Monday, October 31, 2005
Nearly felt like throwing e whole computer against e wall a moment ago. Why? Cos e freaking blogger said there might be some cookies problem and i couldnt login into to enter a simple blog entry.
The triggering factor to my short temper? Cos i broke a promise. It wasnt really a promise too, just agreeing to visit e garden with wy, but i decided to forgo that eventually to go drinking instead. Could tell that wy was kinda disappointed, but what to do?
That's me. Ever so freaking irritating, pissing e hell out of everyone. I dont know, really dont. One moment i'm saying i think i'm aint feeling well, so not meeting you, e next, i'm going on a drinking spree e following day. Am i hinting that i dont really like you so i'm up to so many excuses? No, i'm not. I'm just a complex individual which i dont understand too. Why cant my brains be a little more uniform in dispatching e actions and be much better at linking things together? Why cant i be a little more simple in my way of thoughts. Why make things so complicated that i dont know what e heck i'm trying to do?
Was i right or wrong on choosing e latter? I really like to go and visit e garden too. After all, its been donkey ages since i've been there before. Yet, i decided to forgo that too?
Aye! Hail to e complex individual...!
The triggering factor to my short temper? Cos i broke a promise. It wasnt really a promise too, just agreeing to visit e garden with wy, but i decided to forgo that eventually to go drinking instead. Could tell that wy was kinda disappointed, but what to do?
That's me. Ever so freaking irritating, pissing e hell out of everyone. I dont know, really dont. One moment i'm saying i think i'm aint feeling well, so not meeting you, e next, i'm going on a drinking spree e following day. Am i hinting that i dont really like you so i'm up to so many excuses? No, i'm not. I'm just a complex individual which i dont understand too. Why cant my brains be a little more uniform in dispatching e actions and be much better at linking things together? Why cant i be a little more simple in my way of thoughts. Why make things so complicated that i dont know what e heck i'm trying to do?
Was i right or wrong on choosing e latter? I really like to go and visit e garden too. After all, its been donkey ages since i've been there before. Yet, i decided to forgo that too?
Aye! Hail to e complex individual...!
Friday, October 28, 2005
What exactly is my purpose in life? This question ponder me so much, yet i still dont have e slightest answer to it. Saw a real life account of this guy who was at e brim of his life. He led his life to e fullest and was enjoying life to e extreme. Then something tragic happened and he plunged into e depths of ultimate cruelty in life. Was so close to tears as i watched his life journey being revealed. He must have fell hard, so hard. Despite all that, eventually, he has found a purpose to carry on now. God has made a way.
Yet, what about me? What is my purpose in coming to this world?
I picked up a nice chinese novel today. Titled tracks, it start off with how e whole family shifted to this place and e story trails on.. I was there, seated on e train, as i was fully engrossed in it. Hmm, that's difference between a book that keeps you wanting more and one which is nice, but, hmm, you aint really that glued to it, so much so that your focus aint 100% on it.
Fantasies, everyone has them and without a doubt, i have them too. Hmm, those stuff i read in e novel, somewhat strikes a similarity as compared to me in e train. For that interval, its as though i've merge into e person in e novel. The story? Well, e plot is partially made up of a combination of my encounter with e person seated next to me and e plot in e book. Well, if Xiaohu can fantasise about being e superhero WD50, why cant i fantasise a little? Actually, i pretty much like this character xiaohu from a date with e vampires. Though it seems a bit ridiculous initally, i actually look forward to e scenes between him and Chang-er. But fantasies are fantasies after all, and thus xiaohu isnt WD50 after all.
Even so, one shouldnt be so delusionlised by what he/she heard or see. Hmm, delusionlised eh? Heck...i cant really be bothered to find out if such a word actually existed. As what i read from an article from wg's blog, we shouldnt be so easily swayed by that. Cos, reality probably isnt so. Though we might have really witnessed it with our own eyes, but what's e probability of it? Probably it isnt as exaggerating as we had imagined it to be. Thus, we should learn to be optimistic!
Yet, what about me? What is my purpose in coming to this world?
I picked up a nice chinese novel today. Titled tracks, it start off with how e whole family shifted to this place and e story trails on.. I was there, seated on e train, as i was fully engrossed in it. Hmm, that's difference between a book that keeps you wanting more and one which is nice, but, hmm, you aint really that glued to it, so much so that your focus aint 100% on it.
