Sunday, September 30, 2007
Hmm, recently kept meeting people whom i couldnt recall knowing them previously but they remember me exactly. Geezx..sorry folks!
Was at karen's place last night and it was boring. Yea, how exciting can a home dinner be? But being there makes me realised i'm so much different from how they would have wanted to lead their lives.
Her life revolved around religion. Devoting her time and effort towards that aspect, yet i rather devote my life to other things. Standing there listening to Auntie preaching makes me strongly affirm that. It seems too holy a life for me. No drinking yourself silly kinda life. Hmm, i just dont fit in. I even turned around and smiled at karen. Geex, i've been there and felt it's not for me, that's why i moved on. So even fate made me landed there, nothing is going to change. Religion is just isnt part of my life now. Probably someday but not now.
But, if i were to go into one, i doubt it'll be that. Instead, it would probably it would be buddhism. Why that? Cos i seems to find some serenity in it and fate seems to bring me to it somehow. Though it came late. Shrugs. I just felt that e religion i was in previously didnt really appeal to me much. To be worthy enough so that you can be in heaven. Nevermind, let me burn in hell then.
Seriously, its something that no one can be sure. So why are we putting so much effort in it in e first place? Fancy believing that no one has concrete proof how it really is. To do good cos you want to. That to me is most important. Not because your religion tells you to do so. Buddhism is interesting in that aspect cos it goes a little more in that aspect on gaining enlightment. Nothing more than that.
Hmm, managed to finish e entire series of SP today!! Its been great and the opening and ending songs are nice as well. Dont you wish to have another cup too? Sure!!
Ok, i might said some stuffs which i probably was only trying to be funny at that point in time. Then after, forgetting about it totally. But, thanks to those who really appreciate it and remember it till this day.
Hmm, if i were to pass away someday, i reckon during e speech by some, famous phrases as such might probably be shared at e funeral session.
Was thinking that day that besides cutting wrists, popping pills or even leaping off buildings, dying from speeding seems a good one. At least you can get some thrill. But one must make sure that e accident doesnt involve any other innocents.If you wish to die, that's your business. Dont drag others in for heaven's sake.
Another 2 joined e world of braces. Seems like putting on braces is e in-thing. OR do they have nothing better to do? Hmm, i still feel it's not worth e effort nor money.
When asked what do you like about that person, e answer given was damn lame. Ya, some people just goes for looks or body, in short physical appearences initally. That seems fine, but after being together for quite some time, surely you've learned to like and dislike other parts of this person as well? But, sometimes it's just a feeling ba, as plain as that. It's not because that this person can sing or dance or whatever.
Oh whatever...
Was at karen's place last night and it was boring. Yea, how exciting can a home dinner be? But being there makes me realised i'm so much different from how they would have wanted to lead their lives.
Her life revolved around religion. Devoting her time and effort towards that aspect, yet i rather devote my life to other things. Standing there listening to Auntie preaching makes me strongly affirm that. It seems too holy a life for me. No drinking yourself silly kinda life. Hmm, i just dont fit in. I even turned around and smiled at karen. Geex, i've been there and felt it's not for me, that's why i moved on. So even fate made me landed there, nothing is going to change. Religion is just isnt part of my life now. Probably someday but not now.
But, if i were to go into one, i doubt it'll be that. Instead, it would probably it would be buddhism. Why that? Cos i seems to find some serenity in it and fate seems to bring me to it somehow. Though it came late. Shrugs. I just felt that e religion i was in previously didnt really appeal to me much. To be worthy enough so that you can be in heaven. Nevermind, let me burn in hell then.
Seriously, its something that no one can be sure. So why are we putting so much effort in it in e first place? Fancy believing that no one has concrete proof how it really is. To do good cos you want to. That to me is most important. Not because your religion tells you to do so. Buddhism is interesting in that aspect cos it goes a little more in that aspect on gaining enlightment. Nothing more than that.
Hmm, managed to finish e entire series of SP today!! Its been great and the opening and ending songs are nice as well. Dont you wish to have another cup too? Sure!!
Ok, i might said some stuffs which i probably was only trying to be funny at that point in time. Then after, forgetting about it totally. But, thanks to those who really appreciate it and remember it till this day.
Hmm, if i were to pass away someday, i reckon during e speech by some, famous phrases as such might probably be shared at e funeral session.
Was thinking that day that besides cutting wrists, popping pills or even leaping off buildings, dying from speeding seems a good one. At least you can get some thrill. But one must make sure that e accident doesnt involve any other innocents.If you wish to die, that's your business. Dont drag others in for heaven's sake.
Another 2 joined e world of braces. Seems like putting on braces is e in-thing. OR do they have nothing better to do? Hmm, i still feel it's not worth e effort nor money.
When asked what do you like about that person, e answer given was damn lame. Ya, some people just goes for looks or body, in short physical appearences initally. That seems fine, but after being together for quite some time, surely you've learned to like and dislike other parts of this person as well? But, sometimes it's just a feeling ba, as plain as that. It's not because that this person can sing or dance or whatever.
Oh whatever...
# posted by momaurskox : 8:30 PM
