Wednesday, August 31, 2005
I wonder why people can just suddenly decide to stop walking altogether in a busy street. Many a time, i nearly bumped into e person infront of me cos that person just stopped all of a sudden. Especially when coming down an escalator. These people, geez, fancy walking so slowly at e point of coming off e escalator. I cant walk faster, least bump into them. Yet, any slower will cause e loads of people behind me to all tumble and fall along with me. Hmmph!~ Today, someone behind me even made a irritating sound cos i was forced to an emergency brake. Hell, dont know who that person is, whether its a he or she, but that's way rude of that person.
Another time, i was at a cafe when i accidentally kick e leg of a toddler's chair. That rude mum make a loud irritating sound too! Geez...as if i purposely did it.
Food nowadays are getting more and more expensive. If e food are nice, i dont mind paying a little more, but, these tenderers, they really dont know how to do a business. 2 miserable dumplings that awfully tasteless or a loadful of fatty meat. Damn, those mouth-watering posters sure are misleading. But, that's it, never will i patronise those stalls again. Definitely they are black-listed for spoiling one's meal. i really hate it when i gotten something so lousy. If only i have gotten that something else instead of this.
Gotten a couple of nice books today. In fact, there are so many i doubt i can finish all those. Sighs...
One piece is getting more and more hilarious. Oh boy, just cant stand those silly scenes that i cant help laughing.
AS for devil by my side, hmm, its reaally a nice show. Its been so long since i seen one that gotten me so glued to e screen. Its great, it really is.
I wonder why people cant be more honest. Well, i understand that i'm not really close to them, so its natural if i'm not invited or something. But, they dont really have to hide it, dont they? Today is e second time they're being kinda secretive. Hmm, probably i'm too sensative but i really felt this way. They said something, but they stopped, and glanced around their click, with an expression of opps..think i better stop or i've talked too much. I just didnt like it when people aint honest with me. This kinda things, its like no big secret, and if we had to hear it from others, and not from that person's mouth, sheesh, what de heck?
But of cos i understand that its impossible to tell everyone, least they wanna tag along, but that's still not a reason for not saying it out. Its like they have a secret, but you're not part of it. Hmmm, i guess its e feeling of being excluded that make me feel so lousy. REally, i dont really care if i'm invited. But hey, just e part that i'm not allowed into what's going on that irritates me. Somemore, it isnt something reaally secretive.
It doesnt matter if what you said is true, e point is whether people believe its true. I'm amazed at how people can bluff their way through, sounding so logical, yet, its just nothing but a load of rubbish. The point is, people believe them wholeheartedly.
That's life,e hardest task is e easiest of all. Dont know how many donkey times e white ball miraculously entered e hole. Even e lightning dont strike e same place twice. So how come it can enter e hole so many times in a single game. Duh~
Heaven, its what you imagine it to be. How true, just like asking someone to describe their dream house, and they can come up with a thousand and one different ideas.
Currently listening to David Powter-Bad day
Another time, i was at a cafe when i accidentally kick e leg of a toddler's chair. That rude mum make a loud irritating sound too! Geez...as if i purposely did it.
Food nowadays are getting more and more expensive. If e food are nice, i dont mind paying a little more, but, these tenderers, they really dont know how to do a business. 2 miserable dumplings that awfully tasteless or a loadful of fatty meat. Damn, those mouth-watering posters sure are misleading. But, that's it, never will i patronise those stalls again. Definitely they are black-listed for spoiling one's meal. i really hate it when i gotten something so lousy. If only i have gotten that something else instead of this.
Gotten a couple of nice books today. In fact, there are so many i doubt i can finish all those. Sighs...
One piece is getting more and more hilarious. Oh boy, just cant stand those silly scenes that i cant help laughing.
AS for devil by my side, hmm, its reaally a nice show. Its been so long since i seen one that gotten me so glued to e screen. Its great, it really is.
I wonder why people cant be more honest. Well, i understand that i'm not really close to them, so its natural if i'm not invited or something. But, they dont really have to hide it, dont they? Today is e second time they're being kinda secretive. Hmm, probably i'm too sensative but i really felt this way. They said something, but they stopped, and glanced around their click, with an expression of opps..think i better stop or i've talked too much. I just didnt like it when people aint honest with me. This kinda things, its like no big secret, and if we had to hear it from others, and not from that person's mouth, sheesh, what de heck?
