Sunday, October 28, 2007
REally fainted, ALMOST!! Went to e stores today and saw this phone i really like. Came back and did some reading up. Oh well, saw this phone a couple of weeks back while i was snooping around e net, but shoved it one side when i read some of its cons, something on no indication of miss call alerts.
Wanted to confirm it again, cant find it. Great! but when i went to e webbies of e service providers, i couldnt find it. Apparently, it's released into e markets in July 07 but it was introduced as a NEW phone on a local phone forum under e news section. "So was it released?" I wondered. Called up e hotline and it appears it was released quite some time back. Upon more search, i realised its probably released in Aug locally. But!!!!! Its closed to out of stock now. Geeex...at least at e service providers.
More search revealed that e phone has a cosmetic problem, that is, keypads that cracked easily. So, according to online sources, e manufacturers sorta held on to e stock. Would e problem be resolved and new stocks be realeased? GOD KNOWS!!!
Sigh. Dont you just hate it when this happens?
Kinda pity as i was pretty fus over looking at e different models and nothing seems really right, till i played around with e display set of it today. I reckon i played with it couple weeks back, probably. But , at that point in time, my criteria did not include a slider phone. But i was really blown away by it today.
Its slim, really slim!! and that's my top priority in e next phone i'm going to get. It's white too!! That's nice, cos my current is white too. As for grey or black, hmmm, seems like e choice for majority, but ermmmm...i prefer white.
Oh well, what's more to say now? I dont even know if i'll get to buy one or not. Grey is available , but it's just not my cup of tea.
In case you're wondering what phone i'm talking about. Here's a picture of it.
Went Elf's place earlier and blading after that. Its really nice walking through e stretch of path with trees laid neatly along e side. Hmmm, suddenly reminded me of europe. Never been there, but as seen in movies, where they just went to a park and sat at a bench. The park is so nice!
Anyway, did a slow spin down e route and it ended so fast. I almost didnt want it to end. But partially yes too, cos it seems like it's gonna rain soon. Yea, e air was cold and misty. So soothing. Haah, was reminded of e days in colleage again. I dont really fancy jogging, but i like being contact with e cool soothing air and e company of course!
Last night was kinda inprompt-to too. Rain's jaws really aint as swollen as she claimed it to be. But oh well. We played card games, 1 which we played previously at e chalet and 2 news ones which 1 of which was taught by zs. That game is really funny come to think of it. There's just so many loopholes which we have to improvise further.
Corn kept winning which meant that i'm practically dumped with all those chocolates. Ok, i do admit i was pretty lazy to in-corperate much thinking into winning it. But, its weekend and i prefer to just play along to substain e game yet not winnning seems fine. So me right?
If there were a string of biscuits hung at my neck, i think i'll just wiltered away......
Rain was really comical. Didnt meant to be rude, but it's hilarious to hear footsteps but not seeing anyone coming down e stairs. That's exactly how it is when she's speaking.
Sometimes i just go amazed how i just made someone's day with a little act of mine. Like corn was so delighted to got hold of e dvd.
To me it doesnt meant anything, but to someone it meant e world
Hmm, we really have to think twice when we're doing something next time. Like what i read on Sean's msn,
"it's easy to make someone happy but it's even easier to make someone sad. "
Hmm, a familiar nice song churning from mum's radio..... Wei DAo..aka smell.
Oh ya...found peeps to accompany to Jay's concert!!! Geexx..!!! My first ever concert!!!
Facebook...everyone's raving about it!!!! hmm, oh well.. gonna join and take a look. hahah
Wanted to confirm it again, cant find it. Great! but when i went to e webbies of e service providers, i couldnt find it. Apparently, it's released into e markets in July 07 but it was introduced as a NEW phone on a local phone forum under e news section. "So was it released?" I wondered. Called up e hotline and it appears it was released quite some time back. Upon more search, i realised its probably released in Aug locally. But!!!!! Its closed to out of stock now. Geeex...at least at e service providers.
More search revealed that e phone has a cosmetic problem, that is, keypads that cracked easily. So, according to online sources, e manufacturers sorta held on to e stock. Would e problem be resolved and new stocks be realeased? GOD KNOWS!!!
Sigh. Dont you just hate it when this happens?
Kinda pity as i was pretty fus over looking at e different models and nothing seems really right, till i played around with e display set of it today. I reckon i played with it couple weeks back, probably. But , at that point in time, my criteria did not include a slider phone. But i was really blown away by it today.
