prices i'm offered and i just want to put an end to it. Anyway, managed to get close to a price i'm satisfied with and i gladly parted with it.

To e world, its a lousy phone, but to me, its one of e best phone i ever had. One that been with me through many encounters. Sigh, but most people just treated it like dirt. Just hope that ah neh who might have bought my phone eventually would treat it like princess.

Peering through e window panes as i munched on my dinner, e ride home seems like a breeze. It wasnt before long that i was home. But a nearly froze bitten me, lol.

Its hilarious looking at e photos. Geezz...i cant helped but laughed blankly at e screen.

Hik Harr....

Phew. Just woke up and felt the whole day gone, wasted. So long since i had really settle down for such a long rest but the sleep was cluttered with lotsa of adventures and dreams. I dreamt of Jason. He's funny. We're out of a mission from e barn and he's cluttered in short sleeve and slippers. Duh. Its strange how people who were passerbys in your life came into your dreams once in a while.

Yesterday, while on e way home, there's was a terrible jam due to a silly blockage of e traffic lanes. But there it was, i saw e european couple idlelly cycling along e roads again. Saw them too in e afternoon. I wonder how much and how far they travelled. But judging from their speeds, i doubt they travelled much.

Talking about enjoying e pleasures in life. :)

Due to horrendous rain last morning, i was forced to detour my tracks. Its fun, i would think. Who would have walked in a rain-flooded path and submerging those feet in e water.

But people, they often like to think of other factors surrounding it to be able to enjoy it plainly. Like JJ mentioned that there was an incident of a guy involving in an accident. The first thing he thought of was to rush down to check on his car. A passerby pointed at his hand and he looked and exclaimed" Wow..luckily my rolex is still intact without any scratches. " But, shouldnt we have been more concerned over our injuries than to mess around with other redundant things?

Enouggh of rumblings..back to mum's yummy porriage.

Geezzz...gloomy weather, chilling wind. But my spirits are high. :)

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Was transferring some old pictures from the phone when it brought back memories of plaaces i've been to and things that happen.

Dante Alighieri in "The Inferno"said No Sorrow is deeper than the rememberance of happiness when in misery"

If you fear competition, what you really fear is your incompetence.

Being alone is solitude. Feeling alone is loneliness

our weltanschauung-world view

Learned helplessness=past experience taught them that nothing they do makes a diference

Thursday, August 16, 2007

sianz. Dunno what's wrong, stomach been kinda weak lately.

So the day was over. I dont really care la. To me, birthdays are just yet another day, wonder what's the fuss about. Cathy kept asking why I'm still not going since it's my big day and i'm still staying late at e barn. I just wanna finish that before i go.

Anyway, ironic. Rain was real nice to initate a mini celebration for me a day before. But, on my birthday,i'm grabbing some takeaways home for dinner. Hmm, people might find it pathetic, but i felt it's ok. Not that i have had very fanciful ones before. Most important is someone did celebrate for me, i guess. As for whether it falls on that actual day, it's fine.

As i thought i'm heading home after leaving e barn, gotten a message for ZL. Asked if want catch a movie. Ok, birthdays should be more happening right? So i said ok and abort plans on takeaway. Root was really nice to accompany me all e way before ZL finally reached. Talking about spending e big daY IN a different manner. This year's sure is strange. Root chatted like we knew each other for ages and its real funny. The other thing is e place we went to for site work. Geezz.. was crapping to ZL about blowing candle there of all places and she actually sounded like she believe it. OMG.

Real sweet of ZL to gotten me a cute fluffy turtle as present. The extent of cuteness? To infinity!!!! Oh well, she's off for yet another hols!!! *ENVY!!!!* and i only have a turtle to comfort me.Lol..kidding though. Today was a maddening rushing day to even bring turtle around.

PResents..i got 3 so far. Its hilarious though, e way we tried to guess Rain's present. Though i'm totally clueless e entire time.

I wonder if i look very fierce or what. Cos ZL look as though she was very nervous and kept stumbling as she spoke. Hah.

