Saturday, June 23, 2007
I was on e train yesterday. Was standing there when i realise there's someone constantly rattleing away behind me. Kinda irritated as who is this fella disrupting my quiet day journey. Wasnt exactly quiet since i was listening to songs but still.... I turned around and realise e guy was mumbling to himself. Another gone case. Frankly, i didnt like calling him by any nasty names but i can easily think of many who could have hurl nasty names to brand this fella. Anyway, i noticed suddenly how close he was to me. In fact, i stood just infront of him. It suddenly occured to me that e seats beside him are all empty through e window reflections. Partially cause he was very huge.
Pondered if i should at least face him since i have no idea what would happen. Didnt eventually cos i guess he's probably just mumbling and getting all too emotional at times. Strange to suddenly realise you're in a dangerous situation. It is like if you're blindfold and brought to tread at e edge of a very high building. You could be treading comfortably till when blindfolds are removed and you suddenly realise e predicament you're in. It's e exact same path, what's different is e external factors.
Woke up around 1 plus today and hurried to accomplish couple of stuff. Shuffled through and spotted an opening. Applied for it hoping to get it of course. Surprisingly they accepted fresh ones too, can expect lotsa competition. Then when down to get some food and e papers. So this article on "you've to be tough to get it." When faced with challenges, i just have got to calm down and get it over and be done with it.
Mum is at her ridiculously-long nagging again. Strangely someone who doesnt step out of e house much can have so much things to fuss about. Not surprising, considering she can remind me that e juice are gonna spoil in a month's time now and that i should try to finish it asap.
Initally asked JJ if he wanted dinner after meeting was over. But i scram off in e end. Guess he must be hopping mad. Anyway i cant tell since i decided to send him an sms to apologise but he didnt reply. I guess it's typical of people not to respond. However, i would really appreciate if people could at least acknowledge it.
Bump into Von at Mac and was kinda surprised. Looks like he's there with his old flame, lol. Shrugs... it's not my business anyway. I should have at least wave at this old flame whom i know too. But seriously, i only know her for a month so i couldnt care less. Von can talk all he want about her but i couldnt care less. Considering how von likes to speak of e past, i wonder if he would speak of me in e years to come. The thought of it is freaky, lol. Imagine you being mentioned to many whom has never seen you before.
The beer session was weird. Considering going through e same place, e same seats, e same beers and e same food but with different person. Geez, just wished my limits were higher. But e walk home wasnt that easy. I do require a little more effort than usual. But once i'm off e road and turned into e quiet path, it's easier. The path that's normally scary seems pleasant and i enjoyed e moment.
Overheard mum talking about e age required to own a property. Hmm, so she does know it all along.
Dined with JJ that night and we're on e topic of what's your biggest secrets. Really tempted to ask him on that issue that kept tickling me. It's like a cop that has gathered all those evidence and what's remaining is interogating e criminal. But this definitely spoils our friendship i guess. Probably i ask him when its time for me to go. At least if things fall out, i wont have to face him again. But i'm pretty definite this time round. Cos during lunch that day, it suddenly occur to me why he was at that vocation . I quickly strike in to ask why and its kinda strange. But e topic was cleverly diverted fast enough.
Had a very interesting dream and i kept wondering who was this person beside me. I almost lmao when i realise who it was. It was good old Ju. Like a crime flick, we're on this car and driving off when e bad guy threw us many stuffs into making us believing he's trying to help us. Then somehow we entered a massage parlor located below e apartment this whoever lived. Who?i wondered too, but i cant remembered. I still proclaimed i was there e other day and i had swam there before. Standing at e lobby and looking at e pool far away. E pool was shaped with a not exactly vertical brown wall structure, somewhat similar to a rock-climbing wall with water flowing into e pool.
Geeez..my imagination, creativity and details in my dreams never fails amaze me.
Pondered if i should at least face him since i have no idea what would happen. Didnt eventually cos i guess he's probably just mumbling and getting all too emotional at times. Strange to suddenly realise you're in a dangerous situation. It is like if you're blindfold and brought to tread at e edge of a very high building. You could be treading comfortably till when blindfolds are removed and you suddenly realise e predicament you're in. It's e exact same path, what's different is e external factors.
Woke up around 1 plus today and hurried to accomplish couple of stuff. Shuffled through and spotted an opening. Applied for it hoping to get it of course. Surprisingly they accepted fresh ones too, can expect lotsa competition. Then when down to get some food and e papers. So this article on "you've to be tough to get it." When faced with challenges, i just have got to calm down and get it over and be done with it.
Mum is at her ridiculously-long nagging again. Strangely someone who doesnt step out of e house much can have so much things to fuss about. Not surprising, considering she can remind me that e juice are gonna spoil in a month's time now and that i should try to finish it asap.
Initally asked JJ if he wanted dinner after meeting was over. But i scram off in e end. Guess he must be hopping mad. Anyway i cant tell since i decided to send him an sms to apologise but he didnt reply. I guess it's typical of people not to respond. However, i would really appreciate if people could at least acknowledge it.
Bump into Von at Mac and was kinda surprised. Looks like he's there with his old flame, lol. Shrugs... it's not my business anyway. I should have at least wave at this old flame whom i know too. But seriously, i only know her for a month so i couldnt care less. Von can talk all he want about her but i couldnt care less. Considering how von likes to speak of e past, i wonder if he would speak of me in e years to come. The thought of it is freaky, lol. Imagine you being mentioned to many whom has never seen you before.
The beer session was weird. Considering going through e same place, e same seats, e same beers and e same food but with different person. Geez, just wished my limits were higher. But e walk home wasnt that easy. I do require a little more effort than usual. But once i'm off e road and turned into e quiet path, it's easier. The path that's normally scary seems pleasant and i enjoyed e moment.
Overheard mum talking about e age required to own a property. Hmm, so she does know it all along.
Dined with JJ that night and we're on e topic of what's your biggest secrets. Really tempted to ask him on that issue that kept tickling me. It's like a cop that has gathered all those evidence and what's remaining is interogating e criminal. But this definitely spoils our friendship i guess. Probably i ask him when its time for me to go. At least if things fall out, i wont have to face him again. But i'm pretty definite this time round. Cos during lunch that day, it suddenly occur to me why he was at that vocation . I quickly strike in to ask why and its kinda strange. But e topic was cleverly diverted fast enough.
Had a very interesting dream and i kept wondering who was this person beside me. I almost lmao when i realise who it was. It was good old Ju. Like a crime flick, we're on this car and driving off when e bad guy threw us many stuffs into making us believing he's trying to help us. Then somehow we entered a massage parlor located below e apartment this whoever lived. Who?i wondered too, but i cant remembered. I still proclaimed i was there e other day and i had swam there before. Standing at e lobby and looking at e pool far away. E pool was shaped with a not exactly vertical brown wall structure, somewhat similar to a rock-climbing wall with water flowing into e pool.
Geeez..my imagination, creativity and details in my dreams never fails amaze me.
# posted by momaurskox : 3:04 PM