Fantasies, everyone has them and without a doubt, i have them too. Hmm, those stuff i read in e novel, somewhat strikes a similarity as compared to me in e train. For that interval, its as though i've merge into e person in e novel. The story? Well, e plot is partially made up of a combination of my encounter with e person seated next to me and e plot in e book. Well, if Xiaohu can fantasise about being e superhero WD50, why cant i fantasise a little? Actually, i pretty much like this character xiaohu from a date with e vampires. Though it seems a bit ridiculous initally, i actually look forward to e scenes between him and Chang-er. But fantasies are fantasies after all, and thus xiaohu isnt WD50 after all.
Even so, one shouldnt be so delusionlised by what he/she heard or see. Hmm, delusionlised eh? Heck...i cant really be bothered to find out if such a word actually existed. As what i read from an article from wg's blog, we shouldnt be so easily swayed by that. Cos, reality probably isnt so. Though we might have really witnessed it with our own eyes, but what's e probability of it? Probably it isnt as exaggerating as we had imagined it to be. Thus, we should learn to be optimistic!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
I realised i'm really a nice person after all!~ *grins*
Someone asked me today if what e worst thing i've done to someone. I pondered. But nothing came up. Then, i heard of e replies by other people. All of a sudden, i realised i'm aint that lousy a person after all. Well, at least when i was young. I cant imagine conning someone's money and using that to treat others or finishing up someone's lunch while they're at e toilet. Even so, i guess i'm aint that perfect as in this life i've walked through so far, i've knowingly or unknowingly hurt some.
The afternoon sky today was of an ineffable beauty. Like a pastel painting, with hues of grey in those clouds.A dark grey lined e base of e clouds and e colour spreaded randomly in e clouds. The outlines of e clouds isnt clearly defined. Later on in e day, some purple tinges added to it. How i wish i had my camera with me to capture this marvellous view infront of me. There, a distance away, i saw e horizon, where e skies met e earth. A slight change in e colour intensity was all that really differentiates e sky from e sea, just like our breath is all that seperates a complex being like us from e dead.
Recently, i started reading another chinese novel. Geez... just look at e way e author writes. If only i could write in that manner too. Hmm, i guess that's e beauty of e chinese language!!
The afternoon sky today was of an ineffable beauty. Like a pastel painting, with hues of grey in those clouds.A dark grey lined e base of e clouds and e colour spreaded randomly in e clouds. The outlines of e clouds isnt clearly defined. Later on in e day, some purple tinges added to it. How i wish i had my camera with me to capture this marvellous view infront of me. There, a distance away, i saw e horizon, where e skies met e earth. A slight change in e colour intensity was all that really differentiates e sky from e sea, just like our breath is all that seperates a complex being like us from e dead.
Recently, i started reading another chinese novel. Geez... just look at e way e author writes. If only i could write in that manner too. Hmm, i guess that's e beauty of e chinese language!!
Monday, October 24, 2005
黄义达-那女孩对我说 was the song i heard this late afternoon as i was travelling back on a rainy day. It was a heavy rainpour and visibility was low. Then, i heard this song and Von commented that its a very nice song. I could barely catched e lyrics but i thought it sounded sad. I anyhow said, "yup, it sure suited e weather outside!"
Looking back at e lyrics now, indeed, its such a sad song. Fancy having that girl gradually forgetting all about you, yet your memories of her didnt fade a bit and you walked on, carrying e sorrows and pain inflicted upon you. Thereafter, you had never loved again.
Love is such a silly feeling one can have. It makes you lose all sense it seems. Knowing it futile, yet your heart nor head wont heed what you know ought to do. All you know was to loiter on aimlessly, waiting for ??? and shed tears.
Probably, i didnt really like something in particular, that's why i hesitated as to whether i want to get it. That's what xl concluded. Probably she's right. If i had really like it a lot, i would have got it without hesitation. But what if dilemma sets in, as in if it clashes with your principles. Then, its a matter if your liking outweights your principles.
Tatu is back with their second album and they're first single is pretty nice. At least e chrous is pretty catchy in my view. I pretty much like e songs from their first album too. It pretty amazing, considering that in a single album, there're so many songs i like.
Looking back at e lyrics now, indeed, its such a sad song. Fancy having that girl gradually forgetting all about you, yet your memories of her didnt fade a bit and you walked on, carrying e sorrows and pain inflicted upon you. Thereafter, you had never loved again.