As for today, e rush only begun before i set off from home, i guess. Slept so little last night. Pheew, luckily i was able to eat snakes today.

Anyway, was in awful pain after visiting e dentist. Seems like there's some major works finally.

Like mentioned in e book, its real ironic. People are always as such, i guess.

When something is there, you wished it isnt, but when it's gone, you wished it isnt.

Like that foreign object within me, it's suddenly removed and it felt so strange. Its better now, i guess. I didnt have much appetite for food earlier on. It seems as though e whole world is putting on weight except me!

People might do this and that, but do it anyway!!

Monday, August 13, 2007

geeez...found myself dozing off and waking up feeling all numb-ed arms.

Today something something major happened at e barn and i'm e reason for it. JJ said i shouldnt feel too guilty since whatever that's meant to be will happen anyway. But...

Finally got hold of e remaining pictures! I didnt know i can still laugh so happily.

Too Zzzz to carry on.....................................................

Too tempted to ask JJ ............................................................

Soon to seeing KK.

The secret that cant be told. Probably that isnt any in e first place........................................

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Some thoughts to summarise this chapter of the trip

I better speak while stuffs are still fresh.

Hate it that i spoilt it by sulking again. Was pretty upset for my own behaviour again. Just wasnt honest enough to make known that i'm pissed. Probably if i did, i wouldnt have sulk that much.

Yes. I was angry. Very much at that moment. But now, when i thought back, i could have chose to blabber it all out and that's it. I'm just Grrr.. that my glasses were shattered. Ok, probably its due to me, no one really knows...but i'm upset cos i've always taken such good care of my things but e moment it was left under care of another, things were smashed and tattered. I'm angry cos both e shades and glasses are in a terrible state. Try imagining finding your glasses cracked and e shades totally out of shape. It's not like i didnt told you to take good care of it. I specifically mentioned it to you, yet it was distorted. OMG!!!!

Its interesting when people comes together. You get to see different characteristics. Like TC''s insistence to take charge. Well, it might be his initiative or his bossy attitude. Or people's "Anything will do" attitude. Nic obviously asked many times what shall it be and it always ended up with total silence except me giving my views. By e second or third time, he speaks just looking at me as though knowing he only need to wait for my response on things. I understand his eagerness to reach e top like e way some would rather forgo playtime at the pool to finish cooking.

As for ZL, I guess i just got too tired towards e end to entertain her. Its hard to constantly entertain one. Like rach mentioned, by e end of 16 hours with a person, you just got so drained of things to talk about. Just when i thought i was almost of non-existance, someone is of my level too. Both of us can perfectly linger in the dark and no one would have realised it.

I guess i would prefer if someone doesnt keep insisting their views on me, it just gets irritating. I guess TC,FF and ZL matches in some aspects. They belong to e group who would add automatically add on to say "yup I know or yup i've done it before" or " oh, that should have been e way instead". To me, its plain irritating at times.

HF is not that grouchy i feel. She's a little Grrr... but oh well.

Some appaluse for myself or rather my bag. Probably it's really it that i sorta attained a higher level. Judging by 2litres milk, 1 canister burner,2 mass tins, 2.5L water,5apples and whatever that nearly caused me to twist my hand when i try to lift my bag or cramps at e thighs. Its like attaining a brand new level. Its great to set challenges and meeting it.

As for Law and SS, it's like getting to know them again. Sometimes, first impressions can totally distort views. Like a gentle crappy man and a bookworm. Totally different from e first impression.

Geez, i realise i missed on e video for e last waterfall!! and that was one of e nicest!!!!

We didnt have enough to eat nor slept well but we managed to make it through!!!

Another thing is i still dont understand what can be so interesting that 2 persons can laugh non-stop.

KP ed. Gossips,gossips and gossips!!!!

Eggggs!!!!whhoooooWaaaaahhhhhh````

As for e lagoon, it's nice to reduce my scaredy cat attitude by a notch again. The way to overcome it is to force yourself into it. Swan ride is great. If only i can just lie on e boat e entire afternoon. ATR is boring, if only we can go faster.