But of cos i understand that its impossible to tell everyone, least they wanna tag along, but that's still not a reason for not saying it out. Its like they have a secret, but you're not part of it. Hmmm, i guess its e feeling of being excluded that make me feel so lousy. REally, i dont really care if i'm invited. But hey, just e part that i'm not allowed into what's going on that irritates me. Somemore, it isnt something reaally secretive.
It doesnt matter if what you said is true, e point is whether people believe its true. I'm amazed at how people can bluff their way through, sounding so logical, yet, its just nothing but a load of rubbish. The point is, people believe them wholeheartedly.
That's life,e hardest task is e easiest of all. Dont know how many donkey times e white ball miraculously entered e hole. Even e lightning dont strike e same place twice. So how come it can enter e hole so many times in a single game. Duh~
Heaven, its what you imagine it to be. How true, just like asking someone to describe their dream house, and they can come up with a thousand and one different ideas.
Currently listening to David Powter-Bad day
Sunday, August 28, 2005
hmm, wat shd i say? i guess e blog fever is kinda dying down for me. haha, partly bcos i feel fustrated at not being able to fully express my thoughts here.
Met some friends today and one was them was real good at reading palms. Everyone, well, almost all, eagerly wanted her to take a look. But, i hesitated. Well, like others, i'm eager to know about my life too. Yet, i'm scared of knowing e bad stuff. Thus i decided to give it a miss. But, in e end, somehow, she still looked at my palm anyway. Some comments about me... well, which turn out to be pretty true. I remember e last time i had my palms studied. I heard something real nasty, and it bothered me pretty much. Well, whats e point of knowing so much? What is meant to be, is meant to be. So i rather not know.
Earlier on, i went to e spook show with steve. Haah, really brings back memories of e orientation camps. Remembered e ghost nights where i was scared out of my wits by those seniors who acted as ghosts. Those times where i too acted as ghost. The tricks at e show was pretty standard, but i still cant figure out how some were perform.
Was at bk on friday. Well,remembered how sl went to discovery centre long time ago only to find it close down. Sighs. If only i knew it was shifted here. Then, we would have been able to go there to study. But like what R said, some things in life are fated. Its like how two people who never contacted each other, yet happen to appear at e same place at e same time. Just like how sl and i came to know each other. Its just too much of a coincidence that i still find it hard to believe up to this day.
e other thing was about people's perceptions. Really, there isnt much right or wrong to talk about. Like a leaf on e ground, you might see it as green but i might see it as yellow.
Met some friends today and one was them was real good at reading palms. Everyone, well, almost all, eagerly wanted her to take a look. But, i hesitated. Well, like others, i'm eager to know about my life too. Yet, i'm scared of knowing e bad stuff. Thus i decided to give it a miss. But, in e end, somehow, she still looked at my palm anyway. Some comments about me... well, which turn out to be pretty true. I remember e last time i had my palms studied. I heard something real nasty, and it bothered me pretty much. Well, whats e point of knowing so much? What is meant to be, is meant to be. So i rather not know.
Earlier on, i went to e spook show with steve. Haah, really brings back memories of e orientation camps. Remembered e ghost nights where i was scared out of my wits by those seniors who acted as ghosts. Those times where i too acted as ghost. The tricks at e show was pretty standard, but i still cant figure out how some were perform.
Was at bk on friday. Well,remembered how sl went to discovery centre long time ago only to find it close down. Sighs. If only i knew it was shifted here. Then, we would have been able to go there to study. But like what R said, some things in life are fated. Its like how two people who never contacted each other, yet happen to appear at e same place at e same time. Just like how sl and i came to know each other. Its just too much of a coincidence that i still find it hard to believe up to this day.
e other thing was about people's perceptions. Really, there isnt much right or wrong to talk about. Like a leaf on e ground, you might see it as green but i might see it as yellow.
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Some idiotic guy spam using e comments settings
EEEEkk...idiot. I never know people can spam using e comments. Damn, i cant remove e comments setting to stop people from posting comments.
