Tuesday, June 05, 2007
reached home real early. Initally wanted go shop a little!! to find a cap, but gave in to my tiredness and headache.
Hmm, it seems like i slept better and more when i'm on trips than back at home! Must try to force myself to Zzz earlier today.
Yea, and no yea to losing my cap to e sea when we're out on speedboat e very first day of our adventure. To think i was telling them that's e cap they've gotten for me and how it has been with me through so many encounters. Then I LOST it. sighs, maybe it's god hinting that i should get a new cap. The old one has never been washed before, kinda dirty but i still like it leh.
Today was hella of a day. Like seeing people firing jabs at those cows. The impact is wow. Then got into some dispute with sl's sister. Well, suddenly thought of WY's suggestions and gave it a go. It turned out to be so funny and got her stumped. What initally sounded like a tense situation appeared so amusing to me. Of cos i was giggling inside only. Ok...i was grinning to myself after e thing was over too.
To put it simply, when one accuses you of something, instead of standing there stupidly, rebuke by asking them for an example. Seriously, you should have seen sister's look. Then e usual over protective feature self-activated and she quickly said " There is ..its just that i cant remember now, but i can definitely find it if i go look for it." (a I'm-not-cooking-things-up kinda look)
Hmm, i didnt even say i dont believe you lor..lol
Its funny cos we talked about it and e next minute, things happen exactly e way it is. Well, i definitely have more lessons to learn from WY to strengthen my self defence skills.
Was really angry though. Cos i'll be missing Eva's big day cos someone apparently thought i cant be doing anything so important anyway so it's ok to plan something else. Geeezx, just hate this kinda people. Hey, dont you even have a little respect for people? Cathy say its normal cos things always work this way in e adult's world. But i dont feel e same. IF it's e adults world we're talking about, at least one should have e decency to respect others' wishes.
No, i said i wont grumble yet i did again. Well, just getting very pissed at how things are being handled these days.
I dont like to a puppet
pulled by strings
I want to be pinocchio
Free without any restrains
Von say i should accept things e way it is. But i feel likewise, it's my life and i want to have a say in it. Always remembered this dearly that one cant please all, if that's e case, at least i should please myself. I might gain enemies but that's life isnt it?
Going to moo moo land next week. It's gonna be a brain freeze experience again. I never said i wanted it, but oh well, i have to. At least Cathy and JJ is around, so it isnt that bad. At most i'll just stick close to them as usual. Phew... luckily i dont have to share a room with Von. I cant imagine seeing him for entire day.
Von made a huge blunder at e barn but he seems pretty much alright now though he was a bit disaught before.
Mum started her usual irritating bits again. Over e trip, realised WG and SH's mums are like that too. Why are all mums e same. So plain nagging. If only we follow e westernised culture, i would have moved out long ago (Erm if i could afford to bear e cost for e house). Yea yea and be branded as unfilial. Aiyo...mafan.
Hmm, it seems like i slept better and more when i'm on trips than back at home! Must try to force myself to Zzz earlier today.
Yea, and no yea to losing my cap to e sea when we're out on speedboat e very first day of our adventure. To think i was telling them that's e cap they've gotten for me and how it has been with me through so many encounters. Then I LOST it. sighs, maybe it's god hinting that i should get a new cap. The old one has never been washed before, kinda dirty but i still like it leh.
Today was hella of a day. Like seeing people firing jabs at those cows. The impact is wow. Then got into some dispute with sl's sister. Well, suddenly thought of WY's suggestions and gave it a go. It turned out to be so funny and got her stumped. What initally sounded like a tense situation appeared so amusing to me. Of cos i was giggling inside only. Ok...i was grinning to myself after e thing was over too.
To put it simply, when one accuses you of something, instead of standing there stupidly, rebuke by asking them for an example. Seriously, you should have seen sister's look. Then e usual over protective feature self-activated and she quickly said " There is ..its just that i cant remember now, but i can definitely find it if i go look for it." (a I'm-not-cooking-things-up kinda look)
Hmm, i didnt even say i dont believe you lor..lol
Its funny cos we talked about it and e next minute, things happen exactly e way it is. Well, i definitely have more lessons to learn from WY to strengthen my self defence skills.
Was really angry though. Cos i'll be missing Eva's big day cos someone apparently thought i cant be doing anything so important anyway so it's ok to plan something else. Geeezx, just hate this kinda people. Hey, dont you even have a little respect for people? Cathy say its normal cos things always work this way in e adult's world. But i dont feel e same. IF it's e adults world we're talking about, at least one should have e decency to respect others' wishes.
No, i said i wont grumble yet i did again. Well, just getting very pissed at how things are being handled these days.
I dont like to a puppet
pulled by strings
I want to be pinocchio
Free without any restrains
Von say i should accept things e way it is. But i feel likewise, it's my life and i want to have a say in it. Always remembered this dearly that one cant please all, if that's e case, at least i should please myself. I might gain enemies but that's life isnt it?
Going to moo moo land next week. It's gonna be a brain freeze experience again. I never said i wanted it, but oh well, i have to. At least Cathy and JJ is around, so it isnt that bad. At most i'll just stick close to them as usual. Phew... luckily i dont have to share a room with Von. I cant imagine seeing him for entire day.
Von made a huge blunder at e barn but he seems pretty much alright now though he was a bit disaught before.
Mum started her usual irritating bits again. Over e trip, realised WG and SH's mums are like that too. Why are all mums e same. So plain nagging. If only we follow e westernised culture, i would have moved out long ago (Erm if i could afford to bear e cost for e house). Yea yea and be branded as unfilial. Aiyo...mafan.
# posted by momaurskox : 9:46 PM
