Thursday, August 04, 2005
Beeen so so tied up with work e past few days that my life practically revolve around, work and sleep. Especially yesterday, i went to work early in the morning and was officially off work only after midnight. Yeahh, of course there are times such as lunch and dinner breaks, but there's nothing left for pleasure. Though it sounds real insane, getting into a life that meant nothing but work, home, home, work. I do like my work. But, is there nice little cottage awaiting at e end of e rainbow? i dare not think of it. What if it all turns out to be a beautiful illusion.
Today seems like such a bad day for me. Its like those days where you got out of e wrong side of e bed and nothing seems right. i missed my lunch and was terribly hungry. On top of that, i realise i made a rather serious blunder at work. Damn... though i was not scolded, but i felt real shitty. How could i have made such a blunder.?
Even my mobile decided to take a leap when i was in e washroom today. Can anything be worst? Well, it did not land into e bowl, but still, eeeEEeeek...
Today, finally had some time for tv and computer. As though like an auto response, i clicked on wg's blog. *shrugs* like a habit, my mind just does it subconsciously. He made quite a lot of entries since i last went to take a look. Scanned through and saw it There....he said i flew plane. Seems like he took it quite hard, but he sounded like its ok on e phone. Jus shoved with some jokingly sacastic tone. Why cant people be more clear with how they feel? If it really hit them hard, they should make it clear. Yes, probably i real insensative, oblivious, as SL used to say, so i cant decipher what's in a person's mind. But, i ought to hear e truth from them.
But, can i help it that i'm so tied up with my work? its not like i can chose to dump them aside and go. I'm pretty pissed myself that i have to give it a miss and stay on in e office to finish e work. That's life, but can i help it? Choosing between rushing over just to have them accompany me eat my dinner, or going home earlier to rest. i chose e latter. I thought its for e better. They can go home earlier and same goes for me, but i was wrong?
Last sat is nice. Throwing all things aside, as though back to e carefree days. If only theere's more booze and less yuck martini.
Sunday was terrible. Was freaking sleepy but had to get to go for breakfast, cos its supposely our birthday treat. I really appreciate that, but was real pissed too, cos i rather have more sleep. After that, we went for a quick photoshoot. I can see hf is pissed. Why are we taking photos together again? just e two of us again.... despite us telling e girls a million and one times we wish to take with them, they seems reluctant. As though this session is such a drag.
Today seems like such a bad day for me. Its like those days where you got out of e wrong side of e bed and nothing seems right. i missed my lunch and was terribly hungry. On top of that, i realise i made a rather serious blunder at work. Damn... though i was not scolded, but i felt real shitty. How could i have made such a blunder.?
Even my mobile decided to take a leap when i was in e washroom today. Can anything be worst? Well, it did not land into e bowl, but still, eeeEEeeek...
Today, finally had some time for tv and computer. As though like an auto response, i clicked on wg's blog. *shrugs* like a habit, my mind just does it subconsciously. He made quite a lot of entries since i last went to take a look. Scanned through and saw it There....he said i flew plane. Seems like he took it quite hard, but he sounded like its ok on e phone. Jus shoved with some jokingly sacastic tone. Why cant people be more clear with how they feel? If it really hit them hard, they should make it clear. Yes, probably i real insensative, oblivious, as SL used to say, so i cant decipher what's in a person's mind. But, i ought to hear e truth from them.
But, can i help it that i'm so tied up with my work? its not like i can chose to dump them aside and go. I'm pretty pissed myself that i have to give it a miss and stay on in e office to finish e work. That's life, but can i help it? Choosing between rushing over just to have them accompany me eat my dinner, or going home earlier to rest. i chose e latter. I thought its for e better. They can go home earlier and same goes for me, but i was wrong?
Last sat is nice. Throwing all things aside, as though back to e carefree days. If only theere's more booze and less yuck martini.
Sunday was terrible. Was freaking sleepy but had to get to go for breakfast, cos its supposely our birthday treat. I really appreciate that, but was real pissed too, cos i rather have more sleep. After that, we went for a quick photoshoot. I can see hf is pissed. Why are we taking photos together again? just e two of us again.... despite us telling e girls a million and one times we wish to take with them, they seems reluctant. As though this session is such a drag.
# posted by momaurskox : 10:47 PM