Finished reading this short 2 volume manga titled Arcana. Sheesh...e ending is a bit ..... yes, not a good ending!!!~ Though all ends well. What should i say? i enjoyed this series right from e start. Though some parts seems scary. Well, e sketches are quite vivid in some pages.
I wonder if there's a guardian spirit for each one of us? If there is, i'm certain it did a great job for me. :)
One piece 158 is damn nice. A little walk on lovely street. Haah, how many of us will get to go to skypiea and get to catch a glimpse of e place in e sky? Sheesh, k-f should really speed up...donks!~
Seems like a long time since i last met wy. Hmm, but there seems not much of e awkwardness between us, though i thought there might be. Its pretty funny how we kept walking around e mall yet we're so busily talking or listening to one another that we aint looking at e stuff around us. If that's e case, what difference would it have made if we're just seated nicely at e dinner table?
I just cant seems to remember friend's birthdays. Yes, i know i have to be wacked on e palms for that, but i just thought i'll say this. Then, earlier on, as i was fumbling with my phone, e one which was previously used by a friend, i realise how she manage to remember. She would actually store everyone's birthday as a reminder on e phone. What a great idea. In that way, wont really forget to wish a friend. Cos, i really dont have e habit of checking my organiser.
I like to drink. Is it because of e supposely "high" state i'll entered? I wondered. Probably it is, probably its not. Cos, i really dont like to be in a state where i have no control over myself. I guess people like me really have a hard time, cos we just wont let ourselves go all e way. That's always little restrictions here and there that bores us down.
But still, besides e fact that i wont let myself get too drunk, i'm still hands up for explorations. I meant going to different places, doing different things. Its a wide world out there, and we shouldnt restrict ourselves to e things we can do. But, of cos, that's only if there're friends to accompany. Well, i guess having e company of friends are important. I certainly wont step into a cinema alone or ktv alone. This kinda of stuff thats meant to be done w another, well, i prefer not doing them alone.
While looking for melodies for my phone. I came across this song, FORBIDDEN LOVE. Hmm, so its from e japanese drama LOVE 2000. Some memories of e past, i wonder why we cant recall?i once read somewhere that bad memories might be unknowingly locked away, and no matter how that person tries to recall, he cant. But is that really possible? No matter what, isnt it great if someone can forget about those lousy memories and live with e good ones. Life will be such a blessing. But, how many people can do that? To not immerse in misery, immerse in that mudpool we're in but always look up to e beautiful rainbow above us?
I wonder if there's a guardian spirit for each one of us? If there is, i'm certain it did a great job for me. :)
One piece 158 is damn nice. A little walk on lovely street. Haah, how many of us will get to go to skypiea and get to catch a glimpse of e place in e sky? Sheesh, k-f should really speed up...donks!~
Seems like a long time since i last met wy. Hmm, but there seems not much of e awkwardness between us, though i thought there might be. Its pretty funny how we kept walking around e mall yet we're so busily talking or listening to one another that we aint looking at e stuff around us. If that's e case, what difference would it have made if we're just seated nicely at e dinner table?
I just cant seems to remember friend's birthdays. Yes, i know i have to be wacked on e palms for that, but i just thought i'll say this. Then, earlier on, as i was fumbling with my phone, e one which was previously used by a friend, i realise how she manage to remember. She would actually store everyone's birthday as a reminder on e phone. What a great idea. In that way, wont really forget to wish a friend. Cos, i really dont have e habit of checking my organiser.
I like to drink. Is it because of e supposely "high" state i'll entered? I wondered. Probably it is, probably its not. Cos, i really dont like to be in a state where i have no control over myself. I guess people like me really have a hard time, cos we just wont let ourselves go all e way. That's always little restrictions here and there that bores us down.
But still, besides e fact that i wont let myself get too drunk, i'm still hands up for explorations. I meant going to different places, doing different things. Its a wide world out there, and we shouldnt restrict ourselves to e things we can do. But, of cos, that's only if there're friends to accompany. Well, i guess having e company of friends are important. I certainly wont step into a cinema alone or ktv alone. This kinda of stuff thats meant to be done w another, well, i prefer not doing them alone.