Its slim, really slim!! and that's my top priority in e next phone i'm going to get. It's white too!! That's nice, cos my current is white too. As for grey or black, hmmm, seems like e choice for majority, but ermmmm...i prefer white.
Oh well, what's more to say now? I dont even know if i'll get to buy one or not. Grey is available , but it's just not my cup of tea.
In case you're wondering what phone i'm talking about. Here's a picture of it.
Went Elf's place earlier and blading after that. Its really nice walking through e stretch of path with trees laid neatly along e side. Hmmm, suddenly reminded me of europe. Never been there, but as seen in movies, where they just went to a park and sat at a bench. The park is so nice!
Anyway, did a slow spin down e route and it ended so fast. I almost didnt want it to end. But partially yes too, cos it seems like it's gonna rain soon. Yea, e air was cold and misty. So soothing. Haah, was reminded of e days in colleage again. I dont really fancy jogging, but i like being contact with e cool soothing air and e company of course!
Last night was kinda inprompt-to too. Rain's jaws really aint as swollen as she claimed it to be. But oh well. We played card games, 1 which we played previously at e chalet and 2 news ones which 1 of which was taught by zs. That game is really funny come to think of it. There's just so many loopholes which we have to improvise further.
Corn kept winning which meant that i'm practically dumped with all those chocolates. Ok, i do admit i was pretty lazy to in-corperate much thinking into winning it. But, its weekend and i prefer to just play along to substain e game yet not winnning seems fine. So me right?
If there were a string of biscuits hung at my neck, i think i'll just wiltered away......
Rain was really comical. Didnt meant to be rude, but it's hilarious to hear footsteps but not seeing anyone coming down e stairs. That's exactly how it is when she's speaking.
Sometimes i just go amazed how i just made someone's day with a little act of mine. Like corn was so delighted to got hold of e dvd.
To me it doesnt meant anything, but to someone it meant e world
Hmm, we really have to think twice when we're doing something next time. Like what i read on Sean's msn,
"it's easy to make someone happy but it's even easier to make someone sad. "
Hmm, a familiar nice song churning from mum's radio..... Wei DAo..aka smell.
Oh ya...found peeps to accompany to Jay's concert!!! Geexx..!!! My first ever concert!!!
Facebook...everyone's raving about it!!!! hmm, oh well.. gonna join and take a look. hahah
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Heard Cyndi's song again and sang along sub-consciously. Its nice la!
Sometimes was stumped by questions thrown over and realised others had e same concerns you had. What was left unsaid was that i obviously had trust in you. Ok, at least you gave me e heart to trust you.
MEt someone new again. Geex, not really a big deal given i met new people almost everyday. But ZS gave a fun yet kinda nerdy, down-to-earth feel. Seeing how we ended up to be e ones drinking is funny.
YES. Was off drinking again while e folks dispersed for home. Going home so early just simply didnt looked right somehow. But everyone is busy with reasons for having to leave early. Oh well. Key's sms seems to came in right at e moment.
So long since we met up. I wondered if i was different from before. Indeed i am. I seems more chatty now. At least that's how it seems to me as compared to e last time we met. WG commented on e same thing too. Ya and of cos i can be strangely quiet as well.
In fact, hasnt been speaking much e whole day today. BB and I were busied in our work on site. Today is a maddening workout regime. I was practially flat towards latter of e day and i literally yelp in joy when e work was completed.
Now i understand how one would felt if being thrown a handful of flour. Stunned.
Ou De Yang is back and his songs seems nice still. Still that dreamy neighbourhood guy feel.
sh mentioned e gathering tomorrow was cancelled. Sigh, last minute again. But really , i should be glad to be able to rest for e week, given e hectic schedule ahead.
With regards to what happen yesterday. I recalled e problem with Von. He tends to like to dump his poo at e very last minute to people. Geex, i wouldnt mind if he at least have e tendency to pass earlier so that at least there's time to counteract e critical situation.
ZS is a surprise cos i seldom able to meet someone who can understand exactly e barn work, at least how we shift e poo buckets.
Recalling e day at e site, e sky can be littered with clouds, scorching hot rays beaming through yet what's inside is noisy, smoky, dirty. But once you cant hear much and focus with e work, it doesnt seems that bad. But it's just that at times, glancing at e world outside, you realise e weather is so great and e scenery is so nice.
Just like e chocolate factory, where i stood was trembling, noisy yet e gentle breeze is blowing from e greenery ahead, as if to remind me of e pleasant-ness of e greenery ahead.
Was surprised by bb's cheerfulness towards e end and e enthusium he displayed towards e end. It's like beaming widely when you just came back from e poo-pool.
sleepy. zzzz.