Love is such a silly feeling one can have. It makes you lose all sense it seems. Knowing it futile, yet your heart nor head wont heed what you know ought to do. All you know was to loiter on aimlessly, waiting for ??? and shed tears.
Probably, i didnt really like something in particular, that's why i hesitated as to whether i want to get it. That's what xl concluded. Probably she's right. If i had really like it a lot, i would have got it without hesitation. But what if dilemma sets in, as in if it clashes with your principles. Then, its a matter if your liking outweights your principles.
Tatu is back with their second album and they're first single is pretty nice. At least e chrous is pretty catchy in my view. I pretty much like e songs from their first album too. It pretty amazing, considering that in a single album, there're so many songs i like.
Sunday, October 23, 2005
A couple of days ago, it was drizzling like mad. Hey wait, does dizzling meant slight rainfall , then does it make sense to say drizzling like mad? *shrugs* Whatever.....!!~As i was saying, let's fast forward to e point. I recalled e time where i was drenched to e toes, yet was forced to stay in e rain. Hmm, e time where i was travelling on sl's bike. Frankly, i didnt really like e thought of getting myself drenched these days, however, zoooming back on that day back in time, though we were fully drenched, i thought it was fun, though we were freaking cold and i was so worried we might get sick. I guess things, they're just so strange at times. Though e process seems totally undesirable, yet it leaves a deep imprint in your memories. Yet, in e days to come, something that seems so insignificant to others turn out to be e very thing you would remember in e days to come. How many times have one told another about something that they had remembered yet others had no memories of entirely.
Was off to e other side of e borders again today. As though e pasture is greener over there!~ *grins*
But i guess things are always fun e first time round as compared to e second time we do it again in close proximity in terms of time.
Caught the movie "Goal". My views, comments?? Hmm, wouldnt be e type of movie i'll want to catch on first thought. Heard from Jeremy its great. My impression of it seems like a nicely-done movie too. But hey, it turn out to be a real nice one. Hmm, e hardships to making it to e main league, sheesh, who could have imagine it? Somemore, there are bound to be these lamers around, who find your talent such an eyesore and make things difficult for you. Well, i learn something today, so even with asthma, one can still carry on playing soccer professionally. So sportsman isnt supermans too after all. Wooh.... what luck i have recently ...to steer clear of lousy movies...
Was real pissed by e cabbie driver today. Oh yeah, agreeing to a real lame idea and that's it, took a stick away from me. Darn it. Dont you even have some manners? It doesnt even belong to you. Dont you even have e decency to ask before taking it? Grrrh..it doesnt pay to be weak and nice. Darn.. i really regret not kicking up a big fuss.
On my way home earlier on, i saw a familiar face. It didnt took me long to figure where i know this person from. Yet, when our eyes met for that spilt second, he turned away. There's a little uncertainity in his eyes. Well, he probably didnt recognise me as well, but couldnt recall from where and decided not to say hi after all.
Hmm, it could be. Sometimes, i find this person real familar, but it took me donkey hours to finally recall where exactly i knew him/her from.
Time for shower and off to dreamland!!
Listening to S.H.E - Xing Guang
Was off to e other side of e borders again today. As though e pasture is greener over there!~ *grins*
But i guess things are always fun e first time round as compared to e second time we do it again in close proximity in terms of time.
Caught the movie "Goal". My views, comments?? Hmm, wouldnt be e type of movie i'll want to catch on first thought. Heard from Jeremy its great. My impression of it seems like a nicely-done movie too. But hey, it turn out to be a real nice one. Hmm, e hardships to making it to e main league, sheesh, who could have imagine it? Somemore, there are bound to be these lamers around, who find your talent such an eyesore and make things difficult for you. Well, i learn something today, so even with asthma, one can still carry on playing soccer professionally. So sportsman isnt supermans too after all. Wooh.... what luck i have recently ...to steer clear of lousy movies...
Was real pissed by e cabbie driver today. Oh yeah, agreeing to a real lame idea and that's it, took a stick away from me. Darn it. Dont you even have some manners? It doesnt even belong to you. Dont you even have e decency to ask before taking it? Grrrh..it doesnt pay to be weak and nice. Darn.. i really regret not kicking up a big fuss.
On my way home earlier on, i saw a familiar face. It didnt took me long to figure where i know this person from. Yet, when our eyes met for that spilt second, he turned away. There's a little uncertainity in his eyes. Well, he probably didnt recognise me as well, but couldnt recall from where and decided not to say hi after all.