While looking for melodies for my phone. I came across this song, FORBIDDEN LOVE. Hmm, so its from e japanese drama LOVE 2000. Some memories of e past, i wonder why we cant recall?i once read somewhere that bad memories might be unknowingly locked away, and no matter how that person tries to recall, he cant. But is that really possible? No matter what, isnt it great if someone can forget about those lousy memories and live with e good ones. Life will be such a blessing. But, how many people can do that? To not immerse in misery, immerse in that mudpool we're in but always look up to e beautiful rainbow above us?
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Read about this on e newspaper, and was finally here to see it for myself today.
Some were sad, real sad....To think people have no places to tell their secrets to, but to resort to this. That's humans eh?
http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
Finally found this song. Indeed, its by Queen!! titled Bohemian Rhapsody. It appears to originated from a classic piano piece from Maksim. Dunno who e heck is he, but it has a very nice melody. Recently, started tuning in to e radio again. . its like my season again, that's just so many nice songs out there. Shocking thing is that i actually started to like hip hop! 50 cents, ludacruis, nelly, usher! gosh!!
Some were sad, real sad....To think people have no places to tell their secrets to, but to resort to this. That's humans eh?
http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
Finally found this song. Indeed, its by Queen!! titled Bohemian Rhapsody. It appears to originated from a classic piano piece from Maksim. Dunno who e heck is he, but it has a very nice melody. Recently, started tuning in to e radio again. . its like my season again, that's just so many nice songs out there. Shocking thing is that i actually started to like hip hop! 50 cents, ludacruis, nelly, usher! gosh!!
I guess its time to move on. No point dwelling on. Really.
When things of e past, they are
When things are no longer meant e way it is, they are
When things are no longer meant for you, its true
listening to Gwen stefani-cool
When things of e past, they are
When things are no longer meant e way it is, they are
When things are no longer meant for you, its true
listening to Gwen stefani-cool
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
i ask you to dance at e disco but you said no!!!lalala~
Did i ever mention that kor got a goldfish? A huge ranchu! Indeed, its e cutest stuff i ever seen
lately.
But that's not e point....it hasnt been eating since yesterday? mum has thrown in plenty of pellets, but left untouched. This cant go on. I really really hope it would start eating. It seems alright to me, so i doubt its ill. Then? Probably its too lonely. I guess goldfish aint like other type of fishes that survive absolutely alright on its own. Kor say that it's stressed, yeah , prob thats why it seldom swim around, but just stays at a spot. Yet, he doesnt get any new fishes in. Reason? cos he didnt spot any nice looking fishes around. WTF!!
listening to fountain of wayne. Hmm, besides that stacy's mum, de remaining tracks seems more soothing and project a totally feeling. Those easy to hum and hook on tunes.
Its a new season for shows! keke. Lotsa of japanese doramas as well as taiwan ones. After trying a few, i settled for 3.
1.densha otoko
review here!
http://www.j-fan.com/drama/drama.cgi?action=viewrev&season=Summer_2005&show=densha_otoko
okok...this is kinda eek. But i watched episode 1 anyway. Cos its proclaimed a huge one not to be missed. Blah..what crap!~ Anyway, i'm not yet to give up on this one, probably would catch another episode before i might cast it aside for good.
2. Devil by my side
Shugs..not sure whats its english name, but i just did a direct translation of it. This a typical girly kinda romance show for teens, but oh well, probably its e song, or e lead, or that wacky geezer in e show. Yeah, i like e show. plot wise, i would say its different from those typical ones which make you grind your teeth and throw tables. Lots of unexpected parts i would say, you just never know how e story develops next. So..i'll carry on. Oh yes i would.
3. Shiawase ni Naritai!
translated as e happiness i want. Starring Fukada Kyoko and that lady from who starred as e sensei from Sekai no chuushin de, ai wo sakebu. Keke...she looks so different from e times she was in SoS and to heart. There's this cute boy too. Whhooo...finally a decent dorama after so long. Attack no. 1 was fine, but a bit strange. Just lack that bit of you wish to catch it immediately feeling. More of a you wish to know how e ending goes feeling.
Tired over a day of drama. Sheesh... What a dork, staying at home watching shows. Geez, like what kor said, he so old, still playing games, yet me too, a drama addict? Really, i should get a life!!