Long time since contacted zl and she's back from a trip and going for another in nov. KK!!! Geeex...envy envy. Indeed, e k beach is so attractive, but going back again? hmmmm, probably when i've covered other place.
甜甜圈 ...
Oh ya, tread on unfamiliar terrain, some place i've never treaded before. Just as i was wondering what that, that's so nice, i realised it's littered with tombs. Opppss....but e view is so serene that e creeps just dissipated as fast as it swerve right in. Next was e long lane of vehicle from moo land. Geeex, i almost thought i was in moo land.
Lay hands on 2 books, started on INNOCENT IN DEATH. Seems captivating. As for HAV, e beginning seems nice too!! WoooOOOOOOO, 2 great books in a row.
Sometimes was stumped by questions thrown over and realised others had e same concerns you had. What was left unsaid was that i obviously had trust in you. Ok, at least you gave me e heart to trust you.
MEt someone new again. Geex, not really a big deal given i met new people almost everyday. But ZS gave a fun yet kinda nerdy, down-to-earth feel. Seeing how we ended up to be e ones drinking is funny.
YES. Was off drinking again while e folks dispersed for home. Going home so early just simply didnt looked right somehow. But everyone is busy with reasons for having to leave early. Oh well. Key's sms seems to came in right at e moment.
So long since we met up. I wondered if i was different from before. Indeed i am. I seems more chatty now. At least that's how it seems to me as compared to e last time we met. WG commented on e same thing too. Ya and of cos i can be strangely quiet as well.
In fact, hasnt been speaking much e whole day today. BB and I were busied in our work on site. Today is a maddening workout regime. I was practially flat towards latter of e day and i literally yelp in joy when e work was completed.
Now i understand how one would felt if being thrown a handful of flour. Stunned.
Ou De Yang is back and his songs seems nice still. Still that dreamy neighbourhood guy feel.
sh mentioned e gathering tomorrow was cancelled. Sigh, last minute again. But really , i should be glad to be able to rest for e week, given e hectic schedule ahead.
With regards to what happen yesterday. I recalled e problem with Von. He tends to like to dump his poo at e very last minute to people. Geex, i wouldnt mind if he at least have e tendency to pass earlier so that at least there's time to counteract e critical situation.
ZS is a surprise cos i seldom able to meet someone who can understand exactly e barn work, at least how we shift e poo buckets.
Recalling e day at e site, e sky can be littered with clouds, scorching hot rays beaming through yet what's inside is noisy, smoky, dirty. But once you cant hear much and focus with e work, it doesnt seems that bad. But it's just that at times, glancing at e world outside, you realise e weather is so great and e scenery is so nice.
Just like e chocolate factory, where i stood was trembling, noisy yet e gentle breeze is blowing from e greenery ahead, as if to remind me of e pleasant-ness of e greenery ahead.
Was surprised by bb's cheerfulness towards e end and e enthusium he displayed towards e end. It's like beaming widely when you just came back from e poo-pool.
sleepy. zzzz.
Long time since contacted zl and she's back from a trip and going for another in nov. KK!!! Geeex...envy envy. Indeed, e k beach is so attractive, but going back again? hmmmm, probably when i've covered other place.
甜甜圈 ...
Oh ya, tread on unfamiliar terrain, some place i've never treaded before. Just as i was wondering what that, that's so nice, i realised it's littered with tombs. Opppss....but e view is so serene that e creeps just dissipated as fast as it swerve right in. Next was e long lane of vehicle from moo land. Geeex, i almost thought i was in moo land.
Lay hands on 2 books, started on INNOCENT IN DEATH. Seems captivating. As for HAV, e beginning seems nice too!! WoooOOOOOOO, 2 great books in a row.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Just a couple of things on my mind now.
One. I really not that different, but i seriously didnt find it amusing at all. Shrugs, just found someone with poor language sense trying to show his concern and find it touching. Wasnt as touching it seems when it happen to me though and i just brush it off totally. Yea, ignore it totally. But anyway, for once, i did think like what others , most people might have. "Aww...i'll be touched if someone bother to do that to me"
Two. Was off on a drinking spree again. But tried to control to e number of glasses though, though e frequency of gulping down increased. Geez.
Three. Strangely e cheeks are red today. Hmmm, seems like a first time for me. Does that mean e headache would be less severe tomorrow?
Four. Have to wake at 8 tomorrow. Damn. Wish Rain hasnt pushed me to it. But only rain is capable of those insanely early timings. Sorry Shit, for backing out at e last minute.
