I wanna have an alice too!!~

Hmm, cant really agree with what wg said, not entirely.

When faced with someone who did you an injustice, smile and treat the fella cos he might feel guilty/bad, and treat you better etc. Nah..it doesnt work with all people. Some will just ramp in further to test your patience.

Yes, this is a steep slope we're ramping against. Just hang in tight and hold it there. We'll reach e top soon.

Still in bad shape. Coughing, flooding with mucus. When will the terror be over?

Ya, like i told crapping mate, i will grumble less. I will.

lpb. Something i ate long time back. Somehow remembered it as something i dont really like. But, today, find it quite nice as i ate more. Sweeter as i ate more. Melon paste. Hmmm...

如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
Shouldnt be
since we're separate entities to begin on

我的手握着方向盘
眼神停留在陌生的前方
周末夜晚拥挤的路上
我们能不能走到山顶上
你就坐在我的身旁
为什么心却生活在他方
周围夜色如此得迷乱
沉默中听见不安的试探

你爱我吗
我可以这样问你吗
你爱我吗
你给我的温柔是寂寞吗
你爱我吗
你心里还有遗憾吗
你是真的爱我吗

Phew, finished 2 episodes of Gakuen alice and 1 episode of one piece over dineer. Awesome!!!

Back from Moo Moo land on sunday. Plopped e stuffs off e cars and off we go for home. Somehow i was damn shag when i got home. Dad asked if i wanted some porriage and my automated response activated and i went yea.

Settled at my favourite seat, infront of e computer and ate. Cant believe that i got all drowsy and doze off soon after e porriage was done with.

Its strange how e sleeping potion just plops itself upon me and i knock out even before knowing who, what and where. mum said what can be so tiring..well, what does she know. We practically did nothing much e entire week besides eat, work and sleep. In addition, facing those people too. Its like i'm in some surviver reality show. You just have to not so yourself bah.

Luckily had soulmate to pour my woes once a while back in e room at night and not forgetting my crapping mate.

Lotsa thoughts just went in and out of my mind when there's time to think about life. Like on e last day, we meet this girl of lower IQ. Its amazing how a simple thing could have got us laughing our heads off. Indeed, i guess its been ages since everyone laughed so heartily.

Like crap mate say, no matter what, we must put on that smile and bid goodbye to our enemies. So, that's life. That's e world i'm in now. Despite wanting kick uncle x, we still have to smile. Uncle x seems like our constant source of gossip during e times we're actually sober enough to talk. His outrageous selfishness, his "words of wishdom" and his attitude never fail to amaze us. Sl's twin never fail to piss me at times. Hey, you should move it move it instead of standing there and ordering people around.

I guess i'm just faking sickeness. Imagine e harsh conditons we're in Moo land and e lack of sleep, yet, i'm performing alright. Yet , back here, i'm feeling just not okay. What e fuuk?

林宇中-失恋学


First saw this mtv when went ktv w binz and folks. Hmm, second and third time was when i'm back df. Cant rem e tune at all for god's sake but e male lead looks familiar and so is the mtv.

Looks like a lot people not doing well lately. Like shit was so down lately. Hmm, was kinda shocked when i heard about the breakdown portion at e dancefloor. As some busied themselves planning for marriages etc, e others are busied trying to get over and move on. Why is it so easy for some yet so difficult for others.

Had a great time shaking those bones of mine..haha. Its amazing though that e infamous 7 month stage worked at df. Just that e crowd was much younger. Just as i wondered what's e attraction that made uncles and aunties just stand there e entire night watching some "stars" performing on e stage, i wondered too why youngsters do so too at df.

First heard this song when we're in st's toy shop looking for binz's garden set. . It sounded a bit alienic as usual, but i was somehow attracted to this song so much i decided to record it using my good old se phone.

Probably i heard it before. *shrugs*

Tong En - Ben Lai


Strangely, heard san hu hai on radio today and find it kinda 悲. Why? Cos the lyrics goes something like
海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
我们的爱差异一直存在

Come to think of it. I never really seriously look into the lyrics. So me. I just somehow dont understand what's e big fuss about this song such that its such a hot favourite that i told myself i wont like it. But, oh well, it sorta change in e end. I kinda like it. lol. Its touching too, e MTV, e girl actually broke down towards e end when she saw what e guy did for her.

Look through JJ's dvd. Actually, it was passed to him and Pip did e bulk of the photography. Its after all his camera. Was pretty much brought back to e days in Vietnam. That 简单而朴素的生活.

That's nothing much to look forward to, but it isnt that you really thought of it anyway. That very simple life that made you realise that you dont really need all those things after all. Be it e technie gadgets like hp,mp3 player etc.