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Sunday, August 05, 2007

WAs badly bitten from Wubin. Geez..wonder when the red spots that was freaking itchy will subside.

Met up with friends that never met for some time and friends whom i didnt really have intentions to have anything to do with anymore. Is it obvious that i didnt want to contact you anymore since you aint even informed that my number was changed?

What's it like to be spending time with people that was once so close to you? Uncomfortable. I dont give a damn how you're doing now and what happens to you. But oh well, its a mass gathering, so meeting up is inevitable.

Waking up to a refreshing morning breeze is so shiok definitely! Cant wait till wed. But it seems like people just dont understand e mere pleasures of trekking.

Today was a packed day. After departing from e folks, i started e adventure trail. It started off wanting to get e stool and trying to burn time while waiting for Eva to be done. Then, e trail begun. Geex, i'll never have gone walking around if there is an opportunity for me to waste time like that. Begun at e mosque and hike around e area. Crossed e infamous bridge and took lotsa shots. Then, e afternoon ended with a few coincidental events which led to me getting a free shower and forced to hunt for a new top.

After that, quickly met up with Eva and checked out e new hideout. Its beautfiully done!! So happy for her. Its ktv after that! Geex, if only i have such sweet voice like Raine's. KK sure can sing though. Charming charming.

Sigh, i guess each of us have their own shares of troubles. But, we must move on. We can do it!!!

Anyway, heard Leslie's chase. Hmmm, what a classic. If Jay is my number 1 idol, Leslie will be on par. Why do legendary people die so fast? If only we could see a couple of his works. But then again, 1 should be contented. The fact that Sammi, another of my number 1 idol is still around isnt all that bad. Just a pity that she releases those sophisticated movies nowadays. I still prefer her classic romantic flicks.

Friday, August 03, 2007

Your Uncommon Name Is:

Sheba Liliam Valvo
What Very Uncommon Name Should You Have?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.
How Rare Is Your Personality?


You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life.
You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.
But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.
You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.
Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?
okok, i was waiting for hair to dry that's why i'm here.
Long time since i visited fai's webbie and long time since he last blog.
Thought its fun and decided to have a go.
and its exactly same as him. OMG..
okok, not entirely, 75% cos he's is
Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving
Since our personality is rare
that's why we're branded as weird?
Lol..
Those weird peeps..
please go & try if you're really so weird too. haah..

You're Kind of Stupid

You got 6/10 questions right!
There's some things most people know... except for you.
Are You Stupid?


Your Life Path Number is 6

Your purpose in life is to help others

You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you.
It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them.
You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver.

In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner.

You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first.
Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love.
And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.
What Is Your Life Path Number?

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

事事无绝对. Like the show Walk towards left, walk towards right. We might have unknowingly been missing some people along our daily lives. Like Tan & Tan. Some things, its only when mentioned, you realised that its too much of a coincidence.

Its great talking to ZL just prior e trip. At least getting to know her better before e actual trip. Probably i was too tired, was just rattling nonsense at times. Like saying 苹果and apple. Geez..they're e same thing lor.

As for high heels, i really cant understand how girls can ran in them. Not to mention going up a slope with them on!! Kudos to these girls.

But, e bus ride home does bring back lotsa of memories. Its funny that e ride seems fast when one is deep in thoughts.

Just as i kept saying dunno e entire time yesterday, it was my turn to recieve it today. Today was an ultimate time wasting experience. I guess i wasnt in much awe by it. Probably cos it's working. BB said its a good experience cos we get to see things people dont. Yup, e wow-ness sets in only when people come close to it. Only then does one realise how small one can be. We're like a mere thing beside e big bird.

Guess i'm up to my 1000 questions of Y again. I asked why are planes in grey. Ok, or white.

Friday's coming soon. Can hardly wait. Ya talking about seeping in even it means comprising your comfort for things you like. Wonder whos going on sat.

Ju is finally coming in. Well, things .. they always have unexpected twists. I'm more glad than not though about this great plan. If he can take over, go ahead. Its funny how one takes it lightly when nothing matters anymore.

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