Still waiting for one piece 157 . Geez, e suspense is just killing me. Muahahaah!
i ask you to dance at e disco but you said no. The whole world was watching and laughing. On the day i crashed and burn at your feet.....lalalala!~
lately.
But that's not e point....it hasnt been eating since yesterday? mum has thrown in plenty of pellets, but left untouched. This cant go on. I really really hope it would start eating. It seems alright to me, so i doubt its ill. Then? Probably its too lonely. I guess goldfish aint like other type of fishes that survive absolutely alright on its own. Kor say that it's stressed, yeah , prob thats why it seldom swim around, but just stays at a spot. Yet, he doesnt get any new fishes in. Reason? cos he didnt spot any nice looking fishes around. WTF!!
listening to fountain of wayne. Hmm, besides that stacy's mum, de remaining tracks seems more soothing and project a totally feeling. Those easy to hum and hook on tunes.
Its a new season for shows! keke. Lotsa of japanese doramas as well as taiwan ones. After trying a few, i settled for 3.
1.densha otoko
review here!
http://www.j-fan.com/drama/drama.cgi?action=viewrev&season=Summer_2005&show=densha_otoko
okok...this is kinda eek. But i watched episode 1 anyway. Cos its proclaimed a huge one not to be missed. Blah..what crap!~ Anyway, i'm not yet to give up on this one, probably would catch another episode before i might cast it aside for good.
2. Devil by my side
Shugs..not sure whats its english name, but i just did a direct translation of it. This a typical girly kinda romance show for teens, but oh well, probably its e song, or e lead, or that wacky geezer in e show. Yeah, i like e show. plot wise, i would say its different from those typical ones which make you grind your teeth and throw tables. Lots of unexpected parts i would say, you just never know how e story develops next. So..i'll carry on. Oh yes i would.
3. Shiawase ni Naritai!
translated as e happiness i want. Starring Fukada Kyoko and that lady from who starred as e sensei from Sekai no chuushin de, ai wo sakebu. Keke...she looks so different from e times she was in SoS and to heart. There's this cute boy too. Whhooo...finally a decent dorama after so long. Attack no. 1 was fine, but a bit strange. Just lack that bit of you wish to catch it immediately feeling. More of a you wish to know how e ending goes feeling.
Tired over a day of drama. Sheesh... What a dork, staying at home watching shows. Geez, like what kor said, he so old, still playing games, yet me too, a drama addict? Really, i should get a life!!
Still waiting for one piece 157 . Geez, e suspense is just killing me. Muahahaah!
i ask you to dance at e disco but you said no. The whole world was watching and laughing. On the day i crashed and burn at your feet.....lalalala!~
Hmm, lotsa thoughts after i watched wedding crashers. Didnt intent to catch this movie, but i did in e end. It turned out to be a real nice one packed with laughter and romance, all nicely smacked in.
Novels, shows...i've catched lotsa of plots..plots on e same old topic. That is, meeting that special one, that probably changed your entire life. Was i thinking too much?Expecting too much, that no one seems to fill that vacant spot. Seeing Joey they all so lovey dovey today. No, probably i shouldnt use that, cos they're bickering half e time, but, having someone there at least. hmm, that seems so nice.
Was sitting at e first row today. REal insane. . really. I dont know how we could have managed if we didnt switch seats. That baka lady, fancy telling us theres's only first row left. Come on, Half of e first few rows were unoccupied!! So we swopped seats and some others follow suit. So... sitting in e first few rows isnt that bad an idea after all. Come to think of it, this is e 2nd time i sat in first row.
Was at traffic lights just now, and i just stood there for dunno how long before realising there's a lot of people and yet e green man is still not on! I wonder if anyone actually press e button. Strangely enough, sometimes we're all standing there stupidly waiting for e green man, but no one pressed e button at all!
Currently listening to James Blunt- You're beautiful. .
hmm, saw this really beautiful person, shd b excited?Happy? but realised cant be with that person?sad?undescribable.
Things... they only pass by once, sometimes, once you miss it, you never get another chance.
I know this has no relation to what i just say, but like owen wilson in wedding crashers, sometimes, though you didnt miss it, but what right do you have to fight for it? Being a wedding crasher, who beds so many ladies, what can he say. Sometimes, i guess only in fairytales like this one, would happy ending occur. Call me perssimist. whatever.