Five. Things seems clearer after dozing some alcohol. You see how some are eager to express themselves, while how we might have appeared to know each other for so long, yet totally clueless on what happen around them. Like e way that everyone didnt even know who your ex(s) are, where you live, or how you fared then. Strangely how i remembered every single bit after all that wine.
Six. Apparently 1 of e bags are missing and got Rain so upset. I wasnt concerned over e missing items but e hassle that came along with it.
Seven. Loneliness seems to supercede a lot of things in one's life after life begins in e workforce. Some percive it positively while others dwell in it, struggling. Of those that surf strongly along e waves are wg and wp. I really admire them for it. I just cant seems to get anything done when i'm alone.
Eight. I felt like being a innocent ignorant bitch at times. Or rather i'm one? Hearing how wp percive e whole situation. I dont seem to think there's anything so wrong in having such a loser character as long as that person is happy. Certainly it doesnt meant that such a person doesnt deserve love. Though a loser in life, that person might have been really great in love life. Just like how some might have been really idiotic in work, but a genius in love.
We dont need to be that perfect when it comes to love. Cos no one is perfect
Once i heard or read this from someone i knew who wrote this ....
what does not kill you only makes you stronger
i wish i had become stronger too
It's amusing how true some phrases are...
After alcohol, one sprouts e truth.
One. I really not that different, but i seriously didnt find it amusing at all. Shrugs, just found someone with poor language sense trying to show his concern and find it touching. Wasnt as touching it seems when it happen to me though and i just brush it off totally. Yea, ignore it totally. But anyway, for once, i did think like what others , most people might have. "Aww...i'll be touched if someone bother to do that to me"
Two. Was off on a drinking spree again. But tried to control to e number of glasses though, though e frequency of gulping down increased. Geez.
Three. Strangely e cheeks are red today. Hmmm, seems like a first time for me. Does that mean e headache would be less severe tomorrow?
Four. Have to wake at 8 tomorrow. Damn. Wish Rain hasnt pushed me to it. But only rain is capable of those insanely early timings. Sorry Shit, for backing out at e last minute.
Five. Things seems clearer after dozing some alcohol. You see how some are eager to express themselves, while how we might have appeared to know each other for so long, yet totally clueless on what happen around them. Like e way that everyone didnt even know who your ex(s) are, where you live, or how you fared then. Strangely how i remembered every single bit after all that wine.
Six. Apparently 1 of e bags are missing and got Rain so upset. I wasnt concerned over e missing items but e hassle that came along with it.
Seven. Loneliness seems to supercede a lot of things in one's life after life begins in e workforce. Some percive it positively while others dwell in it, struggling. Of those that surf strongly along e waves are wg and wp. I really admire them for it. I just cant seems to get anything done when i'm alone.
Eight. I felt like being a innocent ignorant bitch at times. Or rather i'm one? Hearing how wp percive e whole situation. I dont seem to think there's anything so wrong in having such a loser character as long as that person is happy. Certainly it doesnt meant that such a person doesnt deserve love. Though a loser in life, that person might have been really great in love life. Just like how some might have been really idiotic in work, but a genius in love.
We dont need to be that perfect when it comes to love. Cos no one is perfect
Once i heard or read this from someone i knew who wrote this ....
what does not kill you only makes you stronger
i wish i had become stronger too
It's amusing how true some phrases are...
After alcohol, one sprouts e truth.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Fifi.
Feeling breathless again. Sigh. Always when i work late at barn.
Stumped when being asked why i chose i work at e barn. Like BC always say, we're here for a reason, just like e way i was brought to e barn. Then, like it, so stayed on.
Even it meant being different, i chose to stay on. Why?I like like my job in a way. *looking sheepishly*
Smell this really nice scent in e lift. Its like those scented pens little girls used to buy. Wow.
Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett-Way Back Into Love.
This song is so nice!! Almost made me wanted to take a look at Music & Lyrics movie.
Back just in time just to catch e closing chapter of e show on television. Sad. So sad. He does look like Wu Zun la, if he stop acting so weird.
Received a sms from barn master. Its scary. Especially so late at night.
Hmm, where did i heard/read it from? Sometimes when one receives a notification from your superior, it doesnt necessarily meant something bad. Think positive. For heaven's sake! ;P
Okie ! Though was hit hard in e back, but i'm pretty :) today.
The rest during weekend worked somehow.
Suddenly thought of this song,
Feeling breathless again. Sigh. Always when i work late at barn.
