Sunday, June 19, 2005
Kinda bored so went to take a look at fai and wg's blogs. Haah, fai finally wrote something. . Dunno since when, i had e habit of checking up his blog to see if there's any updates of it and gets kinda disappointed if i dont get anything. I wonder if others do it like me, bookmarking their friend's blogs and keep going back to read them regularly. But still, despite me here trying to visualise what he is doing, from e way he describe it, its still pretty hard to picture it. The way things goes, e exact view he sees or the feelings he experiences. Its only when you're there and then would you be able to capture it.
WG does gives some interesting stuffs at times. Often, he thought of things which came to my mind too. Like his latest post, he mentioned about avoidance. About people seeing other people they know, yet decided to avoid them instead of approaching to say hi!
Well, i'm one of those kind of people. To me, approaching people whom you dont really know well is kinda .... Just like what he said, we end up having nothing much to say to them, but e usuals such as "so how have you been" etc. Then, we have to try hard to keep e conversation going. To me, sometimes, that person is just a passer-by in our lives. We had chose to handle other things rather than keeping that person in contact with us. We have chose not to have that person in our lives. So, what's up with all that talking to find out how that person have been (just because we happen to meet them). True, we'll get to know about their happenings, but after that? We're back to our lives without them, but probably mentioning to a couple that we had bump into them. If that's e case, why bother in e first place? But many will disagree with me, calling me whatever. . But, to me, its like, why bother ask if you dont intend to keep that person in view. Why bother acting like you care when you dont even intend to have that person in your life. Why bother doing all those when you only decided that this person shall be a passer-by in your life. Its like why bother finding out more about me if you chose to remember none of it in e end.
He mentioned about blogging too. How some people are so eager to perfect their blogs, to make it as interesting as possible. So, many people would come view it etc. I do admit i want to make my blog sounds interesting at times. After all, i'm aware that friends are viewing this. Probably its bcos of this fact, that e objective of me blogging blurs at times. Its suppose to serve as an avenue to vent my fustrations, share my joys but i turned out to be kinda restrained. At times, i might want to say more, but realising that i'm not e only one reading this, made me hold my reins. Its kinda fustrating as i couldnt really give a complete account of how it happen or how i felt. Since i prefer writing down events in a more emotional manner, stating my thoughts and feelings of it, rather than e physical aspect, what happen etc. It turn out to be a real thorn at times. I'm better off writing a diary. So, what keeps me blogging here? i wonder.
I've been wanting to say this, i wonder where WG gets his source of quotes from, cos it damn interesting. Gaahh...
WG does gives some interesting stuffs at times. Often, he thought of things which came to my mind too. Like his latest post, he mentioned about avoidance. About people seeing other people they know, yet decided to avoid them instead of approaching to say hi!
Well, i'm one of those kind of people. To me, approaching people whom you dont really know well is kinda .... Just like what he said, we end up having nothing much to say to them, but e usuals such as "so how have you been" etc. Then, we have to try hard to keep e conversation going. To me, sometimes, that person is just a passer-by in our lives. We had chose to handle other things rather than keeping that person in contact with us. We have chose not to have that person in our lives. So, what's up with all that talking to find out how that person have been (just because we happen to meet them). True, we'll get to know about their happenings, but after that? We're back to our lives without them, but probably mentioning to a couple that we had bump into them. If that's e case, why bother in e first place? But many will disagree with me, calling me whatever. . But, to me, its like, why bother ask if you dont intend to keep that person in view. Why bother acting like you care when you dont even intend to have that person in your life. Why bother doing all those when you only decided that this person shall be a passer-by in your life. Its like why bother finding out more about me if you chose to remember none of it in e end.
He mentioned about blogging too. How some people are so eager to perfect their blogs, to make it as interesting as possible. So, many people would come view it etc. I do admit i want to make my blog sounds interesting at times. After all, i'm aware that friends are viewing this. Probably its bcos of this fact, that e objective of me blogging blurs at times. Its suppose to serve as an avenue to vent my fustrations, share my joys but i turned out to be kinda restrained. At times, i might want to say more, but realising that i'm not e only one reading this, made me hold my reins. Its kinda fustrating as i couldnt really give a complete account of how it happen or how i felt. Since i prefer writing down events in a more emotional manner, stating my thoughts and feelings of it, rather than e physical aspect, what happen etc. It turn out to be a real thorn at times. I'm better off writing a diary. So, what keeps me blogging here? i wonder.
I've been wanting to say this, i wonder where WG gets his source of quotes from, cos it damn interesting. Gaahh...
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