Other times, we just didnt get e message across. Both Claire and John felt something for each other, but they just left it unsaid for quite some time.
Novels, shows...i've catched lotsa of plots..plots on e same old topic. That is, meeting that special one, that probably changed your entire life. Was i thinking too much?Expecting too much, that no one seems to fill that vacant spot. Seeing Joey they all so lovey dovey today. No, probably i shouldnt use that, cos they're bickering half e time, but, having someone there at least. hmm, that seems so nice.
Was sitting at e first row today. REal insane. . really. I dont know how we could have managed if we didnt switch seats. That baka lady, fancy telling us theres's only first row left. Come on, Half of e first few rows were unoccupied!! So we swopped seats and some others follow suit. So... sitting in e first few rows isnt that bad an idea after all. Come to think of it, this is e 2nd time i sat in first row.
Was at traffic lights just now, and i just stood there for dunno how long before realising there's a lot of people and yet e green man is still not on! I wonder if anyone actually press e button. Strangely enough, sometimes we're all standing there stupidly waiting for e green man, but no one pressed e button at all!
Currently listening to James Blunt- You're beautiful. .
hmm, saw this really beautiful person, shd b excited?Happy? but realised cant be with that person?sad?undescribable.
Things... they only pass by once, sometimes, once you miss it, you never get another chance.
I know this has no relation to what i just say, but like owen wilson in wedding crashers, sometimes, though you didnt miss it, but what right do you have to fight for it? Being a wedding crasher, who beds so many ladies, what can he say. Sometimes, i guess only in fairytales like this one, would happy ending occur. Call me perssimist. whatever.
Other times, we just didnt get e message across. Both Claire and John felt something for each other, but they just left it unsaid for quite some time.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
flu came knocking on my door, had a cup of tea and move on......
Saw this damn cheap book titled Karate for kids..
so tempted to buy, but managed to stop in time to prevent adding to my dump.
Found some useful stuff in this book.At least useful for my kickboxing course.I cant stand taking e lessons for quite some time, yet, unable to deliver a correct punch or kick. Atrocious! Really!
Front punch - suppose to be deliver with a twist in e fist to promote speed and strength in e punch.
-point of contact- knuckles? shugs.. cant remember
Back strike-start with right fist at slightly above shoulder, with palm facing down.left in extended position.
-then, as right is stretch out to extended position(palm face upwards), left back to rest position(tucked at waist)
For kicks, start with leg raised, bent, before fully extend to kick position.
Front kick - point of contact = ball of foot
Roundhouse kick-support leg to be in direction of kick. point of contact is ball of foot or top part of foot(just after e toes)
Back kick-point of contact = heel or outer edge of foot
side kick -point of contact is outer edge of foot or heel of foot
currently listening to hoobastank,green day, good charlotte...wheee
in e end, i bought this cute little book called secrets of contentment.
here's e quote of e day from this kawaii no hon(cute book)
the rarest feeling that ever lights the human face is the contentment of a loving soul
~Henry ward Beecher
so tempted to buy, but managed to stop in time to prevent adding to my dump.
Found some useful stuff in this book.At least useful for my kickboxing course.I cant stand taking e lessons for quite some time, yet, unable to deliver a correct punch or kick. Atrocious! Really!
Front punch - suppose to be deliver with a twist in e fist to promote speed and strength in e punch.
-point of contact- knuckles? shugs.. cant remember
Back strike-start with right fist at slightly above shoulder, with palm facing down.left in extended position.
-then, as right is stretch out to extended position(palm face upwards), left back to rest position(tucked at waist)
For kicks, start with leg raised, bent, before fully extend to kick position.
Front kick - point of contact = ball of foot
Roundhouse kick-support leg to be in direction of kick. point of contact is ball of foot or top part of foot(just after e toes)
Back kick-point of contact = heel or outer edge of foot
side kick -point of contact is outer edge of foot or heel of foot
currently listening to hoobastank,green day, good charlotte...wheee
in e end, i bought this cute little book called secrets of contentment.
here's e quote of e day from this kawaii no hon(cute book)
the rarest feeling that ever lights the human face is the contentment of a loving soul
~Henry ward Beecher
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Beeen so so tied up with work e past few days that my life practically revolve around, work and sleep. Especially yesterday, i went to work early in the morning and was officially off work only after midnight. Yeahh, of course there are times such as lunch and dinner breaks, but there's nothing left for pleasure. Though it sounds real insane, getting into a life that meant nothing but work, home, home, work. I do like my work. But, is there nice little cottage awaiting at e end of e rainbow? i dare not think of it. What if it all turns out to be a beautiful illusion.