Hmm, it could be. Sometimes, i find this person real familar, but it took me donkey hours to finally recall where exactly i knew him/her from.
Time for shower and off to dreamland!!
Listening to S.H.E - Xing Guang
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
This post is specially for my avid fans out there. Here goes....
Was showering as my thoughts ran. Lotsa and lotsa them. Its like dreaming, e thoughts just ran randomly and now as i sat down trying to recall, i cant seems to remember anything. Oh ya, e past days, had been freakingly cold. So cold i wish i can just hide under e blankets all day long. But, hey, no. When e sun was out, it became freakingly hot. Some kind of weather we have.
Lets talk about my day today. Had a magical day today haha. I thought smoke only appears in dreams, television, movies or fantasy. Yet today, smoke sprout out from e ground, ok, sprout isnt e word, but ermm, cant think of another word for it. There was a bit of breeze and those just fluttered crossed my path of vision. I thought, is this how paradise looks like? I wonder if i mentioned before that someone once said to me, paradise is what you imagine it to be.
Of cos, everyone's perception of it will be different, but one thing is e same, and that's for sure. That is, you're definitely happy in it. Was watching MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE III and there was this scene where Jiantou was in Ma Xiao Ling's dream. In there, everyone was alive, happy and so unreal. I meant, even in dreams, it cant be that nice, its as though its a paradise they're at. I wonder if people who gets to reach paradise, are they able to manipulate e paradise they're at with their minds?
Often, when one points an accusing finger at others, unrealisingly, e other 3 fingers are pointed at e one.
A meaning phrase i heard today. Indeed, sometimes i was busily lamenting about others but what about myself? Aint i e same? But, i guess that's because i'm only a mere human right? Despite how i tried, i cant be as compassionate and sinless as god.
I finally remembered. Von has been telling me stuff like, "i feel that you should do this or you should be doing that..." What e heck. Firstly, i dont know you well, so stop telling me what i should do. So what if i dont read fashion magazines, or wear this kinda clothes or whatever? I cant believe e expression on Von's face when i said i'm too busy to have time for magazines. Haah, that's true to some extent. There are so many stuffs to do than to waste it on magazines. But i do rarely flip through them at times.
I dont understand why are there so many definations in this world. Like girls must wear skirts or behave all so demure. Why guys must act all so macho and cant shed a tear. Or on weekends, we should be out having fun rather than crouching at home. Nah, gone are e days where i still give a damn about this kinda stuff. So Von, stop acting like mr know- it-all. As if Von will get to read this..
Hope to finish VAMPIRE soon. Its saddening enough that Chang -er didnt end up with Xiaohu. I certainly hope WanYan BuPo will be with YaoChiShengMu or JianTou with Ma Xiao Ling. I know it sounds silly, but i hope its JianTou and not TianYou, cos JianTou is more suave. Eil laughed at my wish cos both are e same actor, but hmm, i just like Jian Tou better. *Grins*
Was showering as my thoughts ran. Lotsa and lotsa them. Its like dreaming, e thoughts just ran randomly and now as i sat down trying to recall, i cant seems to remember anything. Oh ya, e past days, had been freakingly cold. So cold i wish i can just hide under e blankets all day long. But, hey, no. When e sun was out, it became freakingly hot. Some kind of weather we have.
Lets talk about my day today. Had a magical day today haha. I thought smoke only appears in dreams, television, movies or fantasy. Yet today, smoke sprout out from e ground, ok, sprout isnt e word, but ermm, cant think of another word for it. There was a bit of breeze and those just fluttered crossed my path of vision. I thought, is this how paradise looks like? I wonder if i mentioned before that someone once said to me, paradise is what you imagine it to be.
Of cos, everyone's perception of it will be different, but one thing is e same, and that's for sure. That is, you're definitely happy in it. Was watching MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE III and there was this scene where Jiantou was in Ma Xiao Ling's dream. In there, everyone was alive, happy and so unreal. I meant, even in dreams, it cant be that nice, its as though its a paradise they're at. I wonder if people who gets to reach paradise, are they able to manipulate e paradise they're at with their minds?
Often, when one points an accusing finger at others, unrealisingly, e other 3 fingers are pointed at e one.