Stumped when being asked why i chose i work at e barn. Like BC always say, we're here for a reason, just like e way i was brought to e barn. Then, like it, so stayed on.
Even it meant being different, i chose to stay on. Why?I like like my job in a way. *looking sheepishly*
Smell this really nice scent in e lift. Its like those scented pens little girls used to buy. Wow.
Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett-Way Back Into Love.
This song is so nice!! Almost made me wanted to take a look at Music & Lyrics movie.
Back just in time just to catch e closing chapter of e show on television. Sad. So sad. He does look like Wu Zun la, if he stop acting so weird.
Received a sms from barn master. Its scary. Especially so late at night.
Hmm, where did i heard/read it from? Sometimes when one receives a notification from your superior, it doesnt necessarily meant something bad. Think positive. For heaven's sake! ;P
Okie ! Though was hit hard in e back, but i'm pretty :) today.
The rest during weekend worked somehow.
Suddenly thought of this song,
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Matt Wertz- 5:19
kinda bored so snooped around friendster and entered iris's page. Heard this really nice song. As usual la...this song is love at first sight again.lol.
Did a search and e chap is call Matt Wertz. The song started with a nice guitar strumming and he started laalala~ away. Aawwwww...i simply like these type of songs.
I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you
That I'm ok
July came, I thought I had it all together
Until you said
"I need some space"
Truth be told
It's so hard to wait
One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
We both know that I could think myself dizzy
Right now I'm spinning around
You said, "baby, don't worry"
But I just miss you right now
I said, I miss you right now
One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
Baby, take all the time you need
I just want you to know
I'll be here, waiting
With one eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
(x2)
ooooo....
Did a search and e chap is call Matt Wertz. The song started with a nice guitar strumming and he started laalala~ away. Aawwwww...i simply like these type of songs.
I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you
That I'm ok
July came, I thought I had it all together
Until you said
"I need some space"
Truth be told
It's so hard to wait
One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
We both know that I could think myself dizzy
Right now I'm spinning around
You said, "baby, don't worry"
But I just miss you right now
I said, I miss you right now
One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
Baby, take all the time you need
I just want you to know
I'll be here, waiting
With one eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
(x2)
ooooo....
Dark Alley
Haha...like those typical soap drama of e olden days. buay tahan. Listen to Episode 2 here.
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Dark Alley 1
ep1 ep2 ep3 ep4 ep5
podcast
Dark Alley 1
ep1 ep2 ep3 ep4 ep5
Saturday, October 13, 2007
geex, i forgot about it totally. 1010 isnt hard to forget yet i did. But it's too late to make any remedies anyway.
met wg and we went to restaurant/lounge at ms. Dinner was great, so was e wine later. Been so long since i drank so much.
Wg so drained that we went for a walk before we board e cab. Seriously, i think he isnt as drunk as i imagine him to be. At least he still walks pretty straight.
Sometimes, when people are dozed with alcohol, it's not hard to see what really matters to that person. At least i know he really like that singer, cos he's repeating a million times that he can really sing. i agree too. But it also depends on e songs.
Though wg mentioned that wine helps, especially e two runs of topics to talk about. But it wasnt really e case with him. We just blabber on and on from serious stuff to crappy nonsense and he went on and on about 58.
If i'm left without friends at 58, he'll be there for me. hah, so sweet, isnt it? But these days, i didnt really want to pin much hopes on friends. It seems as you get busier with your life and work. You make a choice. Most chose family then probably friends and work.
Like wg, we dont believe in neglecting friends totally. YB used to disagree with that. Most would, i guess. Only wg thought likewise.
And i have to applaude him for that, for thinking along e same line as me.
Met some new folks too. SEriously, i didnt really feel like mingle with them and was branded as a quiet chap. After a long day, i just didnt felt like entertaining them. Asking them those have you eaten questions.
David resembles someone, but i cant remember at this point in time. There are times when a familiar face appears and i simply cant recall where i've seen them from. Ok, sound nasty, but he looked like he had a very short neck somehow. strange.
It's even more funny how we try to rely on words so that we can relief ourselves from trying to recall something. People or things which we wish to talk about are commonly replaced by " ano hito" or that place. Its not like people wont understand what you meant and we wont have to recall who or where we want to speak about.
We can be so lazy at times.
met wg and we went to restaurant/lounge at ms. Dinner was great, so was e wine later. Been so long since i drank so much.
Wg so drained that we went for a walk before we board e cab. Seriously, i think he isnt as drunk as i imagine him to be. At least he still walks pretty straight.