Today seems like such a bad day for me. Its like those days where you got out of e wrong side of e bed and nothing seems right. i missed my lunch and was terribly hungry. On top of that, i realise i made a rather serious blunder at work. Damn... though i was not scolded, but i felt real shitty. How could i have made such a blunder.?
Even my mobile decided to take a leap when i was in e washroom today. Can anything be worst? Well, it did not land into e bowl, but still, eeeEEeeek...
Today, finally had some time for tv and computer. As though like an auto response, i clicked on wg's blog. *shrugs* like a habit, my mind just does it subconsciously. He made quite a lot of entries since i last went to take a look. Scanned through and saw it There....he said i flew plane. Seems like he took it quite hard, but he sounded like its ok on e phone. Jus shoved with some jokingly sacastic tone. Why cant people be more clear with how they feel? If it really hit them hard, they should make it clear. Yes, probably i real insensative, oblivious, as SL used to say, so i cant decipher what's in a person's mind. But, i ought to hear e truth from them.
But, can i help it that i'm so tied up with my work? its not like i can chose to dump them aside and go. I'm pretty pissed myself that i have to give it a miss and stay on in e office to finish e work. That's life, but can i help it? Choosing between rushing over just to have them accompany me eat my dinner, or going home earlier to rest. i chose e latter. I thought its for e better. They can go home earlier and same goes for me, but i was wrong?
Last sat is nice. Throwing all things aside, as though back to e carefree days. If only theere's more booze and less yuck martini.
Sunday was terrible. Was freaking sleepy but had to get to go for breakfast, cos its supposely our birthday treat. I really appreciate that, but was real pissed too, cos i rather have more sleep. After that, we went for a quick photoshoot. I can see hf is pissed. Why are we taking photos together again? just e two of us again.... despite us telling e girls a million and one times we wish to take with them, they seems reluctant. As though this session is such a drag.
Today seems like such a bad day for me. Its like those days where you got out of e wrong side of e bed and nothing seems right. i missed my lunch and was terribly hungry. On top of that, i realise i made a rather serious blunder at work. Damn... though i was not scolded, but i felt real shitty. How could i have made such a blunder.?
Even my mobile decided to take a leap when i was in e washroom today. Can anything be worst? Well, it did not land into e bowl, but still, eeeEEeeek...
Today, finally had some time for tv and computer. As though like an auto response, i clicked on wg's blog. *shrugs* like a habit, my mind just does it subconsciously. He made quite a lot of entries since i last went to take a look. Scanned through and saw it There....he said i flew plane. Seems like he took it quite hard, but he sounded like its ok on e phone. Jus shoved with some jokingly sacastic tone. Why cant people be more clear with how they feel? If it really hit them hard, they should make it clear. Yes, probably i real insensative, oblivious, as SL used to say, so i cant decipher what's in a person's mind. But, i ought to hear e truth from them.
But, can i help it that i'm so tied up with my work? its not like i can chose to dump them aside and go. I'm pretty pissed myself that i have to give it a miss and stay on in e office to finish e work. That's life, but can i help it? Choosing between rushing over just to have them accompany me eat my dinner, or going home earlier to rest. i chose e latter. I thought its for e better. They can go home earlier and same goes for me, but i was wrong?
Last sat is nice. Throwing all things aside, as though back to e carefree days. If only theere's more booze and less yuck martini.
Sunday was terrible. Was freaking sleepy but had to get to go for breakfast, cos its supposely our birthday treat. I really appreciate that, but was real pissed too, cos i rather have more sleep. After that, we went for a quick photoshoot. I can see hf is pissed. Why are we taking photos together again? just e two of us again.... despite us telling e girls a million and one times we wish to take with them, they seems reluctant. As though this session is such a drag.