Prob its hw pip took e shots, just find each and everyone so gluey..haha, how can that be? Was telling JJ, i esp like find e one where pip pose among e hay damn hilarious. Hmm, yet to see e fireworks though.

I guess i mentioned ages ago in an entry about lizards with plastic doll- like eyes found on teddy bears. You know, those kinda eyes that's protruded in a semi-circle fashion with a movable black circular piece in it that acts like the black of the eye? I saw it again today, on a lizard thats prob 30cm slightly diagonally infront of me, thinking that i didnt spot it. lol

So the week passed in a breeze, with nothing much accomplished and left pretty lifeless(cos no life...ZZZzzz). Even my last day of 2006 was kicked off at 730am and me heading for second home. Spent a solid 12 hrs there i guess. However, my mood was strangely good, probably e anticipation of heading somewhere. But, was kinda disappointed along e way on e arrangements made.

Frankly, was kinda disappointed at times. Sometimes i'm being to feel like friends are merely a companion for you when you're bored or just a pastime tool. They didnt even care if you want to watch e movie or not, all they care is they dont want to squeeze in the crowd. So, they caught e movie they had wanted to see, contented and decided to move on. Luckily i was dead beat by then and was hoping on heading home instead. Otherwise, i would have felt unimaginable injustice inflicted on me. Though i still felt so right now, except that the rage was minimal, cos i still felt so blessed to be home and being able to relax. Was telling crap buddy its ok to spend it at home cos countdown dont really hold much significance to me. Oh ya, i was in kl last 2 year catching those fireworks and admist those massive celebrations, but so?

Then, there was saturday. Wg and sw was off playing tennis. I'm supposed to join but second home came first. To cut de whole thing short, plans were that i'm to meet them in e afternoon and even rushed only to receive words that they're bushed and felt like going home. Geezz...i'm fine, but cant you mention it earlier? Felt helpless but what can i say? I dont like forcing a knife down e throat to get things going e way i like it, if i aint gonna get it, i rather let it go.

Night was fun but strange though. Hanging out with a bunch of people whom dont seems close to each other at all. I'm fine since i just joined in but them, it appears at least 3-4 have been hanging out together pretty frequent these days yet they seemed pretty speechless over the dining table. Conversations were over funny happenings etc and those heart to heart talks seems to be missing. I dont meant for those deep down talks, but it sounded like those stuffs you'll speak to hi-bye friends. Its been soo long since i last saw iris and this is e first time i saw her so quiet. So..even the loudest and the noisest of the lot can be toned down when faced with people they hardly know well.

Finally been to e much anticipipated and talked about Dragonfly. The deco was awesome but its a pity we're at the back of the stage. Cant really see much let alone fully immerse in e sensation. Visual sensation is a must too. Its a pity that i had to left early to finish e work for second home.

Was i being too serious? I just felt that there's more to being just friends. Its not purely about companionship but i guess as we enter e next phase of our life where we're no doubt binded by different responsibilites that we somehow decided to be less attentive about e people around us. Most of us speak for e sake of speaking and cant really remember the conversation we had with others. Its like a disease that's manifesting in many of us. Many a time, i found myself spending a day with people and realising at e end i'm still pretty clueless about their recent happenings. Either i've asked them about it, but remember the generalised version of it, or i only absorbed 40% of it? Cos when i spoke to another about it and when further questions were hurled at me, i'm left speechless. Scenario 2 would be me saying" i thought i told you e other time?" . Hmmm, i guess i should really make an effort to improve on this.

Sigh...cant find my much anticipated player but spotted scandisk C250 . It seems quite a nifty cheap player. Kinda like it too but online reviews were thumbs down down down for it. So, i'm comtemplating whether to go for it or not.

Oh ya, spotted e news on e bus just now and e fireworks around e world is awesome. The ones i can remember is the one at UK's big ben and e other at 101 tower. Hmm , ignorant me, is that in taiwan? Geezz...imagine all that fireworks spilling from that giagantic circle and that landscraper. What a sight. I missed e one at hometown though. Wonder if it was just as spectacular. Yea, as though i'm an alien from another dimension. I was really lost touch with e world last night and i dont even remembered when i dozed off while the world was in celebrations!! lol

I've revived Desperate housewife after so long and here's one quote from there,

" Each new day brings along a new set of lies. The worst are the ones we tell ourselves before we sleep. We whisper them in the dark, telling ourselves we're happy or that's he's happy, that we can change, or that he will change his mind. We persuade ourselves that we can live with the sins or that we can live without him. Yes, each night before we fall asleep, we lie to ourselves, the desperate desperate hope that come morning, they will all be true. "

BTW...i was looking at J's blog and i spotted J changing to using e same song as me too.!!! 梁静茹 - 暖暖 ....lol

卫兰 Never Let You Go