Sometimes, when people are dozed with alcohol, it's not hard to see what really matters to that person. At least i know he really like that singer, cos he's repeating a million times that he can really sing. i agree too. But it also depends on e songs.
Though wg mentioned that wine helps, especially e two runs of topics to talk about. But it wasnt really e case with him. We just blabber on and on from serious stuff to crappy nonsense and he went on and on about 58.
If i'm left without friends at 58, he'll be there for me. hah, so sweet, isnt it? But these days, i didnt really want to pin much hopes on friends. It seems as you get busier with your life and work. You make a choice. Most chose family then probably friends and work.
Like wg, we dont believe in neglecting friends totally. YB used to disagree with that. Most would, i guess. Only wg thought likewise.
And i have to applaude him for that, for thinking along e same line as me.
Met some new folks too. SEriously, i didnt really feel like mingle with them and was branded as a quiet chap. After a long day, i just didnt felt like entertaining them. Asking them those have you eaten questions.
David resembles someone, but i cant remember at this point in time. There are times when a familiar face appears and i simply cant recall where i've seen them from. Ok, sound nasty, but he looked like he had a very short neck somehow. strange.
It's even more funny how we try to rely on words so that we can relief ourselves from trying to recall something. People or things which we wish to talk about are commonly replaced by " ano hito" or that place. Its not like people wont understand what you meant and we wont have to recall who or where we want to speak about.
We can be so lazy at times.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Geeezz... I'm in immerse pgETGY%TY%HH!!!~
The pain is that bad yet i tried to use toothpick! Serve me right for Grrddhdhdgertwtfw4!
It's been so long that i had this hell of insane pain that i almost forgot how it used to be. The familiar bitter taste lingered in my mouth too. Its been so long.
Feeling kinda bored and have some spare time on hand. NO. Its aweful busy at work, but got to take a break after all. Browsed e pictures Bin uploaded. Looked at some old pictures from other albums too and got a shock.
Shocked cos there was this particular time we went to arab street and i thought its only e two of us! Ok, i admit it was so long ago and i only remember e bits from e miserable few pictures i saw. Then, of cos i was suprised to see bin in e pictures as well. Come to think of it. The shesha after that, bin was there. That i remembered exactly. Cos bin and I were there complaining about work life.
Yea! Friday.
But, its so painful i rather just hibernate.
Watching movies is good one though. I was so engrossed in it that i didnt even noticed e pain
REsident Evil is kick ASssssSSSSS!!!!~
Thanks for letting me see it on the first day its officially opened!!
Talking about gobbling down food. I was literally doing that earlier on. The pain is so intense, it sorta draws your attention span away. I was only half aware of what i was eating.
Looks like i can have a fun time fasting tomorrow!!
So tired this week. Found myself doze off 2 times in a row infront of television and that was like 4 hours later. Ggeeeez.
Curtain is up!! But it looks damn weird. Like hanging some cloth to dry. Why so? Cos e curtain is too short. Try wearing your baby's top and see if it looks strange or not. But that was my intention initially. To block out curious stares, yet keeping e place ventilated and cooling. But, oh well, it's strange. But i really like e color. Bright and vibrant! It certainly cheers me up. The color is kinda so unlike me. Hmmm, doubt i'll be caught dead in it. But, i see myself evolving . I'm slowly going into things i wouldnt even thought of.
That's me. Peculiar.
Can someone give me a light? I just wanna Ssssshhhhmmmmm..... ahhhhhh...... like a old geezer and oh ya hor...it still hurts. Hurt only mah. Gaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!~eyt5e5ytehry345t34tgeregdgdgerdgergetbgersw43tr425tv tgegergegergrerbetbhet
There you go. Time for bed. lol.
The pain is that bad yet i tried to use toothpick! Serve me right for Grrddhdhdgertwtfw4!
It's been so long that i had this hell of insane pain that i almost forgot how it used to be. The familiar bitter taste lingered in my mouth too. Its been so long.
Feeling kinda bored and have some spare time on hand. NO. Its aweful busy at work, but got to take a break after all. Browsed e pictures Bin uploaded. Looked at some old pictures from other albums too and got a shock.
Shocked cos there was this particular time we went to arab street and i thought its only e two of us! Ok, i admit it was so long ago and i only remember e bits from e miserable few pictures i saw. Then, of cos i was suprised to see bin in e pictures as well. Come to think of it. The shesha after that, bin was there. That i remembered exactly. Cos bin and I were there complaining about work life.
Yea! Friday.
But, its so painful i rather just hibernate.