A meaning phrase i heard today. Indeed, sometimes i was busily lamenting about others but what about myself? Aint i e same? But, i guess that's because i'm only a mere human right? Despite how i tried, i cant be as compassionate and sinless as god.
I finally remembered. Von has been telling me stuff like, "i feel that you should do this or you should be doing that..." What e heck. Firstly, i dont know you well, so stop telling me what i should do. So what if i dont read fashion magazines, or wear this kinda clothes or whatever? I cant believe e expression on Von's face when i said i'm too busy to have time for magazines. Haah, that's true to some extent. There are so many stuffs to do than to waste it on magazines. But i do rarely flip through them at times.
I dont understand why are there so many definations in this world. Like girls must wear skirts or behave all so demure. Why guys must act all so macho and cant shed a tear. Or on weekends, we should be out having fun rather than crouching at home. Nah, gone are e days where i still give a damn about this kinda stuff. So Von, stop acting like mr know- it-all. As if Von will get to read this..
Hope to finish VAMPIRE soon. Its saddening enough that Chang -er didnt end up with Xiaohu. I certainly hope WanYan BuPo will be with YaoChiShengMu or JianTou with Ma Xiao Ling. I know it sounds silly, but i hope its JianTou and not TianYou, cos JianTou is more suave. Eil laughed at my wish cos both are e same actor, but hmm, i just like Jian Tou better. *Grins*
Friday, October 07, 2005
Caught the myth today. Turn out to be a really really nice one. Ancient china battle scenes, romance and e usual modern days martial arts scene, it all had it. I like e ancient china scenes and e bitter sweet relationship between meng-yi and ok-soo best. But, it seems like a one-sided love for ok-soo. Cos Jacky Chan doesnt seems to care much, besides e fact that she is a concubine of Qin emperor, thus someone he would give up his life to protect.
Ok-Soo said in e movie,
We've struggled so hard to stay alive, only to become slaves to destiny. When will we be free?
Hmm, i wonder too. Why do we struggle so much at times?
Anyway, this movie stirred quite a bit of thoughts within me. Well, probably this adds on to e after-effects of a chinese novel i read. Like why am i such a complex being?
If love has no boundaries, then what's stopping us? The song 美丽的神话 by 成龙/金喜善. Its so bitter. Especially e part sang by 金喜善. Cos we're too deeply in love, thats why we're in such great misery. We cant even say "i love you". It boils down to 1 simple phrase, i'm sitting right here beside you, yet you've no idea i love you.
That's e most ultimate misery of all i guess. Not being able to tell e person you love that you love him/her. Such a simple effortless act, yet, so tedious to carry it out. I wonder how many people in this world goes through that? Meeting e one you really like, but just cant bring yourself to let that person know. Then, acting like it meant nothing to you, appearing nochalent, or like you dont even care about that person. But, what else can one do? Like letting your mind run wild thinking there might be something when that person treats you better? No, thus, e best way would be to shun. Is that e way to solve things? *shrugs* That seems to be e best solution to me. I wonder if meng-yi was behaving in e same manner too? Knowing its a relation he cant commit, thus he chose to act like that. Act like he's nothing more than a loyal subject willing to throw his life away for Ok-soo.
Gosh...why am i so emotional today? Must be because of e song and e show.
Ok-Soo said in e movie,
We've struggled so hard to stay alive, only to become slaves to destiny. When will we be free?
Hmm, i wonder too. Why do we struggle so much at times?
Anyway, this movie stirred quite a bit of thoughts within me. Well, probably this adds on to e after-effects of a chinese novel i read. Like why am i such a complex being?
If love has no boundaries, then what's stopping us? The song 美丽的神话 by 成龙/金喜善. Its so bitter. Especially e part sang by 金喜善. Cos we're too deeply in love, thats why we're in such great misery. We cant even say "i love you". It boils down to 1 simple phrase, i'm sitting right here beside you, yet you've no idea i love you.
That's e most ultimate misery of all i guess. Not being able to tell e person you love that you love him/her. Such a simple effortless act, yet, so tedious to carry it out. I wonder how many people in this world goes through that? Meeting e one you really like, but just cant bring yourself to let that person know. Then, acting like it meant nothing to you, appearing nochalent, or like you dont even care about that person. But, what else can one do? Like letting your mind run wild thinking there might be something when that person treats you better? No, thus, e best way would be to shun. Is that e way to solve things? *shrugs* That seems to be e best solution to me. I wonder if meng-yi was behaving in e same manner too? Knowing its a relation he cant commit, thus he chose to act like that. Act like he's nothing more than a loyal subject willing to throw his life away for Ok-soo.