Watching movies is good one though. I was so engrossed in it that i didnt even noticed e pain
REsident Evil is kick ASssssSSSSS!!!!~
Thanks for letting me see it on the first day its officially opened!!
Talking about gobbling down food. I was literally doing that earlier on. The pain is so intense, it sorta draws your attention span away. I was only half aware of what i was eating.
Looks like i can have a fun time fasting tomorrow!!
So tired this week. Found myself doze off 2 times in a row infront of television and that was like 4 hours later. Ggeeeez.
Curtain is up!! But it looks damn weird. Like hanging some cloth to dry. Why so? Cos e curtain is too short. Try wearing your baby's top and see if it looks strange or not. But that was my intention initially. To block out curious stares, yet keeping e place ventilated and cooling. But, oh well, it's strange. But i really like e color. Bright and vibrant! It certainly cheers me up. The color is kinda so unlike me. Hmmm, doubt i'll be caught dead in it. But, i see myself evolving . I'm slowly going into things i wouldnt even thought of.
That's me. Peculiar.
Can someone give me a light? I just wanna Ssssshhhhmmmmm..... ahhhhhh...... like a old geezer and oh ya hor...it still hurts. Hurt only mah. Gaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!~eyt5e5ytehry345t34tgeregdgdgerdgergetbgersw43tr425tv tgegergegergrerbetbhet
There you go. Time for bed. lol.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Star dies..
you'll know what i'm talking about if you try think hard enough..lol.
Ok, with an hour more to accomplish my task!! Havent even started on it. Yikes!
ermm, probably less than an hour since i'm blogging here.
Was listening to those old songs. Hah, songs spanning probably as long as 5 years ago. Have to admit i'm getting older and older! Geex. imagine yourself relating to those young punks about those days 10 years ago.
Hmm, anyway, wanted yak some stuffs, but by e time i finally got to the "new post page" i cant remember what i wanted to say.
Hmm, was having a shower earlier and i almost felt like just staying at home instead of attending Jo's session. Hmm, of cos i was just saying, have to attend it any-o-how. Reason for such a thought? Cos of massive lightnings and thunder. It seems so comforting and nice to stay at home instead of braving through those storms.
What else?? hmm,m.....
Oh yaahh, Eva's place looks lotsa better now. Much better than e time i went before the official opening day, lol. Hmm, spotted some ideas. Must get it done fast, before it's too late. I just have this constant habit of procastinating. Yea..i'm lazy. I admit.
kk...time to get things done.
Side track a little. Besides the fact that it's freaking hot these days and i just perspire like no-body's business. Why would it be anyway...? What i was trying to say is that, it seems so easy to accumulate dust these days. My room was full of it. Hmm, try staying stationary in my room for some time, i'll have a layer of dust too.
cynical - distrustful of human nature: doubting or contemptuous of human nature
a cynical man who scoffs at pretensions of integrity; characterized by such opinions; as, cynical views of human nature.
Frankly, i didnt really catch nor understood the meaning entirely. But i seems to understand more now?
Ok, with an hour more to accomplish my task!! Havent even started on it. Yikes!
ermm, probably less than an hour since i'm blogging here.
Was listening to those old songs. Hah, songs spanning probably as long as 5 years ago. Have to admit i'm getting older and older! Geex. imagine yourself relating to those young punks about those days 10 years ago.
Hmm, anyway, wanted yak some stuffs, but by e time i finally got to the "new post page" i cant remember what i wanted to say.
Hmm, was having a shower earlier and i almost felt like just staying at home instead of attending Jo's session. Hmm, of cos i was just saying, have to attend it any-o-how. Reason for such a thought? Cos of massive lightnings and thunder. It seems so comforting and nice to stay at home instead of braving through those storms.
What else?? hmm,m.....
Oh yaahh, Eva's place looks lotsa better now. Much better than e time i went before the official opening day, lol. Hmm, spotted some ideas. Must get it done fast, before it's too late. I just have this constant habit of procastinating. Yea..i'm lazy. I admit.
kk...time to get things done.
Side track a little. Besides the fact that it's freaking hot these days and i just perspire like no-body's business. Why would it be anyway...? What i was trying to say is that, it seems so easy to accumulate dust these days. My room was full of it. Hmm, try staying stationary in my room for some time, i'll have a layer of dust too.
cynical - distrustful of human nature: doubting or contemptuous of human nature
a cynical man who scoffs at pretensions of integrity; characterized by such opinions; as, cynical views of human nature.
Frankly, i didnt really catch nor understood the meaning entirely. But i seems to understand more now?