Gosh...why am i so emotional today? Must be because of e song and e show.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Finally done with 恶魔在身边. Probably i waited too long before getting down to watching it, the ending wasnt that spectacular. To begin with, there wasnt much plot, thus i wasnt really expecting much.
Sheesh, cant believe i forgot to take e receipt out from e bag that contained wg's present. Haah, was in too much of a rush to notice it anyway. What's important is e new owner liked it. The present was e snow wolf lake complication cd and a book. Hmm, i'm not really into musicals but it seems like a pretty neat one. Too bad e packaging suck big time. Its of a plain purplish blue. Not catchy at all. Hmm, if it has a nice big shot of Jacky on it, would definitely bring in more sales.
I realised there are lotsa nice places here i've never been to nor heard of it. Really yearn to go explore this places someday. Like on friday, i was off to e eastern side and on e way back, i passed by this really nice coastal area. Wow, its really nice. . Too bad its too far to visit there often. Hmm, can imagine e joy Daichi must as experienced as he travelled on bike to neigbouring places on long weekends. If i can be that carefree, and just leapt on a bike and travel aimlessly to explore the unknown. Then, pitching a tent somewhere when night falls. That would be cool. *Grins*
Just yesterday, i was off on a bike at night. The feeling is really great. Not much of e vehicles, and the cool breeze against me. Its as though i was transported back to e days in hostel. These memories, they will remain always. But, years down e road, would it still as vivid as it was when it was freshly imprinted in my mind? Just like now, i cant even really imagine e days in school anymore. Yes, i've embarked into another segment of my life. Whether i like it or not, i have to put on a serious outlook and handle things like an adult.
This song, 楊丞琳-理想情人 really grows on me. Guess its has been repeating for ??? donkey times? Hmmm, *shrugs* , with regards to songs i like, i can just listen to it alone for many many times. Sometimes i feel my mind isnt focused, cos half e time, it seems to be lost somewhere. So probably, its only half e time that i'm really listening to it. Anyway, i find 楊丞琳 great. I didnt know she can sing that well. I didnt really have a good impression of her in e past, but this time, she really got my vote. Well, her acting is great, so are her songs. Its not easy for someone who isnt really born a singer to sing that well, hmm, in my view at least.
Sheesh, cant believe i forgot to take e receipt out from e bag that contained wg's present. Haah, was in too much of a rush to notice it anyway. What's important is e new owner liked it. The present was e snow wolf lake complication cd and a book. Hmm, i'm not really into musicals but it seems like a pretty neat one. Too bad e packaging suck big time. Its of a plain purplish blue. Not catchy at all. Hmm, if it has a nice big shot of Jacky on it, would definitely bring in more sales.
I realised there are lotsa nice places here i've never been to nor heard of it. Really yearn to go explore this places someday. Like on friday, i was off to e eastern side and on e way back, i passed by this really nice coastal area. Wow, its really nice. . Too bad its too far to visit there often. Hmm, can imagine e joy Daichi must as experienced as he travelled on bike to neigbouring places on long weekends. If i can be that carefree, and just leapt on a bike and travel aimlessly to explore the unknown. Then, pitching a tent somewhere when night falls. That would be cool. *Grins*
Just yesterday, i was off on a bike at night. The feeling is really great. Not much of e vehicles, and the cool breeze against me. Its as though i was transported back to e days in hostel. These memories, they will remain always. But, years down e road, would it still as vivid as it was when it was freshly imprinted in my mind? Just like now, i cant even really imagine e days in school anymore. Yes, i've embarked into another segment of my life. Whether i like it or not, i have to put on a serious outlook and handle things like an adult.
This song, 楊丞琳-理想情人 really grows on me. Guess its has been repeating for ??? donkey times? Hmmm, *shrugs* , with regards to songs i like, i can just listen to it alone for many many times. Sometimes i feel my mind isnt focused, cos half e time, it seems to be lost somewhere. So probably, its only half e time that i'm really listening to it. Anyway, i find 楊丞琳 great. I didnt know she can sing that well. I didnt really have a good impression of her in e past, but this time, she really got my vote. Well, her acting is great, so are her songs. Its not easy for someone who isnt really born a singer to sing that well, hmm, in my view at least.