Monday, October 01, 2007
Met up with rain and folks today over dinner. Went to e ramen stall. Strangely e ramen that didnt seems that worth e buck tasted nice towards e end. Kang didnt want to accept e money and ended up getting a free treat.
Felt a little out of place as everyone is cluttered in smart clothing except me. Shit commented that i still look as thin as before. Geez, you must understand. Really must. I not only perspire, i sweat profusely these days at work. My work involves manual shifting of those buckets and buckets of animal waste. How can i not sweat?
Though work these days are hectic, so much that i hardly had time to feel tired, i do feel bushed at e end of e day. Told crapping mate that i didnt have e time to think about how tired i was. But von was right to a certain extent, i do derive some satisfaction to it.
But, seeing my dear friends cluttered in smart outfits made me ponder even more. Do i wish to do this forever? Nope. Actually i knew it even way before that.
People, they just got to learn to move on, out of that little circle they drew around themselves however much they wished to remain in it.
And to slack and give excuses like i'm busy with stuffs just isnt it. Thanks man, for knocking some sense into me. Though however mild it is, it did hit me hard enough. Though you seldom mutter a word, e stuff you said are all golden words, so they say.
Hope you'll recover fast and be up and bouncing around again!
I almost forgot about e birthdays of people till i saw e reminder.
Happy birthday shit!
Pour my woes to Rain and its great. Wasnt that upset anyway, but it's nice to be able to just blabber everything out. I'm sure she felt e same way too. Gambatte!! Hopefully things will turn out right!
Its strange sometimes how it's so easy to forget some stuffs and how some stuffs just kept lingering around and leading you to keep thinking about it. Shrugs.
Listening to Ken Hirai's Hitomi Wo Tojite again. Strangely e song didnt sounded so sad today.
Sometimes when listening to a song
i dwell in it
and falls to unimaginable height
yet at times
i felt like an observer
witnessing e whole thing
like catching an advertisement on television
not being influenced by it whatsoever
The feeling i had listening to it today was like e mv i made. Though sad, but a beautiful ending seems to await at e end. The prince eventually comes to place e glass shoe on e girl and they live happily ever after.
With an ending like that, how sad can i get? Any tears that fallen before would have been wiped and dried.
By e way, seated in e bus, approaching e night view of e landscrapers. Its simply brilliantly dazzling. That's e exact words i thought of at that point in time. For once, i found e place i live in can be that mesmerising too.
Felt a little out of place as everyone is cluttered in smart clothing except me. Shit commented that i still look as thin as before. Geez, you must understand. Really must. I not only perspire, i sweat profusely these days at work. My work involves manual shifting of those buckets and buckets of animal waste. How can i not sweat?
Though work these days are hectic, so much that i hardly had time to feel tired, i do feel bushed at e end of e day. Told crapping mate that i didnt have e time to think about how tired i was. But von was right to a certain extent, i do derive some satisfaction to it.
But, seeing my dear friends cluttered in smart outfits made me ponder even more. Do i wish to do this forever? Nope. Actually i knew it even way before that.
People, they just got to learn to move on, out of that little circle they drew around themselves however much they wished to remain in it.
And to slack and give excuses like i'm busy with stuffs just isnt it. Thanks man, for knocking some sense into me. Though however mild it is, it did hit me hard enough. Though you seldom mutter a word, e stuff you said are all golden words, so they say.
Hope you'll recover fast and be up and bouncing around again!
I almost forgot about e birthdays of people till i saw e reminder.
Happy birthday shit!
Pour my woes to Rain and its great. Wasnt that upset anyway, but it's nice to be able to just blabber everything out. I'm sure she felt e same way too. Gambatte!! Hopefully things will turn out right!
Its strange sometimes how it's so easy to forget some stuffs and how some stuffs just kept lingering around and leading you to keep thinking about it. Shrugs.
Listening to Ken Hirai's Hitomi Wo Tojite again. Strangely e song didnt sounded so sad today.
Sometimes when listening to a song
i dwell in it
and falls to unimaginable height
yet at times
i felt like an observer
witnessing e whole thing
like catching an advertisement on television
not being influenced by it whatsoever
The feeling i had listening to it today was like e mv i made. Though sad, but a beautiful ending seems to await at e end. The prince eventually comes to place e glass shoe on e girl and they live happily ever after.
With an ending like that, how sad can i get? Any tears that fallen before would have been wiped and dried.
By e way, seated in e bus, approaching e night view of e landscrapers. Its simply brilliantly dazzling. That's e exact words i thought of at that point in time. For once, i found e place i live in can be that mesmerising too.
